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seventeen
and lost in reality
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ama | aliyah | azreen | hamkah | rahimah | valerie
Sunday, 25 November 2007 @ 23:53
back to reality
well,
its been 2 nites
that i cant actually be alone
in the comp room.
my couzzy sleeps here, in this room.
OH GOD!
theres no freedom.
i mean i can feel eyes looking at what im typing.
but luckily, he's sleeping now!
fuh!

tmr, we suppose to go out.
but sorrryyy guys,
i cant so maybe tuesday horr.
haiz..
tmr, my makcik going for check-up so kene
jaga anak2 aku!
anak sedare.
UMAIR!
haha.

im kind of sleepy cause baru habis mkn.
haha.
i cooked maggi just now.
yeap.
as you, peeps, know, im very clumsy.
i poured the soup and the bowl was so full.
and i scald myself.
well, just my luck!
that was a good hint that i was still in reality.
i mean i am.
i was stunned with a dream.
i dreamt of him?
i mean why him?
oh god! please help me here!
and in my stupid dream,
i was kind of going out with him.
however, it was still miserable.
even in dreams, he broke my heart.
because in reality i know who he lykes
sampai terbawak-bawak ke mimpi yer?
haha. just fate perhaps.
haiz...

btw, i asked my couzzy whats my pakkcik's name.
and i was rite!
it's izat.
haha.
wth?
not my brother okaY!
my brother is izzat.
but he's name just reminds me of my irritating bro.
haha.
nvm.

ouch!
my hands are hurting la seh!
haha.
stupid la ehk.
now, my hands are scalded.
-______-ll
ow! pain!

i dunno my feeling towards this guy animoore.
i mean its so over.
i dun have feelings for him.
its lyke the wrong place with the wrong timing.
okay?
stop please stop asking me.

i kind of miss my aunt who's now at madina oready.
and my couzzy, syiqa. anak my aunt.
syiqa went to hk.
so unfair!
i always pour out my feelings when im with her.
i mean i dun care whether she understands it but
i just wan a listening ear.

and i wanna say something.
i know that i did something wrong.
but i regretted it and im not doing again.
i really really wish that you're not accussing me.
but i know you wont, rite?
but you know i wont do such things animoore, rite?
well, i hope all problem is gonna settled b4
i step into the year of 2008.
lets just stay strong.
and sometimes reality really hit us very hard.
so jiayou!
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Friday, 23 November 2007 @ 22:40
Suspen
fuh!
im tired.
and my eyes are hurting.
coz i wear the contact lense.
harharhar.

so yesterday,
i slept at 3+.
haha.
i wanted to switch on the comp
but seems that my sis was the one using it.
so nevermind.
i cant sleep.
so i plugged in.
i listen to 'the MURTONS to midnite'
OMG!
they are so crap~!
yet i love them.
hehee.
98.7fm ROCKS my socks!
i cant live without the radio.
1 day also i cant.
haha.
seems that im addicted huh?
lols.

so i woke up and syaf called me.
i was sleepy and i just said, 'kk'
haha.
'aper yg kk?', syaf asked.
and then i became blur.
'what you said?'
haha
so please dun call me in the morning unless
you have a wakening news.
haha.
CRAPS~!
den i did whatever that is necessary.
after that i switched on the comp.
haha.
i think im addicted to the comp already.
haha.
untill 5+ den off.
because i had to get ready for dinner.
haha.
the newly-wed was (of course) there.
den i waited for my pakkcik.
hmmm.. my couzzy came.
den my pakcikk's mother came.
where is he?
den the brother.
i waited and waited.
nobody came.
after i had finished eating,
i finished early because i had no mood,
haha,
NO PAKKCIK!
andand wen i was abt to 'kill myself'
pakkcik, his younger brother & father came!
haha.
and of course you can see me smile so wide.
from he rite end of eye to the left end of eye.
haha.
opps. too much. hahaha.
all the couzzies sat at a corner and we chat.
i took his picture.
hahaha.
i know im nuts.
den his family left first.
i was pissed.
haha.
i mean they was the last family to come
& the first family to go.
wth?
haha.
so den i watched FUNNY video at my abg sedare's hp.
kekek la seh!
den ard 9++ all of us went back.
such a nice family gathering.
haha.

