omfg!
shafiy, i hate you luhhs!
i was only asking abt irfan and
now, he cant stop teasing me.
saying that i lyke irfan.
wtf?!
andand he say tmr he's gonna spread all that.
fcukla shafiy.
kau ni ehk pembully besar siak!
haiyooo.
takper2.
patient is a virtue.

and saiful, i chat with him.
and he asked, 'kau saper ah? aku lupe.'
hahaha.
first, koko. and now, saiful?
kk.
mmg aku low-profile pun.
currently, watching a movie.
trying to calm down.
okok people, im changing my url soon.
so get ready.
:D back to top?

hahahaa.
i know the title sounds soo wrong.
hahaha.
pikiran tak senonoh, yer?
haha.
kk.
im bored.
and im tired and sleepy.
well, all because of softy balls.
haha. softball.
cool oi!
consperm, aku nak masuk CCA itu.
*confirm*
its like super cool.
the throwing and catching of the balls.
and also the hitting part.
after hitting you're needed to run.
kekek siak.
but one thing for sure, i hate the school field.
bluek!! nak muntah.
bau mcm taik.
haha.

bdk ncc wore their uniforms.
ah! kecikk !
wakakakaka.
i lyke! :D
lols.
i saw him using the hp in the bus.
haha. mcm nak mintak nombor gituk but well, aku ader maruah.
duhhhh!
hahaha.
these days, i cant stop saying the word "lerrr" && "duhhhh!"
hahahha.
yg lerrrr tu ader org asyik ckp and aku plak terikut-ikut.
hahaha.
the second one , ntah ehk. its like so bitchy sia.
kk
i shall stop it seh.
hahaha.
stupid sia, gootttt sooo many homework seh!
haizzzz.. back to top?

mood-swing again.
im so stress.
idk why.
i cant concentrate for science,
history & geography.
now, mrs ding rearrange the sitting arrangement
and i am currently siitting at the back of the class.
and there's even hazim in my group.
i dont really understand about the new maths topic.
super shit.
at least, i understand abit.
fuh!
i just did my homework because i
was in the school the whole day.
i wanted to do my homework in school
but i cant concentrate because there were people.
and it was super kecoh.
while doing my homework, my sister cant stop humming
and i was frustrated with maths.
and my sister got scolding from me.
padahal dier lagikk tue. XD
my sister looked at me and asked me why am i so stress.
haiyooo..
OMG!
this year got streaming somemore.
my english still sucks.
and i failed my recent english diagnostic composition test.
sorry if the spelling is wrong.
well, i got to start studying now.
but idk if i can stop slacking.
its like my everyday 'thing' already.
well, jia you!

if only i could have a time machine, that will be fun.
IF ONLY.. back to top?

yoyoyo~!
haha.
im 14, baby!
but nothing change. duhhh!
haha
so i got butt-smacking.bdae wishes. bdae bully.
bdae present. and mooore.
wakakaka.
to the people who remembered my bday:
ty very much, love!

den at night my family & i dine-out.
seoul garden.
hmmm.. nice!
hawt guy working ,baby!
eeewww, i sound lyke one big despo sia.
well, if i sound lyke a despo just gimme a slap.
but kasi warning dulu. hahahhaa
oh ya, i was shy when mrs ding wished me happy bdae.
hahaha.

imah, you're right about today.
it is the best day.
haha.
:D

aku nmpak nmpak dier DIER la!!!
wakakaka.
mahirah kerje nyer tak senonoh sia.
XD
after school i went back quickly.
i got 1hr to get ready.
yeay, at last, i get to go bugis.
kehkeh
i spent the things that i bought using my bdae
present. :D
i bought the things that WAS on my list.
yeay!
the dress.
suspender.
a pair of vintage earring.
vintage hairclip.
then i blanja my siter ~!!
haha.
mahirah mcm bdk kaya maner la ehk!
haha


aniway,, gamelan is so freaking fun.
and when the teacher say times up all of us were lyke
' awwwwww?! '
hahaha.
we change instruments la seh!
aku suke!
currently i am playing the saron which is placed right in
front of mr khamis.
haha
tkt dokk.
nvm nvm.
mahirah kene semangat lebih!
yeah!
wooohoooo.
andand happy bdae to chin fung.
and happy bdae to hanis in advance.
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helloHELLO!
haha.
today, faggawaga btol!
hahhaa.
seha! cheeeeeebye siak.
pale puKK btol.
haha.
oh my, you really made my blood boiling sia.
first, you lied.
then you made me wait.
sampai aku ambik gambar butterfly sbb takder kerje.
sempat aku gi elias jap sbb tak leh tahan
nak gi toilet.
then you expect me to walk in the rain?
i mean wth?
tsktsktsk.

