todae is Izyan's Burfdae!! COOL! Tis month got mani ppl's burfdae.. Okae, i couldn't see HYM at Assembly bcoz of tat stupid arrangement luhh !! Lyke tat oso nid to change sia! Or not i'll still be watchin' HYM.. AH!!

Todae's morning assembly got Yan, Tina & Syaf performin'.. IT WAS QUITE BORING SIA! haha.. i can go lala land sia.. SO after e english period Mrs Menon change our sittin' arrangement fer my group. STUPID SIA YOUSUF !! Go change fer wad?! Now i nid to sit beside tat IDIOTIC DARRYL. WTH!! Den it was reccess .. I saw HYM!! I was abt to call HYM den Nash was there so i dared not . After tat while i was walking alone behind, I saw HYM, he was alone too .. I was abt to call HYM but i wan my frens to be there too. So i didnt called HYM! Fcuk ,rite?

After skol finish i go back home & put my bag den eat den ciao back to skol...They were busy recording sum piece fer CME project...Den later Syaf go in band room ferst. Tina & me walked around e skol .. dun noe where e hell we were going.. hahahaa.. So we were bored and decide to go band room lahh.. AFter we fixed our instrument den imah come into e band room..

BAND PRACTICE WAS QUITE FUN TODAE.. coz i think mr pan everi gudd.. Mabel nvr come coz i think she wanna quit.. Or is she being sacked?? wadever .. i dun care luhh..
Den we played 'Blow wind blow..'. Fun lahh sia.. hahaha..

After band we go sit at e bench there.. Fcuk.. i tot no NCC .. So i was in silent mood suddenly they came out!! HAH!! HERE THEY COME.. 1..2..3..4..5.. hahaha.. Siot!Later lahh, HYM waved at i dunno who !! HAH! I shouted bye den he nvr did hear.. I think HE got e wrong person coz i ask HYM jus now .. ' you jus now waved at Syaf? ' Den HE replied ' at NCC?? Ouh ya..' den i was lyked so fcuk up .. AH!! I may think HE lyke syaf better than me .. rite??!! hahaha.. SYAF!(No OFfence TAU!). YAn jus now got a big bash from us .. hahaha.. sori yan it was my iidea.. I was e one who brought e flour and I was e one who threw a handful of flour at eu.. aniwae Happi burfdae !!

okae luhh.. i realli haf no mood to write todae .. so tats all..
I do miss HYM but Do HE miss me Or Sumone else???

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WTF!!! Todae i realli dared myself to talked to HYM but i didnt get e chance to. $#!T !! WTH luhh.. i saw HYM at p.e. period but it was not e rite tyme so i waited fer reccess... & i nvr saw HYM.. I was so angry!! Just cant resist it! Okae lah.. so There was Performin' arts at e end of e dae. Woah!! So Complicated sia!!

Hehehee.. there was still e salute pose !! I lyke !! hehehee.. B4 tat mdm nasyita( wadever her name is) shouted at class 1e1.. Suddenly, u know!! i was so alert after tat .. hahahaha...

I did saw HYM after skol wen HE came out of e gym.. I was lyke ' now den u wan to come out!! '.
But of course i didnt sae it. Me ?? wan to sae it at HYM?? I am a total COWARD! i dare not shout at HYM!.. Dun wan to hurt HYM.. Chey3 .. hahaha..

Okae wen at p.e. HE do e standin' broad jump .. HE got out from e lines.. OMG!! tat was lyke so far away !! hahaha.. HE so cheeky sia tat tyme.. AH!!! while mr bob was explainin' i was busy lookin' at HYM!! I cannot tahan!! He So Kawaii!!!! Fuh!! okae tat is enough ..

aniwae shafiy's burfdae bash didnt worked.. He lahh didnt wan to come .. Kater jer balik kul 4 tapi dah siang2 dah balik .. asl tkt kene basah lagi ke per??!! I was angry coz after i played wif e water bags wif syahirah & Imah den he msg me back!! WTF!!! I was jus abt to bash his face todae but im patience.. i cannot do bad things or i'll get a bad reputation.. he was quiet all dae long.. I dunno why coz he was e one who alwaes makes noise but not tat dae wen our class sang a burfdae song to him. not e dae wen he get lots of presents. just not tat dae...maybe he was ashamed?? or to happy?? Wadever lahh..