i took back my words.
cause i told my mom that i only wanted to buy clothes.
but now,, seems that im going to buy either mp3/mp4/camera.
haha.
of course, not the one that you nvr heard b4.
they got 60% off.
i mean from $400+ and now to $100+
HOW THE HELL CAN I RESIST IT?!
haha.
okok.
gtg.
ciaos peeps!
☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺
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Tuesday, 20 November 2007 @ 18:10
tired
yellows!
okok.
im borred & tired.
saturday & sunday
was fine.
sunday i got wet bcoz of the
rain when i was at the kenduri.
nvm.
den yesterday, i got sick.
fuh!
aku siao!
dah pki jacket tebal pun masi sejuk.
lols.
i was romantic princess and i laughed lyke
hell which made me fell better.
haha.
den at night watched hantu jatuh cinta.
andand mcm biase stress kat manusia2
yg jahat di dlm cerita itu.
gaaaaaahs~!
haha.
den i helped my sister with her printing.
wait2. i didnt helped.
she forced me.
lols.
man,, i print 100+ papers la seh.
den i got backache.
mcm org tua gituk.
harharhar.
btw, i finished reading 'get the EX out of
the EX-boyfriend' .
haha. funny la seh!
aku ketawe mcm org gila.
harhar.
today,, helped my sister again to bind
her printed papers.
haiz.. aku ngantok gituk.
plus now, im reading this book, 'LOVEletters'
haha.

btw, got this guy.
haha.
that cant be describe.
lyke bullshit sia.
haha.
he used me just to get another girl's attention.
LOLS!
but actually that another girl oready UNAVAILABLE.
haha.
i so wanna kill this guy.
well,, bdk EX-pvps & siglapians takmo terase yer.
ini bkn awak nyer hal.
OH im so pissed off!
hmmm..
promise?
haha.
i hate broken promises.
yeap. my sis la!
aper dah!
dari this week abeh tukar gi nxt week.
i was lyke, 'WTF la seh!'.
blom habis projek abeh nak klua.
nnt mlm suRo aku yg tlg.
asl tak suRo kwn?
benggap!
ish!
aku jgak jadi sasaran.
ish!
i miss you.
haha.
i oso dunno know who i miss.
gila kan?
OH MEMANG PUN!
hahaha.
♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪
music makes me lose control!
gaaaaahs~!
currently addicted to misery business
by PARAMORE!
IM loving IT!
lols!
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Friday, 16 November 2007 @ 21:30
the play
OMFG!
today was super FUN!
gerek la deyy!
so pagi2 i watched tv.
coz i was too excited to meet imah!

den i met imah at bedok.
GO LIBRARY!
woohooo!
i returned & borrowed books.
denden we go NTUC fair price.
we bought sweets.
Its gonna be a LOOONNGG journey.
i bought the SOUR warhead packet of sweets
andand imah bought mentos mix.
oh so sour! but of course the face no need.
haha.
after that we hopped into the train.
we didnt got to sit.
nvm.nvm.
imah was lyke craping in the train.
and i was practically maintaining my face
because of that sweet.
imah was acting lyke a les la seh.
andand of course, she got other's attention.
[imah! takmo pegang2 aku lagikk ehk! aku geli la deyy!]
and so we arrived earlier!
ard 2 while we suppose to come at 2.30
haha.

btw, b4 i met imah. i saw this guy which looks lyke him.
makk aii!
or maybe its just my imagination.
miss him?
nahh. i dunno know.

we arrived and got kind of sesat.
called my couzzy.
and we saw abg ZUREEn.
haha.
aniwae i oreadi know he's gonna be there.
somewhere.
imah was lyke, ' ehk! tak payah nak tangkap handsome
la.. aku dah ader kau nyer autograph. '
haha
denden abg hAFIZ klua.
with damn thick make-up.
haha.
i was 'lyke hey hey!
haha.
i know you!'
den 3 o'clock we went in.
andand fatedly,, we saw one of the danielle's member.
indirectly member.
he was the one of the member's adeq.
yeapps. the guy with looonnngg hair nyer adeq.
imah kept drOOling.
the PLAY WAS FREAKING NICE, FUN, GEREK
&& moore words to describe it.
haha.
abg hAFIZ, cool la pki slua pendek.
oh ya! suda 3 danielle member aku jumper! lagikk 3 blom.
haha.
my couzzy,, CIK TIPAH EHKK??
haha. cool la!
andand they changed lagu lovestoned.
drg uat remix taus!
in bahase melayu!
style la deyy!
anione wanna know what happened in the play?
just ask me. i'll tell you!
GEREK LA!!!!!!