rainrainrain.
i was drenched. the whole body.
from head to toe.
and i pity my hp.
bodo sia!
haiyooooo...

nothing much happen in school.
haha. happy aku dpt nmpak manusias-ku.
harharhar.
oh ya, i forgot the combination of the locker.
fcuk la kan?
i was rushing sia.
then at last, syaff helped me.
imah too.
andand after school i got it right!
yeay! aku dah ingat.
harlamakz, i scared tomorrow i wont remember la.
hahaha.
izyan kept kacau-ing us,saying that we grow alot alot.
in a somehow disgusting way.
cheeeebye sia. hahaha. itu anak nak kene seh.
kau diam la, dah la full blast!
huahuahua.
eeeewww, im so dirtty.
kahkah.

then when to west plaza,
bought bubble tea.
well, my frens were right.
these days, people from china are conquering singapore.
everywhere. and they dont even know how to speak proper english.
its not that im critisizing them but its true though.
so dont blame us, horrr.
bus stoppp.
syaff, thank you for the bdae song in advance.
haha.
wth seh, tmr 2e1 ader PE.
*squinting my eyes* evil people.
haha.
sabar sabar.
:D
wokeys, im done!
ciaos. back to top?

oioi, 2 moore days left!!
huhu!
amcm?!
lols. back to top?

helloHELLO.
bored la.
friday, one word:
FUN.
kahkah.
mahirah kesempatan buat science mase
ngah bored tau.
cikgu yanni super cute!
bdk sec 1 itu so damn cute, which made
us, the sec 2 girls go crazy.
haha.
melt.melt.melt.
watched the ncc cadets marched.
wooohooooo!
kehkeh.

saturday, funneh!
someone is such a big coward.
scared to message me?
LOLS!
as if im gonna eat you up?
i aint gonna eat you la! duhhh!
shesssh!
msg.msg.msg.
till 12+ . haha.
then i was seriously tired.
so we said byebye and all that stuff.
oi, dektu pengecut besar siol!

today, another drawing is done.
i was so damn bored.
a compliment to fatinah.
dier kembang dokk!
next stop, kembangan.
haha.
but seriously, her hair looks so damn nice lorr!

kk, i think im done for now.

there's nothing between us -_________________-ll back to top?

haha.
i kept thinking that today is friday.
today was boring.
yeay!
aku tau nak bukak locker.
geeeheees~!
ini bdk jakun. sbb tak pernah bukak.
kesian. haha.

oh ya, gamelan on wednesday was fun.
i mean i strted to enjoy it oready.
yeay, and i didnt get any scolding.
scary you!
hahaha.
so mine was absolutely complicated.
i mean i had speed not like others, where
they can go S-L-O-W.
uh huh. and if the others plays, i cant focused!
goddamnit.
whatever.
i did my best, though.
and nothing happened!
wooohooo.
and mr khamis said that he enjoyed it.
-.-
hehe.

okok.
homework, all finished.
bagusbagus.
shit, i havent bought geo& science file.
-_____________-ll
dah lah kene jadi geo. rep.
nvmnvm.
btw anna, adeq kamu sungguh cute but bahasa nya
sungguh kasar.
mcm minah rep. haha. ikut kakak dier.
harharhar.
:D

reno hawthawtheat. naza cutestuff. ash sweetstuff.
reno + naza = simpsons. ♥_♥ back to top?

after the whole day in school,
finally, i got home to rest.
duHHHhhh!
haha.

well, just now,
we ( tina , me & ama )
talked absolute crap.
OMFG! i cant believe it!
the banana? the cap?
kk.
bertaubat mahirah la oi!
geeeeheees~!
but b4 ama joined, me & tinaa was oreadi crapping
so out like we owned the canteen.
haha.
2 people sounds like 20 people sia.
i mean both of us were having periods.
haha. and she made me laugh and i made her laugh.
bushhhhh~! banyak oi!
kk.

so b4 that,
i caught keciikk's class having PE lessons with 2e1.
pffft~!
haha.
and unfortunately, you now who was the same class.
duhhhhh~! its so stupid of me to forget.
hahaha.
mmg benggap pun. harharhar. butbut iqmal lagik terok.
kk. shussssh!
this few days, i caught this person staring at me.
i mean im not even close to the person.
mau carikk psl ke per?
haha.

den at the canteen,
i saw this guy that i 'dont know' anymore.
harhar.
aper stare2? haha. then i saw keciikk behind him.
stupid sia. why must they always be together?
gay per? hahaa. ewwwww!
lols.

