i know its wrong to blame my best frend.
but sometimes i dont understand.
calling my own best frend, an attention seeker,
is way too much and so wrong.
i will have to understand.
and i will try to understand.
haiyooo..

im so sorry, people
but i seriously dont have mood to blog.
and what i've written is crap.
ohh shit-ness.
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ohh godd.
i cant live any longer.
my head is spinning.
thoughts running in and out of my head.
even sleeping early wont make a diff.
i have been addicted to an old song.
i need someone right now.
someone who i can hug and cry to.

You know, i never really meant what i said to you.
maybe i was too harsh. i seriously dont want this to end.
but if you cant take me any longer then i guess, we have to end
it. why wont you, yourself, tell me? too much for me to take it, isit?
i never want you to turn out like this. however, i also never will
separate you & your friends. i'm so sorry if im the cause of every problem you had
for the last 1month and 22 days. yes, i still love you.
and no, i dont want this to end. ♥

i got a bloody headache.
maybe because of eating too much ice-cream.
i was craving for ice-cream.
skali mkn ajer, 6 scoops aku kebas.
hehehe
aku amat bijak, kan3?
:'( back to top?

wooohooooo!
meisei won the regional.
hurhur.
im sure, you people will go blank.
haha.
i just finished watching a movie.
'touch'
is the title.
its a sad story plusplus there's baseball!
hurhur.
aku dpt tips.
omg. pressure sehh.
the match is on thursday and i kept thinking its tmr.
haiyooooo.

i am so relieved.
because by watching this, i can get all emotional.
there's nothing gonna stop me.
i wanna watch this because its part of my training
and to let my sense of emotion out.
i cant take it anymore.
i cant keep quiet, pretending nothing happen.
thank you, loves.
for listening to my problem.
i appreciate it like alotalot.
ily ,guys luhh!
:DD

i cant concentrate in class luhh sehh.
haiyoooo.
and tmr is tuesday.
tie day. plusplus there's dnt.
and mother tongue.
not that i hate mt but i dislike the teacher.
NOT HATE AH!
i prefer cikgu yani.
(:

i got nothing else to type about.
eventhough, there's like a gazillion thoughts
going through my mind.
hahaha.


ashikin, sayer rindu ke-kecoh-han awak luhh. ♥ back to top?

ohhh goddess.
im so bloody obssessed with alexandre evans.
he's super hawt.
aku fanatic kapa?!
untk alex ajer aku fanatic giler babi.
hehehe :D
i like everything abt him luhh.
he's goddamn talent luhh.
geram aku. haaha
he take pictures. nice pictures. duhhh
he quite talent in music too.
he has his own clothes line.
and he is like only fcuking 17.
wow-ness.
and his sister is jaw dropping gorgeous.
and she's only 15.
she looks older, alright.

i found his frenster!
however, to add him, you have to know his last name or emaill add.
bodo luhh.
sial luhh, maheeeraaaah fanatic giler babi luhh!
he's mine. stay away.
>:P
okok, stop it.
currently, doing nothing.
im sleepy cause yesterday i cant sleep.
hurhur.
too excited i guess.
:D
im not excited abt the 10 moore days
but ekhem2.. ada uh.
hahaa

anyway here's a SHOUTOUT to people out there.
DO visit my frenster profile
and leave a kiss.
:D
since aku LOL.
lol = lack of love♥
haha.
mcm phm.

ku dilamun cinta~ ♥_♥ back to top?

haiyooo..
my AP is getting worse.
seriously sehh.
now, im really mad.
shesssh.

to org tu yg ending hp no dier yg 911 tu:
mak! kau kenaper sial!
aku tanyer kau saper luhh sia.
kau yg msg aku dulu.
its totally weird that the msg was
exactly the same as one of ________ msgs.
saper yg msg aku dulu?
kau bodo ke bodo?
ChrisBrown btol luhh kau ni.

today,
EL oral thingy.
its such a waste of time sehh.
yg patut dgr is the one yg keeps talking every morning
at the assembly.
yg 'are' dier bunyi mcm 'errrrrrrrr'
shesssh.

YOU see. i got AP now.
haiyoo. i really got to stop it sehh.
before i turn into one rude person who
doesnt respect anyone.
dah luhhhh,
mls nak type panjang2 lagikk.

it wasnt a coincident that i roll my eyes.
even your precious smile wont work.
you want it to be this way or what? back to top?