so balik go east point.
we reached simei so fast.
den i went home.
in the nus,, i saw imran.
why do i kept seeing him?
gaaaaahs~!
nvm. fate? haha. WADEVER!
omg,, im having leg cramps!
well,, it suck!
andand my pakcikk yg aru kahwin tu dtg.
with his parents & wife!
haha.
andand i got good news!
i dunno know when but they are going to
treat us mkn2 with others yg raywang.
OF COURSE,, i asked whether the another side of family
coming or not.
and mommy says mesti nyayi pau ader.
haha.
klau nyayi pau ader mesti anak dier ader!
wooHOO!
aku bole jumper pakcikk ku!
yeay!
tersengeh aku!

okok la.
syaf & tina mesti ngah having fun ehk?
bole jumper primary skol frens.
ah! bodo peh pv! kiter tak der mcm drg.
ni pvps kentan la seh!
dong dong BTOL!

okk.
tmr nak kene raywang.
meeting my couzzies!
lols.
mesti sunday jumper some of the pelakon just now.
(:
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Thursday, 15 November 2007 @ 21:30
tears
well,, i was totally rite.
the titanic part 2
was sad.
gaaaaahs~!
suddenly i taste salty water in
my mouth.
damn it,, i cant stop crying.
abeh mater red babe!
man,, rich people are such bastards
at a tyme.
omg! they are damn cruel.
tapi jgn la org2 di singapura
yg terase.
only some.
but well, im just stating the fact, rite?
hmmm..

i msg this human.
andand untill now
HE havent replied.
stuTHEpid!
nvm.nvm.
aku sabar.
P A T I E N T .
btw,, tina!
you're rite.
itu bkn mataer dier la.
haha.
sorry2.
dier yg syiok sendiri.
mcm aku!
gaaaahs~!
but not any moore.

currently,
chatting with syaf darlink & PEACE.
lols.
syaf!
FoldingLoveLetters ehk?
ahahaha.
bird-nest?
lols.
syaf, lu kekek la.
but dunt you dare spout nonsense at others.
later,, in trouble.
dunt ok?
haha.
craps~!
so..
aku bored.
andand manusia itu online.

aniwae i wanna know the tune to the lyrics
la syaf!
syaf is my songwriter taus!
dun pray.. pray..
craps~!
well.. i lyke the name
'the foldingpaperhearts'
&& syaf, your's is nice too.
'FoldingLoveLetters' den got 'fo birdnest'
lols.
style.style.
okok.
later got another variety show to catch.
bleys!
im nuts.
i noe.
geehees~!
(:
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@ 18:08
chapter 1
welcome to my new blogskin.
hehehe.
isit cool or what?
haha.
craps~!
aniwae
today, superb boring.
im kind of stressed up with the blogskin.
andand now,, WAlah~!
im done with the blogskin thingy.

okok.
tmr going sp.
to watch musical.
a big round of clap
to my couzzy please!
*claps*
so i went through a few
profiles, today at frenster.
gaaaaahs~!
i cant see him smile.
my heart aches.
not that im jealous but
i know that he just wanna cover up
his aching heart with a smile.
however,, i still can see,,
its just a fake and broken smile.
*hiakdush!*
why do you have to smile?
gaaaaahs~!

btw,, when i see the chocolates that i got
while i was at the kenduri...
i remembered pakcikk ku!
hahaha.

just now..
i watched mickey mouse & the club house.
mcm bdk kecik gituk.
haha.
i aint really matured la.
hehehe.
yesterday,, i finished the 'waking' book.
it took me only 1 day.
of course la,, the book is lyke thin!
haha.

so today is titanic part 2.
confirm, there will be tears.
hahaha.
mahirah terlalu emotionally ke?
ntah la.
BUT not emo,, k?

aniwae im still wondering,,
where will i go for this december's holidays.
aku naik kapal terbang.
wooHOO.
fly.fly.fly.
ps. bkn kapal titanic taus!
lols.
i wanna go america!
got hottopics la seh.
wanna know whats hottopics all abt?
go to my biodata and click on the
'HOTTOPICS'.
den you will go the website.
they sell clothes, shoes, music cds & etc.
OR go spain?
haha.
i can speak abit of spanish!
happy gituk.
haha.
well,, its just temporary happiness.
and new year is coming
andand there's alot to catch up.
especially my english.
rabak giler.
plus the rest also.
maths?
can i change my brain with lee yee?
please?
lols.
leeyee,,
i salute sama you la!
okok.
i think i'll stop here.
ok peeps.. you're lovedd!
♥ ♥ ♥
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Tuesday, 13 November 2007 @ 21:34
wooohooo
so yesterdae,,
i slept late ocz i was playing
with my hair.
gaaaahs~!
andand my sis got her eyes red.
lols.
lack of sleep, i suppose.

