well,
its been 2 nites
that i cant actually be alone
in the comp room.
my couzzy sleeps here, in this room.
OH GOD!
theres no freedom.
i mean i can feel eyes looking at what im typing.
but luckily, he's sleeping now!
fuh!

tmr, we suppose to go out.
but sorrryyy guys,
i cant so maybe tuesday horr.
haiz..
tmr, my makcik going for check-up so kene
jaga anak2 aku!
anak sedare.
UMAIR!
haha.

im kind of sleepy cause baru habis mkn.
haha.
i cooked maggi just now.
yeap.
as you, peeps, know, im very clumsy.
i poured the soup and the bowl was so full.
and i scald myself.
well, just my luck!
that was a good hint that i was still in reality.
i mean i am.
i was stunned with a dream.
i dreamt of him?
i mean why him?
oh god! please help me here!
and in my stupid dream,
i was kind of going out with him.
however, it was still miserable.
even in dreams, he broke my heart.
because in reality i know who he lykes
sampai terbawak-bawak ke mimpi yer?
haha. just fate perhaps.
haiz...

btw, i asked my couzzy whats my pakkcik's name.
and i was rite!
it's izat.
haha.
wth?
not my brother okaY!
my brother is izzat.
but he's name just reminds me of my irritating bro.
haha.
nvm.

ouch!
my hands are hurting la seh!
haha.
stupid la ehk.
now, my hands are scalded.
-______-ll
ow! pain!

i dunno my feeling towards this guy animoore.
i mean its so over.
i dun have feelings for him.
its lyke the wrong place with the wrong timing.
okay?
stop please stop asking me.

i kind of miss my aunt who's now at madina oready.
and my couzzy, syiqa. anak my aunt.
syiqa went to hk.
so unfair!
i always pour out my feelings when im with her.
i mean i dun care whether she understands it but
i just wan a listening ear.

and i wanna say something.
i know that i did something wrong.
but i regretted it and im not doing again.
i really really wish that you're not accussing me.
but i know you wont, rite?
but you know i wont do such things animoore, rite?
well, i hope all problem is gonna settled b4
i step into the year of 2008.
lets just stay strong.
and sometimes reality really hit us very hard.
so jiayou!
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