RIMAS!
arghhh!
aku stress.
lagikk.
hurhur.
ni maths nyer psl ah.
stupid quiz.
i took 1hour to finish 23 question.
i cant do it on the internet.
tak bole focus.
haiyooo.

today,
after school, went to ama's station.
hurhur.
best.
eventhough the whole lot of us wasnt close frens,
we had fun.
wait, i dont know abt them but i had fun.
its been so long i had a non-stop laughing & smiling moment.
i miss those days :D
mr ____ went through chp6 and suddenly,
the whole class was quite.
malaikat lalu per.
hurhur.
aku mcm ngantok ader, mcm bingit pun ader.
no reason why.
thats so uniqueweird.
im suppose to call someone so taaaaaaaaaaaaa.

jessica!jessica!jessica!
im not a bitch, bitch!
its gonna be too much drama.
PS; only some people would understand :D back to top?

harrrlowww humanns :DD
yeay.
school reopens!
i came to school late.
hurhur.
and that someone mintak kene cekik2 luhh.
aku syg kamu horr.
takmo ckp byk!
haiyoo..

ohhya, im totally becoming like one of those negro sia.
im getting darker !
not only me.
mind me.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrl.
ni semue softball nyer psl luhh.
haha. just kidding.
we got our slacks & stockings already!
yeay-ness.
and tomorrow we're getting our jersey!
NUMBER 15 luhh ehk.
dont pray pray huh.
aku addicted dgn word 'hurhur'
and lagu 'whos that girl'
i dont know whats wrong with me but
i actually update my frenster.
rajin btol anak ni ehk.
hurhur.
you see! you see!
hurhur again!
hahaha.
stop it sehh.
aku ader edit picture.
i was damn bored luhh.
geeeeeeeeeeee~
mrs _______ told me that she was worried about me.
cause of my sitting arrangement.
i sat near BDK2 kecoh.
because of their kecoh-ness, mrs _______ scared that
i would slack. i try not to be, ok?
can? suka? klau tak suke tu kau nyer psl luhh ehk.
SUKAK HATI LU AH!
aku miss watching horror movie.
gaaaaaaaaaaaaahs~!
enough said :D
ily♥
aku hyper , bodo.
haha. back to top?

olaa.
im so tired.
geeeee~
but im not going to bed.
waiting for my sister to come back
from work
while i watch Supernatural.
Its so fun watching and all the vulgar words
coming out of your mouth.
hurhur.
seriously, i hate things that got to do with clowns &
dolls. the vintage kind of dolls.
actually barbie dolls freaks me out too.
amira, thanks for trying to scare me.
hurhur.
kuatkan iman.
geeeee~

today,
woke up and bullshit.
whooopps. the weather was fine.
damn it luhh.
and i thought it was going to rain
and softball is going to be cancel or
things like that.
well, i was wrong.
so wrong.
:'(
grrrrl.
nevermind.
so balik, muddy white shoes.
gosok. gosok. gosok.
and my hand smelt like bleach.
burrrrrr.
tomorrow is saturday.
alah!

OMG! the doll is alive! its name is maggie.
aku takut.
takper.
i think its enough.
before i start to stutter again.
sorry, my bad.
it aint a doll.
it was a child's imaginary friend.
help me!
>:) back to top?

one word. one meaning.
bored.
arghh!
sister sleeping over at her friends house.
yes, its fun without her but i feel so empty.
especially when i just told her my secret.
hurhurhur.

so today, i went to bugis.
i bought new slippers.
yeay!
then followed sister to tampines
to curl her hair.
after that, went whitesand and back home.
rain rain rain.
aku lonely luhh seh.
everyone is busy.
sobs3
nevermind.
i'll keep myself busy with videos.
na-ah.
not dirtty videos.
(: back to top?

i still havent touch my homework yet.
peng sehh.
today, nothing much.
yeay, ama dah balik!
ama, i miss you luhh idiot.
hahaha.
:D

showed Craze the dance steps.
sayer malu sebenar nyer.
hahaha.
sorry.
but well, i hope my help is enough.
:D
aku rindu dier luhh.
:'(

G-slide!
such a kawaii song.
alah, nothing much to type about
so tata. back to top?

hello world,
aku mahirah!
so today, went outtt!
met insyirah, madeline.
hurhurs.
i didnt expect to see many siglapians
at whitesand.
so aqidah, nash, hamkah was there too.
nash, slua pendek sehh.
haha
apek maner luhh.
so off to little india.
aku dgn insyirah lagikk sikit kene tersepit luhh oii!
smash.smash.smash.
we got lost,
we went roundings.
and then i remembered about the temple.
and we were back to track.
geeeeee~!
not moore than 2 hours, we're done.
interview? checked!
pictures? checked!
decoration stuff? checked!
CME projek? almost done!
yeay! i like!
hahaha.
there's 2 moore projects to go.