so its TUESdae!
my fav. dae!
yeay!
STUPID LA,,
ncc cadets woke me up!
alah.
i saw joel, nash, adam.
hehehe.
mcm fun gituk spy org dari atas!
bising seh!

denden.
watched movie.
bored la deyy.
plus i didnt get to use the comp bcoz of my sis.
nak buat hacking.
ish!
ni pun dier masi nak pakai!
mak aii!
sibok la seh!
ader notebook sendiri aper!
saper suRo buat notebook sendiri slow?!
ish!

okok.
i went to sleep bcoz of that.
aniwae the words kept repeating in my mind.
argh!
was it my fault?
i feel so wrong.
i mean i dunno whats my feeling towards you now.
its just too complicated.
btw, im not emo.
im just myself.
i dun understand why people
kept labelling others emo.
i mean SO what if they are.
just leave them alone.
i think they just need space.
okok?

orites.
i miss my uncle!
hehehe(:

HARLAMAKS!
GOAL & GINCU DAH STRT!
okok.
gtg!

love ya, peeps!
♥♥

its just too complicated!
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Monday, 12 November 2007 @ 17:53
damn it!
DAMN,, crunchyroll la.
idiot sia.
ngah syiok2 tgk ROMANTIC PRINCESS
abeh tibe2 stuck.
freaker!
ish!
aniwae todae boring!
yeaps.
i hate HOLIDAYS!
they suck!
i rather get bullied at school.
actually i dont get bullied but
im the one bullying people.
gaaaaahs~!

haiz...
i miss my uncle.
BELOVED UNCLE.
damn it! i want to take the lift with him again.
haha.
aku gentlewoman tau.

yesterdae,,
i saw him wanting to take the lift.
my couzzy was lyke, 'oiik! tutup la lift!'
haha.
tibe2 dier kat depan lift.
tersengeh dier.
ah! aku cair!
itu psl aku naik lift samer dier.
jeng3!
hahahaha!
i lyke! i lyke!
wOOOOoohoooOO!
i miss that moment.
im such a stalker!
okok.
phooof! back to reality!

hehehe.
i so wanna buy shawl.
THATS is why i wanna go PENIN.
lols.
kamu ada phm?
gahaahahah.
WOOohOO.
excited aku!

okok.
tina,, kamu settle kan masalah kamu dulu yer?
baru kiter klua.
yeay! the Gs' nak klua!
woooOOhoOOO!
so get urself free this 22 taus!

btw,, syaf!
mataer aku hawt giler bab la!
kau nyer okok.
but aku nyer too hawt!
gaaaaahs~!
hehehehe
okok.
lets end it.

jonathan rhy meyers


aku rindu pakcikk ku!
can i get your number?

gaaaaahs~!
hafiz,, aku tau aku giler but kau
tak perlu panggil aku giler yer?
ada faham?
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Sunday, 11 November 2007 @ 21:02
gaaaahs~!
gaaaaahs~!
its been 2 daes that
i helped for my pakcik's wed.
actually,, not my blood pakcik.
he's my mother's couzzy.
yeap.
haha.
i kept calling him abg.
gaaaahs~!
lols.
he's ard 30++.
so i tot its gonna be kind of boring.
but haha!
kaching!
WOOOOoooHOOoo.
aper lagik??
have fun ah.
tgk manusia2 yg tampan di dunia ini.
gaaaaahs~!
yesterdae was his nikah.
FUH!
dier mcm tkt gituk.
and he was sweating lyke hell.
haha.
im bad!
i kept laughing in one of the rooms.
hehehehe.

