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seventeen
and lost in reality
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ama | aliyah | azreen | hamkah | rahimah | valerie
Friday, 31 October 2008 @ 23:50
:'(
Its been a rather tough day for me
Hmmmm .. I didnt turn up for CCA
Captain sikit pehh blur sotong siaa.
haha
Something happened which I dont want to brag about.
Pfft~
Im just doing my best, okayy.
We have to play our part,love ♥
haiyooooooo
Currently, busy looking for job ;D
SO please please contact me,
if there's any job vacancy.
Mind it, Im still 14.

bumbidumdumdum ♫
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Tuesday, 28 October 2008 @ 22:34
back and forth
(271008}
Went out with Amira.
amira pakaian mcm lingerie siolololx
hehee XD
sexxxxxxxxxyyyyy ~!
I got my refund back. pffft~
aku nk refund dier tk kasi, biler aku tunggu dier kater bole refund.
CB :D
Go accompany amira eat at KFC. haha
'Support uh mataer kau'
Lu bbl mcm phm siaaa.
Mentang2 KFC. -____________-
haha.
then off to expo with family.
baju rayer lawa. but too bad,
rayer dah nk abis.
then got kompang, Uztad from malaysia came.
Good-looking siaaa.
Dulu rocker per !
haha.
At night, visited aunt and picked up gramps.
:D
dier masak pehh sedapppppp~!
Klau aku ddk kat umah dier, confirm bertambah GEMOOOKKK
hehehe.

(281008}
Morning suppose to meet peeps.
However, ADA ORANG TU was like 1 HOUR LATE.
lagi terok dari aku siaaa ~!
hahaa.
peace peace
Entered school, muke slumber siol.
pki class T abeh with colored stripe socks.
haha.
I got into 3e3. HAPPY SIOL!
i got everything that ive wanted ;D
Ms Wee will probably be our form teacher next year
cause she said so.
itu cikgu cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee, keccccccikkk org nyerrr :D
Then go job-hunting.
Vest, suspenders, skirts semue klua.
at last, i wore tees with cardigan
-___________________-
Go back and forth.
blamed PAK Uddin uh!
ugh! watched HSM3, sedih.
i cant believed that i actually cried?!
Lucas/ Ryan tetap cuteeee
HAHA
chopchop then go home.
RAHIMAH, please get well really soon!
P/S: I made new friend.
Diyana name nyerrrr.
[;

Ohhhhhh, sungguh kecohKECOH
awwww, you are TERRIBLY sweet ♥
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Monday, 27 October 2008 @ 01:07
goodbye, sara
Old songs sound nicer, right?

(251008}
And so i had last minute plans.
Sara from pvps invited me and some other peeps
to her open-house since she is leaving on the 29th
November. She is immigrating to New Zealand.
OMG, im so going to miss her.
Dont go, can?
sedih siololololx.
Saper nak ikot aku antar dier kat Changi Airport?
So arrived at Sara's house and got SHOCKED.
haha. Fadzril, Saiful, Shah and Andiq was there.
TERKEJOT luhh sehh.
they just came and then started eating. gelojoh!
;D
I was fcuking shock when saiful start talking.
mcm WOWWWWWWWWW. dulu bkn maen pendaim sehh, confirm dah kene
influenced terokk,kan kan kan?
They played fcukchapmarry, seriously i had no idea how to play.
Then later they forced me to play.
AKU KENE RABAK2 siaa
pfft~
chitchat and off to Elias Mall while i went back home
Sorry uh kawans, gue takleyy join sekaki !
Then I went to aunt's house.
Happy B'day uh, azri.
16 perr? haha.

okayyokayy.

(261008}
Madrasah, then cekik diri kat RafflesHospital.
Visit SimLim then balek sleep
ZzzzzzZzzzzzzZzzzzzz
Then i was forced to IDK where.
moodswing
Die Die tknk klua umah
Then watch HSM2 [:
cant wait to watch the third one !
Momma doesnt allow me to work.
Then what? Rot at home?
How to study Science when i dont understand a thing?
I hate science because of that freaking LKM
bswwlhrfwetg btol!
cikgu tak best = tak boleh blaja.
Articles pun ckp,
'Good teachers who teach average students, they improved'
im not saying LKM is bad or what but seriously, the whole class
feel like kicking him out.
-_________________________-
malangskapurrr malangscareperrrr ~
its either i keep the HR money or go get a job.
which?

appaulse for moodswings -.o
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Wednesday, 22 October 2008 @ 22:28
abcdefg
bullshit!
crap!
ughhhhhhhhh~!
diebitchdieabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
sorry, just getting frustrated.
im fcuking pissed off.
im begging you, please,
takmo ganggu aku~!
Leave the past behind, move on.
i know you did but what made you changed your mind?
Is it because of your new status?
:'(
i promised myself not to cry, im being strong.
ohhh shit, now i feel like crying!