step up 2 is super cool luhh sia!
tak bole angkat dokk!
for the time being, im helping
Craze with the dance.
its been awhile since our group dance horr.
D: sad.sad.
but ,what the heck,
hip hop, im back(:
and im gonna be like gufran for a moment.
BLING BLING!
haha.
gurl signing off, yaww.
ok, thats too much.
:D back to top?

my blood is boiling.
not because of the earlier post.
but because of a friend.
wait a minute,
she's not a true friend anyway.
whatever you call it.

harghhhhh!
ye luhh, aku ni siaper luhh kan.
i aint the bestest friend of yours anyway.
i mean IF we're friends, we wouldnt keep secrets.
nevermind.
do whatever you like.
make yourself happy.
this aint my world anyway.
its a free world.
peace luhh. back to top?

explode. explode.
im stress, fed-up and angry.
everyone got tons of homework
this holidays.
arent we suppose to rest for awhile?
nevermind.

i just got news.
i thought this thingy was settled?
however, somebody is still bringing the matter up.
again. i dont know why.
if its bcoz of the uniform all that
then fine, i can change it.
but please dont let dier involve in this thingy.
dier tak uat aper2 slh.
talk to me people!
tell me so i can change.
im begging you people.
do tell me whats wrong with me. back to top?

what the ASNAH is masak people?!
hurshurs
i cant help it.
that phrase kept repeating in my mind.
and whenever i say it out loud,
i sound rude.
my bad.

anyway LEllo people.
today, school was = boredom
form teacher didnt came.
and we spent PC & maths lessons
doing other things.
i want to learn luhh seh.
my mommy sent me to school to learn tau.
hahaha. mahirah so like understand.
and today, i was such a good girl.
i clip my fringe the whole day.
tuck in my blouse which imah told me i looked like a minah.
and sister was using the backpack so i got to use another bag.
and again which made me looked like a minah.
sheesh!

i bumped into dear(dier) like alot of times.
and yes, im on the left.
(to the left) x3
=.=
i regret not tegur-ing.
nvm nvm
im so sickening ,today.
i irritate my fren.
sorry horr.

donate your money to me, please.
i got alot of things to buy.
keyboard mahal dokk.
but a fren was being so kind, and told me i could get
50% off.
but still, its like $500?!
tak jadi ah.
i rather buy guitar.
geeeeees~!
wokey luhh.
enough said.
tata. back to top?

today,
shit-ness happened.
well, i brought my mr.potter
and the first news i got in the morning
was ' there's gonna be a spot-check '
and at the end of the day, there was no spot-check.
nevermind. its ok to be careful.

gamelan period, mr khamis was absent.
absent? is he a student or what?
haha.
he didnt came.
so we ending up watching yamakasi.
again. but how cares, all of us was still
excited. mcm tak pernah tgk gitukk. jakuns.

english period.
i just hate hate HATE english.
i dont know why.
that is why i always get scolded for not bringing things.
its so damn toot-ness.
i want mr ________ back!
seriously, luhh seh!
haiyooo.

after school,
practiced for that freaking literature stuff.
OMFG, i just hate the teacher.
sabar. sabar.
currently,
listening to music.
i have no mood to chat.
no mood for jokes.
i dont know why.
i kept repeating the same song again and again.
mcm bdk bodo.
mmg bodo pun.
i seriously want to know what does it mean.
and i got a freaking heart-ache now.
im so clueless.
enough said.

and i'll just be a wall when you walk pass.
amira, happy b'day in advance! stay hawt ♥ back to top?

1m2d.
ok best.
lol-ness.
sorry for not updating my entry.
my comp broke down.
and now, connection sucks to the core.
its only 10+ and im sleepy.

currently,
having moodswing.
thank god i got company to cheer me up.
i just couldnt take it anymore.
nevermind. aku sabar.
tunggu luhh kau satu hari nanti,
aku bilang kau.

today, DnT was shocking.
lol-ness.
after school, went to find tom yam instant noodle.
and it was out of stock.
haiyoo.
literature = hell
geeeeee~!
yeay-ness.
i got the song i have been wanting!
i like!
huhu

my results for Common test.
english; 15/30
mother tongue; 14/20
mathematics; 46/50
geography; 16&half/25
history; 17&half/25

yes, i know. i will need to buck up.
however, im happy that i passed english!!
woohooo. but i have yet to let my parents' sign
those papers. hehehe.

If you smile when you are alone, then you really mean it. back to top?