Todae i stay back i wanted to see HYM do NAPFA test but my frens want to go home..So me & Tina wen to W.S. hahaha..Untill abt 5+ i think ... den we ciao back home.. & i strted msg HYM again.. hahaha.. I miss HYM loads sia!! SOB3 :*(

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AMALINA told me to hear tis song & e meanin'!! WOAH!! nice song sia!!It is must HEAR song so click it fer me okae??

http://mirasyikin.imeem.com/music/kPs0wip6/sesuatu_janji/

& heres the lyrics..

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HEhehee!!! todae.. is a beautiful dae.. It was great !!
LESSONS WERE BORIN' !!! eh.. got gudd news .. 1e4 stud. sae MRS GOH is pregnant!! Aniwae back to my point, I saw HYM!! DUH! of course i'll see HYM coz i cant missed HYM!! So HE was sittin' down at quad. He was lyke directly (or alomost directly) e same line wif ME!!! AH!!!! HE COOL LAHH SIA!! eventhough HE got slow reaction move..hehee..

WHILE RECCESS!!
I saw HYM again.. OMG!!! HE WAS LYKE PASSED BY BESIDE ME WHILE I WAS TALKIN' TO AMALINA!!! Den wen i saw HYM there i was speechless!!! MELTIN'!!!!!!!!!!!!! DEN Syaf sae 'hi' to HYM.. HE Smiled & point .. DEN IZYAN sae 'eh kau tau name aku siaper..??' & izyan point her nametag & HIS reaction was lyke slow!! HE look at izyan's badge.. Den HE got HIS food & walked away .. ME at e back cant stop laughin' .. B4 HE wen to HIS sit HE looked at me .. HEHEHEE!! CAER LUHH!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT STOP THINKIN' OF HYM!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!
AND SO I GOT MY HAPPI MOMENTS FER TODAE!!

Den we passed by Afiq.. SO bdk kecik was lyke smilin' non-stop!! ish3!! IZYAN den wen to him & asked him wad is his block.. BDK KECIK WAS EMBRASSED!!! if it was me i oso embrassed!!
SO at e end of e dae, it was guess wad?? PERFORMIN' ARTS Luhh!!! ISH!! UAT KAT BAND ROOM SIAK!! SEMPET GILER!!

& i oso tried my steps it was okae lahh.. not too bad.. BUT IT IS EASY!! who dun noe how to do .. i tell tat person must be stupid!!hehehee..

Todae i wen back late coz lepak kat skolah.. hehehee .. tak der kerje laen siak!! ferstly i wrote HIS NAME all over a book den i wen to another place but was full .. den i saw HYM! So i tailed HYM!! until HE was wen out e gate!! walao!! So quiet lahh HYM!! & i nvr had a chance to hear HIS voice sia!! After tat i continue hangin' out wif e rest while syaf go science remedial...

Den i met AMALINA & SEHA!! EH IM missin' out sumone!! NABEEL!!!! DAH lamer tak lepak dgn kau!! SEMENJAK2 dah sec1! kan3..
So after tat i wen home !!! HAH!! wait3!! i got a dream!!

" So it was a excursion & we haf to go to e place ourselves.. so i wen wif my gang lahh.. At e bas stop, my frens sae HE saw there and so i looked but i cant see HYM coz he was not wearin' skol dressin' . So wen e bas came my gang wen up & HIS gang too!!. And we stopped at e place. I waited fer HYM coz i realli wan to see HYM in HIS home clothes. WEN He got out I was outside e bus. HE stared At me & I stared at HYM!! HAHA!! wait.. & so i left my things in side e bus .. I shouted fer help ! AS in told sumone to follow me run to e bus .. NObody did and at last Shasha did. AH! tat was not i wanted.. SO suddenly he grabbed my hand den he hold my hands!! He ran & so was i!... AFTER we got back, he was still holdin' my hands and i saed 'thank eu' and take my hands back. I wen looked fer Tina & Syaf . i told them abt wad happened wen suddenly..."

I woke up!! OMG!! TAT DREAM FELT SO REAL!!! HAHA!!! SHASHA SIAL!! AKU NAK LAEN, LAEN YG AKU MIMPI PSL!! EVENTHOUGH it was a dream, i realli hope sumone will do tat.. OMG!! I cant believe tat i've dream of tat !!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!! I can go CUCKOO SIA!!!!!!!!!! I told Tina & Syaf abt my dream, todae And they laughed lyke hell sia!!!
Okae lahh... tat was todae..(EH, HAMIRUL MSG ME YESTERDAE!![jus a long lost fren])

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Okies.. so Saturdae was nice.. but the performance tat we've done was lyke $#!T!!!! Ferst tyme we played ..all was messed up coz it was supposed to be 1 bar fer nthin' but she turned it into 2 bars fer nthin'.. LYKE WAD E HELL??!!!

