cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
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MMD

seventeen
and lost in reality
affiliates

ama | aliyah | azreen | hamkah | rahimah | valerie
Saturday, 31 May 2008 @ 22:52
i still remember
at last,
i have finished reading
'i still remember'
just another love story
well, i cried by just reading.
seriously, what has gotten into me lately?
emotional.
NOT EMO ehk. duhhh!
so i didnt follow my agenda today!
-.- im so pathetic
haiyoooo
so i didnt finish up my maths paper.
nevermind.
tomorrow , i guess?

i'll ask you one simple question.
i dont give a damn if she's gonna read this.
get that straight.
this is the situation:
you had planned everything for an outing.
just to gather everyone
since everyone have been very busy with task and all.
you planned what to wear, where to go, what to do.
everyone agreed.
suddenly, one of your 'friend's popped up with a question
for an example, 'what if i cant be with you people for the whole outing?'
and having a irrational reason to cover up with that?
how would you feel?
frustrated? angry?
or would you stay calm?
well, i am a very hot-tempered person
and i hate last minute cancels' and all that stuff.
i guess, we arent that important to her.
bullshark
after all the stuff that we've been through?
ughhh!
ok stop.

i will not make things go chaotic, now.
i just had enough.
her life so let her decide.
friend runs for a friend, i guess.
goodbye
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Friday, 30 May 2008 @ 22:48
undesirable moment
undesirable moment
ohhhhhh yes.
last minute work.
i have currently done english task
and 2 geog article.
i wanted to do maths paper
but im already stuck at the first question.
i guess i have to do it tomorrow then.
plus im glad to say i have started reading 2chapters of
that piggy-faced book. [animal farm]
its friday and none of my lovees is online.
pfft.
ohhh my!
i cant wait for sunday, monday, tuesday.
at last, outings.
aslkan klua umah aku dah bahagie dah ☺
bored to death.
my 'sweat' honey loveeee <3 is not online.
D':
just now, training.
it wasnt a torture for sure cause i didnt feel the 2hrs
of training.
thanks to the company who played soccer at the field(:
my brain aint working much
cupcake cupcake cupcake cupcake
love love love love love love love
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye
☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺ ☺
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Saturday, 24 May 2008 @ 00:25
what am i suppose to do ?
summer break is finally here.
summer summer summer
what time is it?
ok that certainly reminds me of someone.
anyway among the 4 season, im summer.
well, summer love here i come.
lots of things to do.
hmmm.. homeworks. tasks.
and alot more.
plusplus shopping. reunions.
ahhhhhhhh!
i like~
anyway reminders for people who are traveling to
other countries, do buy me a gift.
pretty please.
one month not meeting schoolmates?
i will miss them.
nonono, i already am.
baby loveeee ♥
ohhhya, yesterday,
mps was fine.
someone still owe me a lolly !
i didnt do well for the MYE.
i really have to buck up.
so do support me(:
the talk about the SAFE thingy,
under E about affirmation, almost made
me broke down. i said almost.
and the principle's talk was long enough.
mommy was like poking me, making noise with pen,
flipping papers and kicking my leg.
haha
so now you know where i get my genes from?
finally, we watched 'enchanted' 'till the end.
and they all live happily ever after.
wow.
'till then, so long,
bloghoppers(:

mommy; happy birthday & ily ♥
nothing like you (:
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Wednesday, 21 May 2008 @ 22:30
congkak oh congkak
Pada zaman dahulu,
congkak...
hahaha.
ok crapp.
im so not in the mood
to study albeit my results sucks like
12345. hehee
Today, my class watched yamakasi again and enchanted.
i like~
haha.
sadly, we didnt get to finish enchanted.
eventhough i've watched it in the cinema before,
i still want to finish that movie, alright.
i dont want to go to school.
pretty please.

after school, went to E!hub
to watch congkak.
ooOOOoooo, its only the starting of the movie
and the screaming has begun.
overall, 7/10
only the sound affect that makes me go 'ahhhhhhhhhhh!'
Val, you're so wrong.
i think you dont understand the story that's why you say its not worth it.
seriously, i didnt heard anna and mira scream.
thenthen balek teros kuatkan iman
XD

bull shark.
science file!

a game called hide-and-seek
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Tuesday, 20 May 2008 @ 22:43
ohhh hell yeah!
jyeah man.
omg, the weather is so freaking humid.
today, F&N was fun.
ohhh hell yeah~
introducting my groups members,
keegan aka boss
valerie aka ??? pree-yeah
i dont what to call you, you freaking alien.
haha XD
mostly, keegan did the work. i pity him.
its all priya's fault, she got non-stop singing disease.
i swear.
hahaa.
are you ready ready ready ready ready ready ready?
100 percent tahh~
hahaha.
the moves are like 'ohhhh soooo coool'
i like~
ZOMG! i cant stop saying i like~ & i know~.
hamkah knows what i mean.
* raising eyebrows *
hahaha.
softball makes me go tan-ner.
is there much word?
probably not.
so it makes me go darker.
dasal siglap-ian btol. XD
hehehehe.
season 2 of hana yori dango is sad.
i cried in the 2nd episode.
and its only the 2nd ?!!!
haiyoooooo..
ahhhh boy ahhhh,
ily ,otey?
moshmosh.
you meow, i rawr.
i win. you lose.
ok crapp.
i cant wait for tomorrow (:
of course, my alexandre is hot. because its stated, 'mine!'
haha.
i like~
booyaaa

i owe you the world, honey.
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Monday, 19 May 2008 @ 13:38
where's my love?
there's still no reply.
here i am, waiting.
im in no mood for love.
just where?
where are you?
i miss you, loveeee <3
seems like we have been walking in the opposite
road. we're beside each other but we didnt notice.
walkaway, is what we did.