(211008}
Went visit Singapore bienalle(?),
it had a very nice scenery.
looks haunted !
;D
took pictures, listened to the guides explaination [:
Met SUPER FCUKING HOT PEOPLE from international school
WOW O.O
i almost break my legs
because i tripped at the TALL staircase.
Lucky, there were people in front to hold me!
aku yg nak terjatuh, org laen yg pekik. kekek siololololx
;D

(221008}
Visited Little India,
Mr kong guided us through out the programme.
I really had bonding moments with peeps ;D
THANKS QEEM for blanjer-ing ILT
i was just joking and yet he really bought me a bottle.
WOW. Baek nyer ,angs~!
Then walk under the hot sun,
Hazim kekek siolololx, tibe2 senyap.
In the bus, Qeem took my hp so i couldnt listen
to my music -_______-
But he blast it using his speaker.
I couldnt help but laughing and layan-ing.
crap siot.
i got wet due to the weather.
I went home and switched on the computer.
and i found something heartbreaking.
Its the same issue im talking about,
at the beginning of this entry
:'(

am i too sensitive?
what should i do?
help me
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Monday, 20 October 2008 @ 23:39
sad story ♥
(161008}
jln rayer with 26 other peeps.
super kecoh
okayy, i dont want to explain because too
many things happened
and i enjoyed getting fat on that day.
-.o
i didnt take pictures using my hp
and peeps have yet send to me some pictures.
syahirah's twin baby brothers were abcdefg
adorable and cute
they made my dayyyyyy ;D
plus thanks izyan for sending me off !


(191008}
morning went to madrasah
then off to meet syaaff.
visit penin and bugis.
bought jeans and tube dress.
now, i feel regret buying the dress !
but its pretty, just doesnt suit me.
then we went choking yourselves at
Eighteen Chefs
huhu~
BLOATED GILER siolololx
my money suddenly went POOOOF!
haha.
syaaff, biler dah ader byk duit aru ajak aku
sbb aku tak suke shopping with small amount of money
cause to me, if no money = no shopping = no fun
my perception
haha XD
lame -__________-



(201008}
♫ morning comes around and i
cant wait to see my shiny island~ [where i belong]♪
haha
CIKGU BUAT PRANGAI !
ugh !
went to visit my enemy, little george
at Singapore Discovery Centre.
I got embarrassed in front of 360++ people
pfft
my merlion sculpture was penyet.
then went babysitting the twins ;D
again, they made my dayyyyyyy
laaaa laalaa laalaa~


esok kakak balekkkkkk~!
too many (H)s = maboooooookkkk 8X
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Tuesday, 14 October 2008 @ 22:17
school rules sucks
in the morning, the teachers were
very ________ (fill in the blank)
i mean, asl skrang baru nak spot-check semue?
padahal tu patut buat biler school re-opens siaa.
grrrrrrrrrl~
nasib baek aku goodgirl.
ehk hello, i clipped up my fringe, i wear
school socks and etc ;D
then they talked about bahaving outside school
all that.
i felt like laughing, seriously!
-.o

SO we got back some of our papers.
mine was border line.
since i screwed up science paper, i failed.
However, i improved alot
because i spent my precious fcuking time studying and
some people just wouldnt appreciate and understand.
pfft *roll the eyes*
all results were unexpected.
*Expect the unexpected*
haiyoyo
skipskipskip the assembly
because nothing fantastic
somemore the video was played before
and the whole time i was staring at people :D
after school was softball,
only a few attended.
PEOPLE ARE SO UNREASONABLE + IRRATIONAL !
whatever, as long as you're happy luhh.

*** I just found out that im actually
allergic to sweat. ugh!

it's their personality, you cant change them
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Monday, 13 October 2008 @ 20:19
comebackk`
(101008}
was superb ~!
went to bugis (FINALLY!)
and wasted time going rounds and rounds.
i bought a watch ;D
i couldnt make up my mind whether to buy
that particular dress so i didnt buy it.
regret sungguh`
we took off and arrived at paya lebar.
took a bite at kfc and went into the THIS FASHION.
we pulled out clothes, dress, and etc
went into the changing room.
The clothes mcm WOW gitukkk.
petik gambar ~
and we repeated it again
geeeees ;D
i went home with 2 dresses
with the price of one.
satisfied luhh, abehh?!
balek and rest jap then go jln rayer.
hurrhurr~

(121008}
gereeeeekkkk~!
morning, plans were being cancelled.
i got real moody and some sort of crazy.
then after all of the begging and pleading,
the plan was reconsidered!
XD
so went to e-hub instead of safra.
after booking, we went to eat.
actually, its them not me
cause i had cramps and i dont feel like eating.
fcukeristic cramps`
went back to the bowling alley
and found out we just missed our turn
so we waited for awhile and got called.
put on our special shoes and waaaahhlaaaah~
we were playing, i was leading all the way.
yet i got second!
pffft~
played another game.
i lost my touch and then back leading.
and before the round we found out D.A.
was playing beside us.
i made a stupid and funny face plus reaction.
haha 8O
we didnt realise because he looked so mat salleh.
looool
dier maen powerrr siolololol ~
plus fulio too, FUHYO!(with the sepet eyes) -.-
haha
okayy okayy.
then cabot to arcade.
played racing and my bloddy car was jammed
-.-
then played 'table ice hockey'
sorry, i forgot what is it called ;D
then played dancedance revolusion remix3
first time trial.
baguss baguss
hurrhurr`
then i-scream was calling us.
patah balek naek gi arcade.
tak jelak2 sehh.
then pulang kampung.
huahuahua`
-.- lame
basically, im not in the mood to
know my results.
ugh~!
bullshit science, mann!

pictures will not be uploaded cause too sinful to be seen ;D
ily,b ♥
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