I CANT BELIEVE IM SAYING THIS!
i fell for my own pakcik!
not the one who is getting married la.
he's one of the married one's couzzy.
gaaaaahs~!
aku ni giler ke?
lols.
i dunno his name.
i tot he was the youngest one.
but it turned out to be the 2nd one.
haha.
andand he's so older than me.
hehehe.

denden todae,,
i saw him again.
and his brother, the youngest one,
(cant believe he's a bilal @ masjid kat tamp.[gufran])
do the silat for the newly-wedds.
haha.
aku ni evil.
i asked my sis,
'ehk,, ini silat asl bole punyer kepe?'
my sis laugh. and den scold me.
giler la seh!
haha.
nvm nvm
okok.
this part i totally lyke.
i wen naik lift with him!
gaaaahs~!
tersenyum aku!
lols.
so my couzzy was lyke super irritating
but nvm.
aku sabar.
untill 1 tyme,, i really let it go.
bcoz she kept kicking my butt!
i kicked her legs and she fell den i said,
'ni baru sikit la!'
haha.
giler sia.
khai was lyke, 'kan2 dier nak rembat,,
nak jadi gangster tu'
haha.
haiz..
never never make me angry
because i dont want you to get hurt.

lols.
den i played soccer fer awhile.
OMG! i was wearing baju kurung & tudong la seh!
hehe.
memalukan masyarakat ajer.
lols.
so i talked to my "MOTHER" & "FATHER".
yeap.
they wanted to adopt me ,you know.
but tat was which century??
haha.
c'mon PEOPLE cant resist me wen i was small.
DAMN, I WAS CUTE!
haha.
now,, *looking up and down* haha..
dun even look cute.
gaaahs~!
haiz..
im tired!
den nxt week got another family who wanna
invite me for raywang.
haiz..
klau dpt duit takper jugak.
CHOY!!
hehehe.

okok.

♥With LOVE,,
'anDIrah

gaaaahs~! aku nak jumper pakcik aku!!!
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Friday, 9 November 2007 @ 13:42
yeay
FUH!
lamer tak update.
haha.
i dun feel lyke updating la seh.
coz.. i cant update my blog went
the guy i lyke have read my blog.
gaaaahs~!
malu nyer aku!!!!
ish!
ni stupid spammer tu nyer psl la!
CB!
ish!

okok.
yesterdae,,
went to paragon.
AH! i miss paragon!
bcoz i miss the i-scream~!
aper lagikk!
makan i-scream!
WWWOOOOoooHOOOOO!!!!
hehehee.
COOKIES & CREAM
is still the nicest.
hehehe.
aku suke i-scream kat BRAVISSIMO!!!
gaaahs~!
so went to robinson. john little.
taka. metro.
ah.. mcm2 la.
so i saw this super nice baju.
and i looked at the price,, $89.90.
mampos!
teros lari klua kedai!
haha.
kater GLENHILL mesti ah mahal.
denden
my sis bought her coat.
stupid teacher la.
baru beli pun suro beli lagik satu sebab tu besar sgt.
woii!
ingat aper!
mak bapak aku chap duit?
hehe.
kan lagikk bagus klau duit tu drg bagi aku!
bole aku beli i-scream byk2.
hahahaha!
CRAPS!
so later went i reached home,,
i felt lyke goibg to ViVoCITY!!
i miss VivoCITY!
hehehe.
actually,, i wanna go shopping.
alah,, selagik aku dpt klua pun jadi la.
mls ah ddk kat umah.
andand klau bole i wanna buy the things
for my closet.
hehe.
AKU NAK GI AMERICA!!!!
mcm phm!
but but the clothes there
are super nice la seh~!
ish!
jealous aku!
andand i wanna go out with tina please!
tina,, biler kamu free??
aku rindu kamu banget!
lols.
andand we can wear white hahaah!
aku giler!

aku bored.
boredboredbored.
okok.

can i go to hottopics?
haha.
jauh seh.
asl la hottopics takder kat singapore?
bodo!
haha.
okok.
b4 i strt to crap even moore,,
i shall leave.
andand,, i wanna change my blog skin soon!
wooHOOO!!!
geehees(:

♥With LOVE,,
'anDIrah

i shall not psst animoore. gaaaahs~!
aku malu!!!!!
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Monday, 5 November 2007 @ 21:16
thanks
OMG!
ramai nyer tlg aku!
and i didnt even asked them so.
aniwae THANKS!
YOU ARE SO DAMN APPRECIATED BY ME!

to:dear sumone,,
you're sec 3?
haha.
you must be kidding, rite?
okok.
aniwae,,
im shocked!
if you're sec 3..
why wouldnt you
just say your name?
hoho?
andand to think that
a 15 year old gurl(??)
hasnt got her brain matured?
andand we the sec 1s'
are rather mooore matured than you?
HOHO!