But i still was nice.. Kater ferst tyme kan.. so at e end of tat we strt takin' pics wif our seniors!! SIR N.C.!! SO HANDSOME!!! Den take pic wif Taufik .. den wif Azura.. WOAH!! SO cool sia .. i oso took Mega, Irwanto& more wen they were eatin'..tsk3 they were lyke tiger eatin' meat sia.. they must be so hungry .. hahaha..

And so todae was HAMKAH'S BURFDAE!!!! Wohoo! we sing him a burfdae song.. Happi Si a if my burfdae was lyke tat!! But too bad i was borned too early.. hehehee.. So todae we wen out to buy prezies!! Fer Hamkah & shafiyBUT I nvr buy fer shafiy coz i got plans..Hehehee.. SHALL I BULLY HIM OR BELANJER HIM??? hahahaa..
But i scared if he got e wrong idea sia!!!WADEVER LAHH..

Okay .. i jus got myself into depression again..(HAIZ!!) coz of 2 gurls.. one , i dun even noe den e 2nd one got a big mouth !! hahaha.. U see it is hard to see me without depression sia!! Okae.. so todae everyone got to see their's including me too!! HAH!! tmr got tat stupid performin' arts .. actualli it is not stupid jus tat e steps are stupid ! hahahaha..

I am oso under depression coz of HYM... Shall i tell HYM or not .. DEN i'll leave HYm alone .. So SHALL i???PUHLIS!! help me!! lolx.. :*(

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Okae.. So there was no geography test! Fuh!! uat penat jer aku belajar.. aniwae at reccess todae...Izyan called out HIS name.. and so HE turned smile & wave.. Wow! He was right directly jus lyke in front of me.. hehehee!! Im lovin' it!!

Hah!! todae i lend yousuf money. Den wen i see my wallet i got no money! Bustard lahh sia.. So i ask him fer 50 cent.. so he give to me.. (buruk siku .. hahaa)
Den Shafiy ask me to belanjer him ..Hah!! aku tak der duit lagi ader ah!!.. So i wen to reccess which makes me saw HYM ..(as i sae above)..

So todae Yousuf nid to pay me $1.10.. hehehee..Ish!! i bankrupt sia..Shafiy these daes keep on disturbin' me .. Wad e hell was he thinkin' ??? Todae band starts 1hour early coz tmr got performance.. WOAH!! my ferst tyme sia!! wohoo!!! Chey3, Syakir maen bagus seh!!!

Den finish BAND.. i go watch e NCC trainin' .. HE was not there!! WHERE E HELL WAS HE??!!
i no mood sia.. wen HE was not there so i wasted my tyme!!! HAH!! my most precious tyme ...

After tat we wen home with Izyan & Syahirah.. ader NPCC. So on e wae home, i msg HYM...did came fer cca trainin' practice.. AND guess wad NO!! AH!!!! I waited fer no one sia!!WASTE MY BLOODY TYME ONI!!! hahahaa..lax..But aniwae HE is online now... so i wanna chat with HYM ... TATA!!

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Okae.. So there was no geography test! Fuh!! uat penat jer aku belajar.. aniwae at reccess todae...Izyan called out HIS name.. and so HE turned smile & wave.. Wow! He was right directly jus lyke in front of me.. hehehee!! Im lovin' it!!

Hah!! todae i lend yousuf money. Den wen i see my wallet i got no money! Bustard lahh sia.. So i ask him fer 50 cent.. so he give to me.. (buruk siku .. hahaa)
Den Shafiy ask me to belanjer him ..Hah!! aku tak der duit lagi ader ah!!.. So i wen to reccess which makes me saw HYM ..(as i sae above)..

So todae Yousuf nid to pay me $1.10.. hehehee..Ish!! i bankrupt sia..Shafiy these daes keep on disturbin' me .. Wad e hell was he thinkin' ??? Todae band starts 1hour early coz tmr got performance.. WOAH!! my ferst tyme sia!! wohoo!!! Chey3, Syakir maen bagus seh!!!

Den finish BAND.. i go watch e NCC trainin' .. HE was not there!! WHERE E HELL WAS HE??!!
i no mood sia.. wen HE was not there so i wasted my tyme!!! HAH!! my most precious tyme ...

