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Saturday, 18 April 2009 @ 00:59
kocdgf
Assalamualaikum ♥

Wow, pretty busy these days.
Exams are really around the corner.
Err, 13 more days ?
Ya Allah, seram seh.
Boleh ke tidak kalau kita tak ambil peperiksaan?
Pretty pleaseeeeee *innocent face*
hahaa
I am suppose to be studying and yet I have been
watching movies.
-.o
Contoh 'terbaik'
hahaa
I watched 'Apa artinya cinta' which
was released like years ago.
I just got to know that one of the
young girls is Acha. hahaa
It's an Indonesian Movie but best !
Samuel Rizal macam FUHYOOOO, gitu.
Badan dia KONG ! *kening naik-naik*
hahaa
Ohh, I was sick the day before yesterday.
I was down with a BAD flu. No kidding.
I brought a 40 pieces tissue packet and
it was gone by the end of the day.
*poof*
I feel like cutting my nose.
Anyone wants for an exchange?
Anyone else except squidward ?
hahaa
My malay blog is done ;D

P/s; Is it the new trend, listening to KOREAN songs ?
-.o
Puuiik. Me no likeyyy !

Tell me what's wrong, please.
Tell me so that I can help you.
Or at least to comfort you.
I just can't see you in this state.
It just breaks my heart.
;'{
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Monday, 13 April 2009 @ 22:45
moadhfdc
Assalamualaikum

Yesterday, I didn't update because
I was busy watching HSM3, again.
Then I watched Harper's Island.
Fuhhyooo, very interesting.
A bit gory, I guess.
R.class was fine. Except the fact that I
didn't want to wake up until Dad started nagging.
Hahahaa.
Anak bertuah [;
I saw the Syamsul look-alike.
Alahai, macam nak pitam gitu.
I got to know that this
'used to be kecoh' guy is a Matrep now.
Tapered school pants ! I salute you, brother !
hahaa
Heyy, at least this guy from lembut to Matrep.
Eh, reminds me of ________. hahaa

Today,
my right eye was a bit redish.
Tsk ! Aku pakai cat, cat mata baru tahu!
hahaa. Itu jadi buta terus.
Batalkan sahaja la hajatmu itu, mahirah.
Mahirah mahirah. Tsk tsk !
Mother tongue lessons, we went to CL2
and create a blog. Specially for Malay language.
Cool. Confirm kaku nak bahasa baku.
I still haven't post an entry plus customized
my Malay blog. *pout*
Maybe after this, perhaps (?)
After school, I had Amaths lessons.
Finished and I rushed to the toilet.
Get myself ready for Napfa Test.
I takut, YOU ! hahaa
I must get a GOLD. That was my aim.
Duhh ~
Gedebak gedebuk,
I finished up everything and returned home.
Now, I got a backache.
Dah ganti nenek aku [;
hahaa but its worth it !

Tomorrow, Photo-taking.
I'll be looking geeky/nerdy.
hahaa. Tak payah susah-susah la, mahirah.
Memang kau tu geek/nerd pun. hhahaa
Berbual sorang sehh !
hahaa.
Before I crap any further, lebih baik aku ciao.

Assalamualaikum ♥
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Saturday, 11 April 2009 @ 23:55
powwwww
Assalamualaikum

Masya'allah, I'm super worn out.
I don't know why.
My eyes are very red probably because
I slept with contact lens on, again.
-.o
I am starting to have a real bad headache too.
Yet, I am still lazy enough to carry my butt
to the kitchen and swallow a Panadol.
Bertuah punya anak. Degil semacam.
Batu pun kalah. hahaa
Today, I went Jb early in the morning.
We watched Fast & Furious 4 a.k.a
Pantas & Garang. hahaa
It's superb. Awesome. Fantastic. Very WOWing.
hahaa
Basically, ONLY watch it if you're a fan of cars,
stunts and races! Seriously !
And I'm all that.
After nearly freezing to death in the cinema, we
ate then I wanted to check out 'Innercity' .
I have been wanting to buy a Slipper.
Then my sister told me about Ipanema's lastest
footwear and it was there ! In stock.
My lovely, kind, caring Mother bought
it for me & sister. Yeay !
I had a hard time choosing.
Kata Mahirah, kan ?
We went to a few more places before leaving Jb.
Visit my Gramps at Aunt's house.
Anak sedara aku makin semangat badannya !
Kelip Mata, Kita pun pulang la.
hahaa

Mine ♥
Kakak's

I swear the headache is killing me.
FINE ! I'll swallow 105634421971 Panadols, then.
Happy ? hahaa. MONOLOGUE
okayy then, until here.
daaaa, darlings.