at home, my mom suddenly, forced me to go into her room.
she said she wanna talk.
1st thing, she asked me whether i was curious in something or did
i ever tried or stole anything b4.
holy crap.
i thought she knew about the laughing gas & SkL.
lols.
did she read my msg? i've deleted it sia!
i was so confussed. so i asked her what kind of 'things'?
i heard it! OMFG!
i know im dirtty minded but nothing ever cross my mind about that!
i mean did she know what i was crapping abt in school earlier?!
hahaha.
kk. seriously, confirmed or shall i say CONSPERMED its not me.
its either kakak or izzat.
and why did me asked me first?
i mean am i that bad?
excuse me la deyy, i know what im doing.
i got brains, Duhhhhh!
shesssssh.
after that i had a mood swing.
gilergiler nyer la.
~!~!~!~!
pathetic sia, whoever took it.
i mean if that person is so curious asl tak nak tanyer jer?
andand my science book got a good example & explaination sia.
can infer per.
tsktsktsk.


oH shit, tmr got outing.
bodo seh. aku penat!
haiyoooo, and the weather doesnt look good too.
hrp2 cancel jer sudah. kahkahkah.
andand aku tkt ah!
ader gamelan ah besok!
haha.
maoot!
reminder to myself; bacer doa byk2 la jadi tak byk slh.
lols! XD

kk. its raining raining.
oh baby, its raining raining.
hahaha.
oi, sejukkk, oi!
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updated blog!
blogskin changed.
today not much to talk about.
just the part when i had GAMELAN lessons.
mr. khamis is cool!
haha.
the instrument i got was the GENDIR penurus, ehk?
i know the gendir only.
its the smaller one.
okok. whatever.
haha.
i was so freaking nervous lorr.
because in my mind i only thought of what imah
warned me about.
'mr khamis strict and when he wants to do things it need to be PERFECT.'
omfg!
and i was so kanchong and played a wrong note.
haiyooo.. mahirah mahirah.
kerjer nyer tak senonoh.
haha.

but then we didnt get to learn the start of the music?
andand ama did?!
wtf?!
haha.
takper2.
and i think thats all.
oh ya, i saw his freaking instrument.
i wanted to ruin it but aku takut dgn MR KHAMIS la bodo.
haha.
i think i'll stop here.

i dont give a damn.
i want things my way and i want to pretend that you dont exist.
that was why i had to use the other path to go home. back to top?

heyhey.
aniwae i love love friday.
lols.
whatever!

okok.
i would like to complain!
so lets listen to 'i-complain!'
so there's this guy.
i told him, i admired him.
yes, even though i dont know him.
omg, its a goddamn crush.
and when i asked him, 'does he know me?',
he replied NO.
okok. thats good.
now, i guess he asked someone or took the year book
to find who the hell am i, and HE's finally avoiding, huh?
isnt that great!
and i thought he knows how to move on.
i mean duhhh!
isnt he suppose to be matured?
lols.
i dont even give a damn if he reads my goddamn blog, rite?
so would you still go shuting up & looking on the ground
when you can taste or feel my presence?
well, i think you should think that over.
thank you for making me hating you though.
ty, for your time.
ty, for avoiding this freak right here.
ty, for everything alright?
all the best, dude.
and lets pretend that nothing freaky happen.
=D

and now, IM MOVING ON!
from him to him. GONE alright.



i miss simpsons alot alot.
after the eye-contact thingy.
haha.
okok, crap.

thank you my frens.
the one who tried to calm me down today.
tina,imah, amira, seha, ama. :D

i loveLOVE you, guys!
and not forgetting syaff. back to top?

mahirah bello!
haha.
so its thursday.
2nd day of school.
and well, my classmate, fatah,
dont even realise that im from
his CURRENT class.
what the bley~?!
what am i ? invisible?
oh rite, the invisible guardian angel.
crap. -___________-ll

so reccess, still the sec 1 girl, WITH THE FCUKING
BLACK & WHITE CARDIGAN, is asking for a smack.
%$%^$^%#& betol!
sheesh!
then maths test.
great!
i had forgotten to bring my notebook to revise.
bullshark!
and btw, ms ng was full of bullshark.
she did a crap talking in my class, yesterday.

well, school finishes at 1 for my class but the teacher
says all sec 2s are to be release at 2.
but without knowing, mr lim k.m. release us at 1.30
and i had to wait 30 MINUTES to meet the rest.
fcuktard.
and i look like one stone standing still for my frens.
haha.
muker mmg stone pun.
hahaha.
so after they were out, we went eating.
before that we went POPular.
andand guess who i saw?
hahhahahahhaha!
geeeeeeee~!
lala's cardigan is super fcuking nice.
and he also was wearing one cardigan.
harharhar.
((((((((:
ini senyuman dari teliga ke teliga.
hahaha.
cikgu dian's belly looks like its gonna burst,
scary sia.
and maybe i'll be like her someday, somehow.