After tat we wen home with Izyan & Syahirah.. ader NPCC. So on e wae home, i msg HYM...did came fer cca trainin' practice.. AND guess wad NO!! AH!!!! I waited fer no one sia!!WASTE MY BLOODY TYME ONI!!! hahahaa..lax..But aniwae HE is online now... so i wanna chat with HYM ... TATA!!

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HAH!! by e title u shud noe tat .. IM SCARED TO CALL HYM!!! nak tegur un susah!! i realli wanted to call HYM but e voice dun wan to come out!!

Todae.. History was boring .. isnt it suppose to be hyper?? But dun noe it was so boring aniwae i saw HYM at P.E. !! haha! at last ..we met again but i dun think he noes how i look lyke so wadeva.. At reccess tyme oso i saw HYM!! & sufian..

Seha got prob. so sad sia.. Things get from bad to worse.. All becoz of LOVE.. haiz.. Amalina was happie wif hers. So cute sia them!! haha.. Couplek tol !! .. After skol i wait fer them to go up e bus .. den saw Seha .. i ending up goin' to Elias Mall den we sent Siti back half wae..

Wen we on e wae back .. i saw HYM & HIS frend... AWWW!! he so cute.. tersegeh2 tak tentu psl.. Woah!! Iqah suddenly came out from nowhere .. hehee. She sae Seha was in trouble.. coz of tat sumone!! haha.. GOT DEWI SUMMOORE!! After solving e matter... Iqah told me to follow them kat bawa blok.. FUH!! Can Smell Sia!! I hate e smell !!
NATASHA & ATIQAH smoke sia!! WOW!! i didnt even think they were tat bad.. But Dewi didnt..BAEK AGAK NYER.. den we go send Iqah, Koko, Fadly & 2 gurls tat i dun noe..
B4 tat i saw sufian & his frends.. haha maner pompan ni.. tu lahh asl balik cepat nah.. hehehee

I & Seha ciao .. coz got staff from skol.. tryin' to catch siglapians whu didnt go back home.. Loitter lahh.. We wen to e vending machine blok.. I took out a book & wrote HIS name all over it !! Fun lahh sia!! a few minutes ( lyke 1 hour) we sat there .. Boring lahh so we wen back home ..

$#!T lah !!! Tmr got GEOGRAPHY test sia.. " All of u must pass ur geography test or u'll get into trouble wif me later"(Watermelon).. copyrighted sori.. So tats all fer to dae i guess..

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Hmm.. nmpak sah DIER tak layan aku sia!!!Haiz(sighin').. wad to do ..

todae was Imah' s presentation .. WOAH!! Pro sia!! Mcm Cikgu seh!! Non- stop betol!! aku Nak record tapi tkt ah!! so sori!!

Oh Ya!! D'n'T was fun .. Shafiy luhh.. wanna kik me .. Tak pass!! Den i go peep suddenly his face came out !! Woh !! Terperanjat sial!! he saed ' terperanjat i' EEEE!! menyempah nyer!! haha..
PAstu Nak bilang cikgu sia yg aku bawak hp.. Lyke he nvr bring b4 ??!! Okae he kept calli' my name sia eventhough haziq did e irritatin' noise !! BASTARD!!

e d'n't sub. sux but how we spent it ROX!!! hahaha.. Izyan2 .. tak habis2 psl Ikrimah dier!! Maner2 Ikrimah jgak lahh aku dgr..

After skol we ciao to Imah's house .. Naek bus punyer lah lamer!! Eh dekat dgn my cousin's house sia .. lau kene tangkap MAMPOS!!! hahaha..wadeva..!!
Izyan !!Dgn abg skolah PRSS pun kau nak flirt wif?? tsk ..tsk..tsk... Boleh ambil chocolate dari dier lagi ader!! aper sajer lah!!!

So at Imah's house .. we did our geography wrkbk(copyin' jer) den played.. den they do their CME projek thingy .. So cute sia .. Irul!!!! ( Bukan HAMIRUL EH!!) So sad sia... i dun get e reply from HYM!!! Marah lagi ader dari aku!!! AH!!!!! geram siak aku!! WAD i do sia til HE nvr reply??!! aniwae .. Yousuf in goin' to transfer to other skol.. PERASAN SIA!! ingatkan semua org nak miss dier!! ah Perasan jer!! tapi asl sia nak tukar jus bcoz of e distance from ur house?? aniwae is 1e2 tat bad?? Hahaha.. Dun Go !! jus kiddin' !! Eh .. he verii gudd boi sia.. i told him to close e door he realli close sia..baek nyer bdk!!

