cause cold
nostalgia
chills me to the bones
marie says hi



MMD

seventeen
and lost in reality
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ama | aliyah | azreen | hamkah | rahimah | valerie
Thursday, 8 January 2009 @ 00:22
emoab
I've said that i would update
almost everyday, but i didnt
keep my words. Apologies.
I promise myself to work hard this year.
I have been doing my homeworks,
copy down notes in class.
Surprisingly, I've changed
ever since my hair is black.
No doubt, im using transparent earstick.
I aint gonna waste my money anymore
like i used to. hahaa.
I want to do well this year,
its time to focus, i dont want to
be the idiot who regret not preparing
for O's.
I know, "look who's talking"
but i am serious.
Which also means i wont be clinging around
too much.
So please, please understand me.
I really have to work on my time management,
i spend most of my time with classmates and i
forgot about my buddy and so i apologise, again.
Im emotionally abused, currently.
[ Not because of gbr ]
People keep giving me a cold shoulder,
saying that i am being conceited, haugthy and supercilious
when i am not.
I feel like crying but looking the positive view,
i still have other friends.
Thank god, i have a friend like AMA.
;D
I thought it was me but its you.
Maybe i felt a bit of resentment to
see how you just stick just like that.
Ya Allah, please please get rid of this
feeling from me as soon as possible.
I cant bare it if this were to affect my studies,
but Insya'allah it will not.
[;
Im so nervous about later plus a bit thrilled.
hahaa.
A maths is after school.
Huuhuu ~ !
Insya'allah, I will be able to keep up.
Finally, Lkm is not teaching me anymore.
no Lkm = no sleeping/ dreaming in classes
yeay, me ~
Its a good start, lets hope it will stay this way
till O's.
hasta luego

Can't wait for camp !
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