yawwww.
its sunday, the 24th february.
yeap.
happy birthday luhh!
thank you for the chat.
even though, it doesnt what i had planned did not happen.
so, i really hope you enjoy your b'day.
and what i said it's true.
i know its so weird not talking in school.
well, i have to talk to you one day.
these must not go on.

today, religious class,
fauzie started to talk and laugh.
not that i had never heard him but well,
its like he start to communicate already.
and of course, i just heard him.
NOT talk to him.
so yar, i got a little crush on him.
oppppss, takleh takleh.
of course, i love my monster more.
duhh. hahaha.
to dearest monster, do take note,
i love you but my girlfriends are much more important, ok?
i dont want misunderstanding to happen.
enough is enough.

OH shit-ness!
tomorrow, maths test.
well, i revised abit.
and i got abit confidence already.
so i'll leave it to tomorrow then.
and i hate the new time-table!
there's no more 4 periods of MT on frinday.
haiyooo...

my comp is reformated luhh.
because of the stupid freaking virus.
well, its also part of my fault.
so everything in my comp = GONE.
double that haiyoooyoooo..
geeeees~!
wokey luhh.
im waiting for the clock to strike 12.
waiting for imah's b'day.
happy b'day in advance, darls.
i love you.
:D

enough said.
loads of stuff to do.
tata~!

Our whole relationship is one big inside joke that no one will understand but you and me. ♥ back to top?

when there's love, there's hate.
its true.
havent i told you, today, problems had worsen?
great isnt it?

so she said that she hates us.
and i know im one of them.
you know what, i dont give a damn if you wanna hate me.
hate me all you want, if that make you feel better.
she brought up other's prob, i mean what does other's
problem got to do with you?
i have been apologising again and again.
i wont stop unless i really could one's has really
forgiven me.
you said relationship was unstable, right?
well, aku tau ini tak berkenaan but since kau terase,
aku pun nak add in bende.
you blamed other people.
but you did something too behind your guy's back.
so why feel jealous when he tried to do the same ?
you even wrote that all these stuff doesnt need to be settle?
oh wait, its that your decision OR YOU & YOUR CLIQUE'S decision?
jgn nak pandai2 la ehk.
must your decision be the same with your clique's?
i dont think so, honey.
kau ingat kau ckp tak nak, org laen pun nak ckp tak nak?
think la. think.
tell the world about my dirty secret, i wouldnt care.
as if all of those people going to believe you or even trust you.
why wont you take him from me also?
go ahead.
i know you're really close to him, right?
im giving you tips here.
*rolling eyes*

to the people i've hurt so badly, i am very very sorry.
i do feel guilty, alright?

imh.
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away.
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away.
So, I wrote your name in my heart and that's where it will stay. ♥ back to top?

Woooppy!
geeeeees~!
MATHS EQUATIONS is stuck in my head!
so in school,
rearranged seats again.
and seriously, i rather sit beside joshua.
SERIOUSLY.

problems have yet to settle.
i dont want to talk about it
but when are we going to sit down and talk
this thingy out?
avoiding each other aint going to settle it.
im still waiting so whenever you guys are ready,
okok?

today, nothing much happened.
its just that, i really regretted not going
to hall for planning time.
bullshit-ness.
haiyooo.. nevermind.
there's always a next time.
after school, went to library.
joined in with ms wong's extra extra class.
super fun luhh!
especially, went up by lift with her, got fererro rocher and
she bought us a drink. hehehe.
okok, enough.
then went to munch at the canteen.
while walking home, we saw the east-viewans playing soccer.
imah was so basket.

imah: ehk asl semue bdk2 east view mcm kenet2 ah?

pathetic luhh, imah!
tsktsktsk.
ok luhh, enough said.
nothing else to share about.

Yours Sincerely,
maheeeraaaah~!
[memorising the formal letter format :D ]

i just miss that day. Not because it was valentines day but because
it was the only day that we went walking into the crowd TOGETHER. and we were too cool to handle. when will this end? back to top?