P/s: I think Ive fallen for Syamsul Yusof.
Probably because he looks like one of my crushes
in R.class ;D

Assalamualaikum ♥
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@ 00:01
tooooday
Assalamualaikum ;]
So far so good.
Okayy, let me tell you the unnecessary stuff
about today.
;D
At 1 am in the morning, I watched Heart.
Yes, Primary 6 ehk ?
I can't remember. Itu pun N yang bilang.
hahaa
So after watching Heart, I switched off the
computer and slept, like a pig.
;]
hahaa
I woke up and straight way went into the
kitchen and made pancakes.
I put 1 cup of water instead of 3/4 cup.
Pandai anak emak ini !
Things went messy then Mum came to the rescue.
Taa-daaa !
Mum made nicely but the fire was too big and
the pancakes were burnt. hahaa
Later, we still continue and waaaa-laaa,
Real awesome pancakes were made.
W O O - H O O !

I cleaned myself up and start messaging people
while on the phone. I saw a shadow coming.
I assume it was my sister. I was ready with my
hand gestures * guns *
Sekali orang lain yang masuk. Paiseyy nak mampus !
She smiled. I think she knows, perhaps (?)
So I went with the flow, I smiled.
Lepas itu, terus cabut xD
KAKAK, I know you would be reading this but your
bloody one and only sister which is me, is
such a moron. I know so there's no need to tell.
*rolls eyes* hahaa
Later, I dressed up and met a friend.
It was raining super heavily yet we still went out.
We went to Tampines 1.
Sumpah tempat itu, ramai orang.
Sesak gila, macam nak suffocate saja.
It's the new Bujis Junction but it's at Tampines.
hahaa
Fuhhhhyoo, banyak kedai maut punya.
We haven't finish browsing around yet we went out.
Masuk Kedai Split.
Try out a nice outfit then we continue walking
around. I bought my friendship band but it isn't
for friendship purposes. LOLs
Took a Big Bite at Qiji.
Alhamdullilah, perut macam nak meletup.
Masuk keluar, Montip & Aries.
Then finally, I bought my outfit that I tried
previously. Black was out of stock so I bought
White instead. Damn you ! hahaa.
Lepas itu, balik kampung.
hahaa.
Baru jamah Roti John yang Ibu belikan.
Mmmm-mmm. Sedap hingga menjilat jari ! hahaa
Now, waiting for Supernatural season finale,
I think, to upload. Which also means, after this,
I going to start revising (?) for Mid-Year.

Sorry for the Long 'Tak perlu' stories
but well, You still read it, right ?
hahaa.

You will never know how strong you
are until being strong is the only choice you have left

P/s : I don't need you sympathy, thank you.


Assalamualaikum ;]
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Thursday, 9 April 2009 @ 15:48
goodbyeeeeee
Assalamualaikum
Today was ermm, 'okayy'
Problems, it 'keeps getting better'
I'm kind of forgetful for today.
Hmmm, what's the reason behind it eh ?
LOL, is in lack of love. HAH !

Thanks for everything.
We are about to end the 1year2months plus
relationship. The number doesn't really
matter to you, right? I had fun, always wanting to
make you happy yet most of the time, I'm
being too ridiculous, making a fool out of myself.
OF course, I even forgotten that 'Friends are much
more important than partners'.
You're trying to say you'll stay until I let you go ?
So all these time you've been forcing yourself to
even say, 'I love you' ?
Wow, it's amazing that you can actually handle it.
Well, maybe I take things for granted and
this is my retribution. goodbye for now,
I guess ? And by the way, what is LOVE ?