andand is he your bf?
then sorry la.
i didnt mean to lyke him.
and C'MON, its common for
teenagers to get crushes.
and im a girl! (for heaven's sake!)
so of coz la
i intend to lyke sOMEone.
and its a guy.

im sure you had a crush too, rite?
oh what?
no?!
OMG?! you're a lesbian?!
you dun lyke guys?
haha!
i'll be laughing my fcuking ass out if thats true!
so whats the BIG deal huh?
okok?

abt my parents?
ouh ya!
actually im proud to have parents
who care abt their child.
NOT LYKE SOME OTHER PARENTS
who JUST let their child out
and go home at midnight.
and what do they usually do?
oh! i kKNOW!!!
have sex isit?
drinking?
so dun ever bring my parents into this
stupid arguement, sucker!

you do have a bf?
awww.. if you have
i think your bf must be so
damn proud that you TRIED to bully
a sec 1 gurl huh?

and i dun care if he lykes me or not!
get it?
OMG!
im so ashamed.
yes, i dun care if he noes!
i've already prepared to shatter.
and guess what?
i have been confessing for many tymes.
and i feel good abt it.
okok?

JUST SHOW URSELF and i'll accept the fact.
so, lesbian.. how?
still wanna hide?
pls dont play hide-and-seek
coz im matured and im 13.
ok?

..........
bitches are comedians.
they intend to make ppl laugh.
andand i guess you noe who is the BeYOtch
a.k.a. comedian, here rite?
BOOoooHHHOOOOO!!!
you suck in making others SAD!
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@ 14:35
idiotic.
pathetic.
whose this sumone?
asl dgn dier siot?
nak carikk psl?
klau nak carikk pun takmo ah
jadi penakut!
asl kene hide sendiri nyer identity?!
wadever.
aku mls nak layan.
aku sabar.
terserah la.
asl slh ke klau aku
nak rebond?
lols.
aniwae duit aku per.
nak menyusahkan kau pers!
haiz..
so okay la fine!
i shall not rebond.
ok?
happy?
bahagie?
fcuktard.

i just dun understand ppl this daes.
wadever it is, i still
keep myself happy.
ok? case close.

aniwae,,
dun talk abt hair dying.
....

so again, weird dream.
SO SO WEIRD.
wadever it is i hope it wasnt true.
klau tak mampos!
bored at home.
YEAY! at last,, tmr go out.
alah tu pun gi skola.
but at least dpt meet
kwn-kwnsku.
lols.


andand FYI to that sumone,,
i aint pretty at all.
so for wat you care?
its not lyke im stealing ppl's bf!
so WHAT THE HELL DO YOU CARE?!
suke ati kau la..
aku act slenger kat skola lagikk ader.
yg kau tu aper hal?!
mmg aku sengaje la act slenge!
so wat if i act retarded?
if it is making you UNEASY
den tats your problem ah.
so tell me the truth.
face to face.
confirm,, i'll change.
pathetic la seh!
but i cant blame you for hating me.
maybe i just irritates you..
so stay away la from me.
or lyke what i've mentioned,
tell me the truth.
ok?
i'll be waiting.
(:

andand 1 moore thing.
i recognise the way you
you use the words.
and i know who are you.

Judge me all
you want,
but keep the
verdict to
yourself.
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@ 14:35
idiotic.
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Sunday, 4 November 2007 @ 22:15
haiz..
okok.
opps. wrong.
HELLO!
hahahaha.

im tired.
ehk?! im think im bored.
ah! i dunno la.

NOT ENOUGH SLEEP
last night.
yeaps.
thinking abt the conversation.
i shouldnt have done it.
it was my mistake.
i regret it.
REALLY REALLY regret it.

not enough sleep
andand i got to wake up early.
i got exams.
man, i hate exams.
but actually the paper was easy.
andand it was true abt what
he said last night.
wOWW! couldnt believe it.
and KAK TINA'S hair is super cool
la sehh!!!
but she said that is was very dry.
lyke wat?
lyke BIRD-NEST!
haha.
(syaf, takmo terase yer, ini dier sendiri yg ckp)

den watched HSM.
haha.
and the songs are still in my head!
haha.
after that i watched JUMP IN.
lols.
CORBIN BLEU.

now,
officially chatting with my babes.
yeaps. syaf & ama.
den ama go offy.
alah.
bored.
den he nvr on9.
haiz..
nvm.nvm.
kept reminding myself,
always look at the brighter side.
hmmm..

