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MMD

seventeen
and lost in reality
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ama | aliyah | azreen | hamkah | rahimah | valerie
Friday, 25 July 2008 @ 23:21
my jaw hurts !
after only a day of watching
a variety show featuring my ultimate
favourite band, i am simply addicted to
the show. I cant stop laughing.
as if im inhaling laughing gas.
my stomach just hurts so do my jaw.
grrrl~

today, nothing much happen.
ohhhya, DR accused AH for stealing my
ex-hp. haha. seriously, PEOPLE WHO BUY DR'S
WORD ARE FCUKING DAMN STUPID!
sial uh buat fitnah siol~
ingat aper? funfare ke per? tak kelakar siol~
WTF, mann. AH so sorry because of me, you got
punishment. im like freaking guilty.
im glad to hear that you said its okay.
DR[not doctor ehk! jgn nak asl bole teke jer],
please luhh grow up. you got BIG body so you probably have
a BIG brain too. Dont make me scream my head off.
and when i shouted at you just now was only like, 10% of it.
im out-going but i have a limit.
DR sungguh mcm pig.
;DDDD

problem before was solved on the day itself
and i went, 'FINALLY!'
haha XDDD
im fuming mad about the freaking BS owner lorh.
wth, mann.
bumped into fauzie laily, super up close.
tsktsktsk. what happen?



because its fading away, literally. ♥
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Tuesday, 22 July 2008 @ 22:36
a to z
i had enough.
im not strong.
yes, i do look strong.
you know, this is not the first time.
i wouldnt care losing you.
ok fine, if thats how you wanna treat me then
go ahead.
show me what you've got?
its fine if you wouldnt wanna share secret with me.
i mean just who am i, right?
listening to others opinion might not be
a great idea afterall.
it might just turn out to be much worse.
you might not get what im trying to say here.
but i dont even care.
i just had enough.
thank you so much.
i just wasted my precious little time on you.
it'll serve right back at you.
just wait and see.
you know what silent treatment has already begun.
so just let it be this way.


•no, im not strong enough.
and you know what? goodbye to you
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Sunday, 20 July 2008 @ 22:43
alert alert
19july08
was absolutely the best day ever.
i went out with family.
•went to get my clothes measurement done
•went to mustafa centre
•went to sim lim square
my mother, the best damn thing.
she bought each of us the things that
we really craved for.
my sister-ipod classic
me-my 'dream' handphone
my brother- creative zen stone

my 'dream' handphone wasnt what i expected.
haizz. nevermind, at least i got my own phone.
;DDD
and my mother still owe me earpiece.
i love love LOVE my mother :DDD
haha.
people do note down my new number,alright.

today, i start to use my phone.
geeeee~
as in message people.
actually only one person.
haha.
i am such a prankster.
fuhhhlamak, mp~
later i took a nap.
when i woke up, the whole house was dark.
first thing i did was panic.
i thought it was already midnight but my sister
is still not in the room so i check the time.
7++
i was alone. i switched on the lights.
well, then i switched on the comp. haha
everyone came back. mom told me that she tried to
wake me up but instead, i went back to sleep.
haha. and i cant remember i just did that!
LOL
tell me how to revise for my english paper?
tomorrow is english paper.
omg, isnt it fast?
is there still gonnabe training?
awwww man, i hate when event get clashs.
hopefully, i'll pass my english since im weak in that subject.
-.-

p/s; S.A.
whatever luhh.
i dont entertain people like you.
you want, you confess. if not then please dont send me
freaky letters or whatever shit.
are you blind or what?
fyi, im not a bitch unless i hate you.
get that? thank you.

TO all blind people, i aint hot.
unless you say that to get fame
which i think you already have it.
(:
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Friday, 18 July 2008 @ 23:31
RHD
updated!
you probably go,'FINALLY!'
i know~
so ive been kind of busy lately.
im always going out.
but at least, i rest for a day or two.
many events has passed.
im in such state where theres
tons of misery series.

racial harmony
i came early today.
man, i felt good.
i changed into my uniform for the day, baju kurung.
its totally draggy.
cause its not my size.
i didnt wear punjabi suit cause it was sleeveless.
:'(
anyway thank you, val.
went down, bumped into his tall guy.
HAHA
i swear i was super ready!
but well, i dont want to look stupid by stuttering
so basically that was the reason.
in class, people made stupid jokes.
kept teasing me and jeremy. couple, my foot!
then jokes that led to misunderstanding, supposingly,
i was talking about my sepet eyes but Teeth got the wrong
idea. i dont feel proud by sitting beside a malay guy, duhhh~!
that was RHD. performances was kaboom. ama & hanis did great.
i didnt even know that they were the MCs.
-
later, i went out to meet Avril.
i made payments. then i went to library.
i borrowed 3books :DDDD
i read it half way when Avril came in.
we met again.
so i got real hungry and fled back to PR.
bought pizza bar. nice!
it was worth trying.
-
trainings were fun. my thighs are better.
now, only having stitches.
OHHHya, i can fit my bro's spike shoe. how great is that?
and its size 4.5?
but the spikes are blunt.
-.-

supernatural is back ;DDD
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Sunday, 6 July 2008 @ 23:31
survey
1) How many children do you want?
- undecided. well, depends.

2) Where will you go when someone sponsors u an air-ticket?
- go LA again but still have to change passport :'(

3) What's your favourite thing to do?
- annoy people

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
- well, no but if you ask me then hell yeah.

5) If you're given a chance to revive something back, what would it be?
- reborn into a better person

6) Have u ever been regretted in ife?
- yes, i do. well, it was meant to be.

7) What are you afraid to lose?
- all my precious precious people

8) If you win one million, what would you do?
- give charity, give some to people whom i owe money to, give to family, spend on myself and treat my friends :DDD

9) What do u dream of doing in the future?
- have yet to decide.

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
- cute, kecoh and outgoing :DDD

11) If you could have a superpower what would it be?
- time traveller

12) What type of a person you hate the most?
- people who call themselves friends when they dont even consider your feelings

13) What makes you happy?
- my precious precious people

14) Which season do you like?
- say my name, summer XDDD

15) What do you think it is the most important in life?
- success

16) who do you hate most?
- i dont really know, but currently, nobody :DDD

17) What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW?
- handyy-the-phone & actually talking to people XDDD

18) Whom are you close to?
- my precious precious people

19) If u are dying soon, what kind of messages you would like to say?
- sorry for everything ive done. sorry for trying to be a different person, when i cant cause i am who i am. believe me, i do love you. its just that i dont really show it. lastly, please grant my last wish.

20) Who do you want to meet?
- manusias. heechul, kibum, eeteuk and alexandre evans ♥♥♥


im bloated and eighteen chefs was awesome :DDD
money money money $ $ $
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