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Todae i was bastard.. maybe he oreadi noes e truth..i was going to send a msg to Tina but me being STUPID, i go send to HYM!!!$#!T!!! The msg (Tina ... ***** dah de steady siul!) den HE asked me whu is Tina..i reply "she's my frend..."

$#!T!!!Wad e hell was i thinkin' !!! .. & i think HE now noes e truth..it was jus 3 daes i spent wif HYM as a frend!!!! I wan moore!!! BUT too bad!!! Now i am in a seriously PANICKED mood!!!i dunno wad to do!!???

I jus cant think of anithing!! WTF!! Im so in deep trouble!! HaH!
Now, im blamin' myself fer wad had happen.. sometimes i jus blew away e chances...& i dun haf ani chances ani moore... back to top?

Haiz.. hmm??todae. Mcm tak dilayan dgn DIER!!Jus msg HYM abit den nvr reply.. semenjak2 skolah dah buka ni luhh.. Dah tak der tyme untk msgin' .. aniwae todae tak der org panggil DIER..hehee.. i almost type HIS name sia..WOW!! nasib! teringat.. ( sorie guys i nid space too.. )

AMALINA is lyke So..SO.. fortunate sia.. but wait hers.. was lyke verii shy.. (MEOW2!!).. Nak TERTOMBANG!!hehehe..sori amalina..

Todae was lyke SUPER SUX!! i dunno y?? haha .. still remember e performin' arts dance steps sia.. I DUN WAN TO BE IN E SAME GRP AS HER!! She so irritatin'.. Lau tak nak uat keluar lahh ..!! SIBOK JER!! ISH!! Nyonya tol! Hmm.. SYAF .. i got some ideas fer e dance steps.. nak tak?? lau tak nak.. tak per..

AH!! my presentation SUX!! i was lyke GAGAP!! i brought along my jersey fer e stupid show & tell project!! 3 minutes sia!!! dunno wad to sae .. But i endin' up finishin' tallking after e bell rang..
muahahaha.. Is It Tat Fast??

aniwae eng period was fun.. HAZIQ & IRFAN were forced to sing... at ferst Irfan wanted to sing 'SMACK TAT' BUT HAZIQ dun wan so they endin' up singin' 'twinkle2 little stars' .. Tu lahh saper suro nyanyi2 kan cikgu dah suro kau nyanyi kat e whole klas ..Bukan tu jer .. ader action sekali!! hahaha..

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RING!!! okae, its skol reopen after a week of slackin' .. haiz. Isnt it suppose to be great tat skol is reopenin' ?? Hah!! sumhow i feel lyke $#!T!! okae.. i got late to skol & i was blank!! OSO nervous coz it is my presentation dae.. Everythin' i do was lyke all over e place... i walked into e skol & SUFIAN was lyke walkin' beside me!!haha.. i saw HYM!!woah!! dah kater todae got rearangin' place!!.. Tu lahh tak nak dgr kan!!lolx.. Aniwae i was lyke starin' at HYM!! English period was okae.. so as MT.. HAHA ! i no nid to do e presentation! We postponed it !!WAKAKA!! I do wif e other 7 ppl..

RECCESS!! I bet Tina tat i will see HYM at Golden Grain stall & u noe wad i was totally right!! Eventhough i was doin' or shall i sae copyin' e History wrkbk, i was oso starin' at HYM!AH!! melt luhh sia!! Den Tina sae go lah find HYMand tegur .. Mak oi!! I dun wan luhh.. .. FUH!! scary!!After tat we ciao luhh .. on e wae.. we clased wif HYM!! Syaf was lyke 'Hi *****' den den Tina was lyke 'ehm2' and i was lyke 'AH!!' Den HE looked , He walked den HE turnedand wen He turned i turned too!! AWWW!! ATTRACTION!! BUZZ!! NAk tgk org sampai terlanggar org laen.. hehehe..CUTE!!

SKIP3!! Last period was History.. hoho.. sumhow e class became hyper dunno why?? Yousuf & Darryl open e window & mr bob came in and wait fer them to look inside e class.. i was lyke laughin' madly .. den Yousuf turned! woh! He was lyke steam ! Wen mr bob walked away, he sae ' terperanjat aku ' .. hahaha..and i wen laughin' again.. History nvr makes us to LALA land to me.. it was always e hyper period & there we go until e bell initially rang..