haha.
weird dreams?
yeap.
i have not been
washing my legs b4 i sleep
isit?
haha.
first dream?
sweet. and funny.
the other?
i shall not call it dream.
i shall call it NIGHTMARE.
lols.
i oso forgot wat happened
but i remembered it was a
NIGHTMARE.
haiz..
its gudd to have dreams & nightmares.
as in, in my opinion.
im so freaking bored.
EHK i remembered sumthing!
I AM STILL ALIVE!
the teenager didnt died of boredom.
gaaaaahsss!
super LAME!

tmr's planning?
yeay!
at last!
im gonna be a purpleHEAD.
woooOOOhoOO!
but still cant decide on sumthing.
OMG!
that dream was so sweet.
haha.
wished it was true.
gaaaahhss.
andand i remembered the dream i hold
syasya's hand & ran.
lols.
at that tyme,, i got a crush on CICAK.
lols.
giler kan??
hahaha.

OUH! my sis is back!
tsk3! she went to an open-house.
oi! hari rayer dah over la deyy!
and she wore my white pants!
sobs3! haha
craps!
so i told her abt the coloured contacts.
yeaps.
she didnt get angry.
aniwae for what will she get angry for?
lols.

AMA!
on this tuesdae,,
si ridhaudin & adeq dier nak dtg.
lols.
kau nak dtg?
hahaha.
i noe you cant.
andand ama,, you snap gudd
pictures. i admire you.
every every much, love.

okok la.
my eyes are sleepy.
hehehe.

♥With LOVE,,
'anDIrah



psst. oik! imy andand it was my mistake!
so sorry. i should have shut my bloody mouth
andand the sketch is made especially for you.
ily♥, my hopeless crush.



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Saturday, 3 November 2007 @ 22:20
lols
hellO!!!
ily!
haha.
mahirah giler!

i know i've post
today's entry but
i just cant help it!
GAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
FUH!

okok.
so he was on9.
and i wanted to chat with him.
just cant help it!
lols.
so i asked syaf for ideas/ topics.
THANKS SYAF!!
i owe you one!
okay,, it kind of work.
its quite a LOOOONNNGGG conversation
wen suddenly...
he said something
and i was 'oh.. ok..'
andand we stop the conversation.
actually HE stop the conversation.
haiz...
takper2.
at least i got to chat with him huh.
andand lyke wat syaf said, (SYAF! PINJAM PHRASE TU JAP EHKS?)
'always look on the brighter side'
(:
hmmm.. i feel kind of happy now.
haha.

one step at the time.
okok.
LATER!

ps: HARLAMAKZ! esok exam ah! leceh siak!

psst. nice chatting with you la. andand thank you for your precious time! my hopeless crush. ♥


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@ 15:51
boredom.
HELLO!
hehe.
bored ah.
hmmm.. for the first time,,
yesterdae he went on9.
FUHYOOOO!
hahaah.
jakun la.

todae,,
went to white sands.
wanted to borrow books.
geehees.
i've read finished abt the BOY BOOK.
well,, it turned out to be the GIRL BOOK
in the end.
so i ate b4 that at CAVANA.
andand there was a show going on there.
some sort of chinese variety show.
hmm.. mcm biase. ramai org jakun.
andand there was the ONE who played as OUYANG.
hehe.
metamophorsis!
Im still fed-up didnt get to watch the last episode.
hehehe.
well, let bygones be bygones la ehks?
after eating den went to the library.

OMG!
the books are so lame!
NO EXCITING BOOKS!
well, i must say that bedok is the best.
but i havent go the bugis LIBRARY YET!
FUH! so big!
geeehees!
so i borrowed 3 books.
den secretly i went to watson
and bought the hair dye!
kahahahaha!
happy aku!
mak aii! it was lyke only $10+.
gaaaahss.
watson got new stuff aniwae.

so after that,
went to POPular.
bought sketchbook & pen.
for fun.
thought of drawing.
suddenly gituks!
so went down by tangger bergerak.

suddenly someone shouted my name.
ouh!
izyan.
i was kind of shock.
well, she waved lyke hell.
hhaaha.
i waved.
i saw her too.
hahah.
wadever la ehks.
so go ntuc.
bought stuff.
TER meet si imran sec 2.
haha. he is with his mom.
lols!

den my father fetched us home.
hehehe.
penat gituks.
padahal nyer padahal,
baru kul beraper & tak sampai 2hrs
la seh!
aper jer la mahirah ni ehks?!
lols.

andand i wanna wish yousuf,
"HAPPY B'DAE! "
still havent wish him yet seh.
nvm. nvm.