im sorry, i, myself dont understnad what im typing.
ohhhh, at last, im done reading 'she'll take it'
another happy ending.
why do people always have an happy ending?
(in the book)
why dont they just kill themselves or being brutally murdered?
i'll just leave that question unanswered.

_____ oh _____.
funny person.
there's so much 'haha' in this person.
dah maju bdk tu. _____________ katerkan.
too much blanks huh?
its for me to know, for you to find out.

ohhhhhhh crapp.
im wondering what the heck am i typing?
sheesh~
my brain's not working i guess.
im sorry today's post is the crappiest post.
saints of crapness, do give me a tight slap.

moaning to death.
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Friday, 16 May 2008 @ 22:12
the fear of god's power
I'm bored.
seriously.
nothing to do.
ohhhhya,
im scared.
I've done sins
and i have yet to repent.
ohhh gosh,
there's so many sign of 'doomsday'
i freaking scared.
i want to repent.
i have to.
signs for example,
•the recent big human size fish that was found.
•picture of sunset which looks like the horns of the devil.
•pictures of terrorism just by using US 20dollar bill.
•the sand fountain in Saudi Arabia.
•the weather getting hotter as you know 'hari akhirat' the sun will be just above your head.
•natural disaster, eg. myanmar cyclone & earthquake. ( also part of geog research)
(it's all recent)
As im typing this, i am also praising god's name.
Not that im alim or what luhh but i just sense that there is still
time to repent.
'Bersembayang luhh kamu sebelum kamu disembayangkan'
im trying my best not to miss 'solat' anymore.
thank you, ama.
for sharing the emails, it really shook me from my fantasy.
Call me a freak if you want to, i don't give a damn.
im just trying to spread this 'repenting campaign'
ok crapp.
the word Death just made me thinking.
enough said.

Geog things have to be handed in by Tuesday.
bull-shark.
alot of things to be done.
take careeeee.

lets just say,
before everything turns Topsy turvy,
i declare my love for you.
ily ♥
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Thursday, 15 May 2008 @ 22:35
aneroxia? bulimia?
pfft.
im tired.
when to National Museum,
i had fun using the electronic device.
hehe.
it really reminds me of gameboy.
seriously.
ohhhya, no more mr Farhan ,i guess?
or he knows we're coming?
ok crapp.
i had this feeling.
feel like vomitting when my stomach aches.
i got all of my results.
nothing to boost about.
i failed english paper 2 yet i passed english overall.
the rest was border line.
NO As. only Bs or all of them are Cs?
i dont know.
i did revise, hooo.
-.-
anyway Thank YOU, HAMKAAHH for teaching me to use the
link thingy but ending up i did it my way.
hurhur.

oucchh, its not muscle cramp or lady's cramp but its the stomach.
i have to get well soon cause there's CCA tomorrow.
utterly bull shark.
Here's some pictures and i have to go.
i feel like throwing up.

electronic device aka gameboy look-a-like

the retro tv. if it's for sale, i would buy it!

cool old 'the malaya tribute' newspaper.

some random picture i took.

film/ wayang (waiting for orang minyak to appear).
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Wednesday, 14 May 2008 @ 21:37
i poke a hole(:
first thing first,
sorry for not updating blogging.
i have been pretty busy plusplus
there's some other reasons too.
at last, free.
Free from the MYE pressure.
All results will be out tomorrow.
i cant wait.
currently, all i know is my english, maths, science
passed. Well, (of course!) not with flying colours.
sungguh pfft luhh kan.
i have been going out often lately.
including reunions.
Im sure much more fun awaits us in the june hols.
:DDDD

Tomorrow, National Museum.
it sounds boring, but there's gonna
be electronic devices so jyeah man.
OHHHHHyaaa,
after school, there's a lot of flying creatures.
hmmm.. wait let me ask my granny what is that thing called..
its called, 'katu2'.
eeeeee.. irritating flies.
smashsmashsmash
pfft.

i hate them.
i really do.
seriously, what the heck has gotten into them??
nevermind.
do whatever you like.
lobang-S.
can i get a little piece of heaven please?
wait, i think i already do
but i want some more.

10 buck just went poooof, when i was in bugis street.
i cant believe ama was there too.
but we didnt meet.
my blog is still under construction so wait awhile,
albeit i still have not finished watching my muay thai movie.
hiak-dush.
ok bye!

ouch, poke poke poke(: (mcm pokemon gitukk)
imy♥
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