tooo many things happen today!
oh my goddess.
im so happy.
so hyper.
its vday today.
hmmm..
so morning i went into the class
and saw imah.
hahahaha.
i settled down.
she gave me a flower.
thanks, darls.
in return, i gave her cookies.
the one that i made last night.
hahaha.
blablabla,
he came to school late
so i cant pass the plastic bag to him.
tsk!
skipp skipp skipp.
reccess, i gave the Rwoker gfs' cookies.
with imah's flower on our blouse pocket,
we walked into the canteen.
COOL la sia.
haha.
people kept staring.
BUT who cares!
so at hall, i waited for him,
but he's late again.
sungguh pathetic.
hahhaa.
after ALL of the sec 2s settled down, he came.
baek ah. so people forced me to pass the thing to him.
and he was forced to walk to me.
in the end, it didnt happen.
nvm. people start to suspect.
LOL-ness
after entering the class, his clique came.
i ran and pass it to his fren since he was HIDING behind
the wall. HAHAHA!
i got a small box in return.
GEEEEEEES~!

in class, some people made my blood go up up up
and away.
stupid. i had to cool down.
ama consoled me. thanks, hun.
after school, super kecoh.
want to know ask me.
we played the ' silent dating game '
hahahhaa.
try again la ehks.
next time. tommorrow maybe.
den i went home early.
siap2, klua gi mkn at sakura.
swensen dah tak maen ah. asyik kat swensen's jer.
muak siot!
enough said. gtg.


i love you moore than words. and thank you for the necklace. ♥ back to top?

hmmm..
i am so sick of this stuff.
can we please settle this down?
as soon as possible.
please?
its been bugging me.
i bet the others are sick of this too.
but why treat others like that?
i waved.
people ignored.
people walked away.
later, you came by
talking to me.
felt like nothing is wrong.
its so weird.
totally weird.
what are you going to do ?
eating at seperate tables?
how is the problem going to solve when nobody
is talking?
wokey, lets drop the subject.

maths retest,
confirm fail.
cause i didnt revise.
i had forgotten the formula.
super shit-ness ,alright.

too many moodswings in class,
maybe thats why i lack of concentration in class.
my english had gone from bad to worse.
science's chemical equation is freaking hard.
especially when you got mr LKM to teach you for science.
i hate his monotone speeches.
i mean it.
it makes me go sleepy.
and he ignored people who eagerly want to ask questions.
how the hell are we going to pass if we dont even understand?
tsktsktsk.

these days, im up to movies.
i've watched GREASE , breakfast at tiffany's , currently,
van helsing.
breakfast at tiffany's is super slow so i skip that.
grease is still superb to me.
'GO GREASED LIGHTENING!'
yeay. if only it is still in the 1970's,
wouldnt it be fun?
i dont care about technology.
seriously, with all the cool clothes
and stuffs. i drooled, ok?
van helsing, i still love the vampires.
with their accent. oh, so exciting.
bleyyysss~!

lillix still rock alright!
i love LOVE the 'Its about time' song.
yeay!
alright.
enough said.
got to run.
ciaos

i swear he makes me go crazy. ♥ back to top?

no, its not a boy.
its a girl.
im not les, for heaven's sake.
i just miss her.
yes, i change too.
cause i dont want to be left all alone.
and because i no longer understand you.
where are you, when i need someone to talk to?
there's no longer lame jokes.
no longer clumsy-ness.
like i said,
i wont give up waiting for the old you to come back.
which godd knows when she's returning.
mood really swings.
i tried to talk this out.
well, you want it your way.
fine. i'll give you moore time then.
to tell you the truth,
i cried when you said you want it like this.
all of us, had gone through hard times.
we tried our best to cheer you up when you're in a bad mood.
yes, you dont owe us anything.
and i hate it when you complain.
you want to end this here?
alright then.
lets have it your way.
just to let you know, i really miss you.

i'll end here.
NO MOOD TO BLOGG.
thank you for your co-opperation. back to top?

hahaha.
i cant speak properly!
i got sore throat
all because of singing too much.
XD
hahahaha.
i have been singing since i came back.
haha.
its hard to swallow my saliva.
mahirah pathetic.
hahha.
mp.

so today, BORING!
haha.
the concert was HAH!
funneh. i dont know why.
and i sat near him.
-__________________-ll
tinaaa nyer psl ah ni!
hahaha.

den i kept seeing bdk lembut sia!
ddk tak mau klh la sia.
mcm apek maner tahh.
ehk bdk lembut kene ddk sopan2 tau.
hahahhaa.
i realised that where ever kak nini ader, dier pun ader.
mataer ehk?
lols.
i have gone speechless.

when feeling start to change, people start to change.
why?
well, i have got nothing else to say.
so chao!

i wanna see whether you truly love me
or you are just fooling around, love. ♥ back to top?