ARGH! fed-up with that frenster la!
sickening seh! i dunno why i only can read
my comments but cant accept them to be posted
at my profile page.
ARGH! BODOH!
hmmm..
sabar.sabar.

andand abt my hopeless crush,, he knows my name.
but dont know which one am i.
haiz...
but at least he already knows thati exist!
woooOOOOhooOOOO!
crazy !

hahaa.
okok.

♥With LOVE,,
'anDIrah

psst. why bother asking my name when you dont even know? tsk3! ♥ my hopeless crush.


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Friday, 2 November 2007 @ 16:07
hellO!
i have no mood to post entry
for todae ah!
but aniwae..
todae i followed imah to skol.
yeap.
i wen to maths remedial
wen i wasnt suppose to go out.
but wadever.
syaf,, can i use your word?
HECKKCARE!
lols.
i was ms lai's new look.
haha.
new la seh!

so finished ard 1+
and syaf didnt come.
she's sick.
kesian dier.
aniwae HAPPY B'DAE.
i didnt get to see him
but who cares.
yesterdae was enough.
well,, den took 358.
wen ard pasir ris.
and stop at ws.
i thought of buy the hair dye
wen suddenly imah's mom called.
so she went back.
i went back.
it was raining.
i was all wet.
haha.
hmm..
at home..
blablabla.
and switched on the comp.
still, i got bored.
haha.
tmr's new goona be..

A TEENAGER DIE OF BOREDOM!

lols.
crap!
okok.
miss him la deyy.
okok.

♥With LOVE,,
'anDIrah

psst. i just cant express it in words. ily, my hopeless crush.

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Thursday, 1 November 2007 @ 21:41
lols
I AINT A SLAPPING DUMMY FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!!!
oh god!
yeap!
i got slapped by someone.
lols.
how pathetic!
okok.
change topic!

hmm..
met imah, outside skol.
haha.
later 1 by 1 of his classmate
came out of the skol gate.
SO..
i saw him!!!!!
RAMBUT!! TAK NAK KLH!
merah you!
gagaga..
i noe la he's hawt but asl
nak kene bukak uni?
lols.
at least u wear
some kind of singlet??
uh.. wadever la.
COOL LA SEH!!!
imah was super jealous!
gaga.
so later wen to bugIS!
haha.
walkie walkie.
cross the road.
walkie walkie.
& got sesat.
PANDAI KAN?
haha.
ok,, i managed to list down
where we went.
RAFFLES HOTEL. BRAS BASAH. ESPLANADE.
CHIJMES. somewhat of church.
fuh!
and we did not even take any vehicles!
haiz..
CAN you just imagine!
From BUGIS to CITY HALL??
haha.
okok.
so finally we didnt reach to bugis st.
and we went to tamp.
haha.
SO CLEVER!
in the bus,,
imah! (tsk3!!)
she sang in the bus.
haha
i was pretending that
she was a stranger.
lols.
reached TAMP.
walkie walkie.
i didnt buy anything.
imah bought something.
and we went to the bus stop.
for the first ever time,
imah's bus got first!
WTH?!
haha.
i went beyond my time limit.
and reached home 3 hours later.
gahhhs!

OH YA!!
i almost forgot!
imah bought i-scream at bugis,
MCdonald.
the cashier was a guy.
alahai!
his name was JALIL!
sempat mahirah tgk name tag!
takder kerje la seh!
and he took the order..
i heard his voice.(DUHH!)
HARLAMAKZ!!!
his voice was lyke a girl's voice!
i told imah that and she was lyke
nodding her head.
i sad to her,' muke cute tapi suare mcm pompan!
biler dgr suare ajer,, aku dah mcm WHOOOP!'
hahaah.
& i went -_-ll
haha.
super stoink!
ok la.

ABT tmr..
i dunno whether im coming to skol or not.
i asked tina and she havent decide yet.
imah was bugging me & tina.
haha. GILER!
mmg giler pun!
okok.
and syaf,,
i saw that slut just now!
she was with her bf.
disgusting seh! as in menyampah!
lols.
ish!!!!!
okok.
so TMR IS 2nd november.
haha.
ok lah.

♥With LOVE,,
'anDIrah

psst. i noe u're hawt but no nid to show ok? imy, my hopeless crush! ♥

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