at home, i called imah.
then later i hung up and tina called.
geeeeee..
from 4+ to 5+.
well, we do crap alot alot.
hahaha.
plus she kept playing the 'hushshooooo' / sneezing tone.
ehkhem2, syaffff!
what the bley~!
hahhaha.
then later we hung up.
and i watched NANCY DREW the movie.
nice nice.
but the person talking was like super irritating.
(((:
and this suddenly popped out in my mind,
geo & hist sucks! i wonder which one will i choose
for next year.
next year 'tooooo looooong'.


andand anna, thanks for the gums.

why the hell am i falling for my old crushes again?
i dont seem to understand and could someone tell me?
by the way, its NooooooT LOVE but infatuated.
wanna know the meaning, go check dictionary.
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HELLO people.
today, the first day of school.
well, i was late to meet my Gs' but still we
met in the school assembly are.
WOOAHH~!
the SEC 3 are adorable and at the same time weird.
haha.
andand i was kecique in loong pants~~~!!!
god, he looked taller.
BASICALLY, everyone was taller
because i was sitting down.
hahaha.
bodo kan?
hahaa.
ohya, ms lai aka mrs ding , kept saying the word "BASICALLY"
and i terikut-ikut her.
haha. my english still sucks!
fcuk lorrr.
ohoh, i didnt see him. imah nyer psl la ni!
haha.
dahla nmpak dulu.
ish!

then in class,
super FCUKING ^&%#%^*%^$%$*&*(&*%^$ BORED!
too many lame people.
haha.
and some are irritating.
haiz... i cant change my class so let it be.
then at AEP/art lesson, mr ____________(i forgot the name)
told us to choose our 2 favourite colour.
and i've choosen black & purple.
well, it got meaning ok!
haha.
RED: energetic people / sex maniacs / lovable
GREEN: nature lover / loves to talk about themselves
BLUE: loyal / trustworthy people
YELLOW: cheerful people
PURPLE [combination of 2 colours] : loyal sex maniacs / loyal to the ones they love
BLACK: mysterious / insecure people / people who likes to dark.

so which means im the last two.
hahhaa.
kekek siak itu cikgu.
lols.

so then blablablabla.
went out of school and to bedok.
wooohoooo!
eat at the hawker centre,
at i was really craving for NASI AYAM PENYET!
i got it at last.
after that, i got bloated.
real BLOATED.
then when to library as per normal.
i borrowed books.
AGAIN.
haha.
then we went seperate ways.
goddammit, i was so tired and it was my first time sleeping in a bus.
mahirah broke the record! -________________-ll
hahha.
wokeys.
and oh yeah, warning to the sec 1 girls, please watch yourself.
i aint choosing favourites but if you hit the person please say
sorry and dont just stare at the person.
ish!
and dont mess with my frens cause i'll haunt you down!
chey, mahirah ckp mcm phm seh.

bye-cycle.
byebye-cycle.


they look weird but part of them look hawt & cool in loong pants. XD back to top?

heyhey.
happy new year.
haha.
yesterday, i waited for the countdown.
then i slept ard 3.
haha.
baru sikit dah kene marah.
andand school's tmr.
awwwwww, i miss 1e2!

aniway, today i went out lunch with all my
couzzies at jeewa.
well, i ordered food and waited.
waited, waited and WAITED.
and the onion rings were like 10 pieces??!
and its 3.50 bucks??!
tsktsktsk.
hancur harapanku.
mcm phm.
then i waited for my tomyam soup.
haha. not knowing that my father actually didnt
ordered.
BAGUSSSSSS~!
nvm. patient is virtue.
in the end, my mom gave me fried rice.
its quite good that im not a fussy eater.
ohya, azri called me emo.
LOL?
just because i wore stripes doesnt mean im emo, bodo!
good thing, i didnt made him angry by saying,
'sorry, i dont talk to rudies.'
haha. sounds so wrong though.
i kept my mouth shut.
then later i ciao-ed to gym at SIA club.
hmmm.. aru sikit dah penat. haha.
weak ah mahirah. hahaha.
after so looong not exercising. fuh!
tiring~!
then went to compass point with my nenek&datuk
& of course, mom,pop,bro, to eat at SAKURA.
haiyoooo, after exercising, go eat ?
tsktsktsk.
i hate my sis for escaping!
she went to vivoCity without me?!
wth?
i wanted to go there to buy things!
nvm. patient is virtue. *-________-*
hahahaha.

okok, peeps.
i think i shall stop.
winkwink.
bye-cycle
byebye-cycle

HOHOHO, happy 2008!
andand im in sec 2 oreadi?
i feel like a primary 2 kiddo ader ah!
lols. back to top?