Outside skol.. we was waitin' fer e bus & i was expectin' HYM! Oh!! He came out wif HIS gang.. Wen he got near Syaf was lyke wavin' at HYM & he smiled!! tats all.. SHUDNT I BE E 1 WAVIN' AT HYM?? hahaha.. i jus cudnt be bothered .. aniwae e ferst bus arrived Syaf & Tina left us ..
So me, Imah& Izyan.. Izyan wan to smack sumone wif sum 'WORDS' ( bad fer u) but in e end tat person didnt showed up.. Too bad .. i guess..
Later i msg HYM....

Me:Tsk.. tsk.. tadi ader org tu nak pusing belakang sekali dier terlanggar org kat reccess. haha
HYM: Oh ah'h
Me: haha, asl kau mcm uat bodoh bile kwn aku wave at u??
HYM: Senyum pe..haha

AWWWW!! so Cute ..so KAWAII!!& i realli felt lyke telling HYM e truth.. haiz..But i jus dun haf e guts to tell HYM!! Dunno y?? So SHALl i or Shall i NOT??? ): back to top?

It has been a few daes i have not written ani enteries.. okae... So I & HYM got a little bit closer..Hmm..Im so regrettin' tis. Fer once it is so gonna end. Im jus thinkin' wen shall i tell HYM e truth...

I download HIS pic. in my hp.. lolx. Can see HYM everydae..every minute..SHH!! Dun tell anione.. lolx..

Too bad HE got gurl..but its okae at least i can still be frends wif HYM.. im still happi..But not lyke wad i used to be luhh.. (SIGH!!) OMG!! i think HE suspect sia!! hehe. i even told HYM dat HE was cute in one of HIS pics. CHEEKY, RITE??

Yesterdae, i wanted to watch movie( STOMP E YARD) but none was free.. SO i called Tina. i asked her wad she was doin'.. She was outside wif a few frends and so i insisted to go.. SYAF was there too!!! aniwae it was AFIQ's Burfdae.

wadeva..aniwae as a bdk alim(mcm tol jer)i wore scarf. So i flew to there!! WOAH!! & i met Tina & Aqilah..(a new frend i made wif). We did our homework & half wae thru Syaf nid to go.. So left me, Tina & Aqilah.

We chatted, ate & den we wen from KFC to Mc Donald.hehee...We played e Soccer Game!!KECOH sia!! HUH! i WON! PRO!! hehehe.. So nthin' else to do, we ciao to e indoor playground where they used to lepak..Haiz.. MAMAT ader..

MENYAMPAH!! Lau handsome tak per jgak!!Too much noise & so we flew .. we wen to another playground..I was so bored & started to msg HYM..

Me: Kau uat aper??
HYM:***( sori, censored..hehehee)
Me: eh?? .. aku dekat dgn situ..
HYM: takde lah
Me: aper yg takde??
HYM: takde kat sana..
Me: Saper kater aku nak gi situ..
HYM: Beh
Me: Tanyer jer.. (:

and so HE tot i wanted to meet HYM..how sweet!! CUTE, RITE??? KAWAII!! haha. I told Tina dat.. & her reaction was lyked 'hahahahaa'.. Den at nite i chat wif HYM at MSN!! Until i got scolded ..haha.. ONCE IN A LYFE TYME.. SO WAD!!!lolx..

I got some of HIS secret.. i was lyke laughin' after listenin' to HYM.. i cant stop e chat wif HYM!
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Todae.. igot a workshop in skol..so i nid to go back to skol on holidae! nvm.. i asked HYM e dae b4 "do u mind if i msg u tmr if im bored at skol???" Den HE replied " okae.. tapi lau aku tk reply jgn mrh de match ah"

Hoho!! I was lyke blushin' oreadi! So todae at 10:08 morning, i msg HYM askin' whether he was awake or not.. den he replied "YUP"...

I msg HYM everytyme i was bored in e lab todae..But too bad tat HE got a gurl so wad fer?? Syaf den told me something.. she was readi fer REJECTIONS!! i think it over back.. I shud do it but i dun wan my realationship to end jus becoz of i got a huge crush on HYM..i nid moore tyme!!

But i cant keep tis forever too!!So im confused whether to tell HYM or not..Todae at MSN.. i didnt chat wif HYM as long as i used too..I cant believe tis is happenin' to me!!!

i nid help!! i nid opinions & suggestions! COME ON HELP ME!!

Tis is e matter of my lyfe so tis is such a tough decision!! & i cant make e decision NOW!!! back to top?