At this moment, I see who my TRUE friends are.
Finally, I've seen it. I've seen friendship though
it's actually invisible. Sometimes you gain and
sometimes you lose. People come and go. Some will
never come back. Life is full of unexpected things.
People are showing their true colors
and I underestimated these people. They all look so
innocent at first but then they look uglier as time
goes by. May Allah Bless you with love.
Are you happy, now? Thanks a lot o.O
If you're going to be two faced,
sweetie, at least make one of them pretty

I found this cool phrase and wait, there's one more.
Got a problem with me ? Solve it.
Think I'm tripping? Tie my shoes.
Can't stand me ? Sit down
Can't face me ? Turn the fxck around

hahaa.
Alright then, the computer is getting hotter.
Plus, chicken Nuggets is waiting for me !
'Ilaa-liqaa , sampai berjumpa lagi .
Assalamualaikum
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Wednesday, 8 April 2009 @ 00:30
df
Assalamualaikum
What a day!
Things just keeps getting 'better'
It's all destiny & fate.
Thanks to ______, I managed to knock
some sense. I owe you BIG time, dude.
I know all of this happen for a reason.
I wanted perfection which is impossible to get.
This perfection made me do stuff which hurts
people around me. I'm sorry. I apologize.
Greed, Wrath, Envy , Pride and etc turned me into
a browned-eye monster. Looking at the mirror,
I realized the monster was me all along.
Now, Patience is what I need.
Maybe I really should try yoga or
participate in some CC activities.
Basically, I've tried my best which turns out
to be the worst and I wasn't happy. I wasn't
satisfied after all. I have to let you go no matter
so much I am going to lose. I'm no longer fighting
for my rights. I'm giving in so that you can win.
I'm sleepy. Art piece is still not fully done.
I hate myself for landing up in this state.
Maths Inequalities Test tomorrow.
As in Later.
Goodbye, Beautiful.

Assalamualaikum ♥
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Tuesday, 7 April 2009 @ 00:15
ending
Happy birthday to this sickening
ex-classmate of mine.
Yes, I do miss those p6 moments.
Asyik gaduh aja ehk ?

Saturday [040409],
went to visit my babies.
My ladybug boys.
I seriously look fat.
Baby bump uh tu.
wakakaa.
Macam faham.
Went Ehub, I saw Veron and Idk who.
OMG, jakun jakun !
I admire you guys for having the guts, man.



Today, I mean yesterday was
a disaster.
topic sama seperti ANTM. hahaa
I had a bad day.
Basically, everything was not going my way.
Pms perhaps (?)
Got back my mother tongue results.
WOW, I passed with dull colors -.O
Then, I found out Amaths test was today.
Fishcakes. ehk CAKES!
sama macam nama cikgu dia.
wakakaa.
It was suppose to be next Monday.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND, old man.
Next thing I knew, I forgotten to bring
Emaths textbook and exercise book.
Padahal, aku dah semangat buat tahu !
TSK ! Tu yang buat aku peeeeeeng tu.
English test, I failed. AGAIN.
DEVASTATED, I swear. Suddenly, I cried.
I just don't want to end up in NA or retaining.
Not that I'm underestimating the NA students.
Hell no, but I just don't fit in.
I was quiet since then.
After CME, I cheered up a little.
Amath test Sucks to the bottom of the sea
digs and reaches to the core.
Later, I ended up playing 'vampire' with Valerie
while waiting for Syahirah ;]
*mum is nagging !*
Kill me please.
haiyooo
Its only sec 3 and I'm dying.
What about sec 4 ? or still sec 3 again?
Why suffer? Just shoot the damn bullet into
my brain or head. It would be less painful.

P/s : If you bumped into this 'hamba ALLAH' from
my class , please remind her that
the world is ending. So her '5cm above her knees'
skirt needs an adjustment.

Ya Allah, dunia dah nak kiamat.
Aku belum minta maaf kat semua orang.
Sesiapa yang Mahirah pernah sakitkan hati.
Minta maaf la sangat sangat.
Ini Ikhlas. Ya, aku ingatkan orang tapi aku
sendiri tak betul.
Aku tahu, I'll try to make amends soon.
Tutup aurat pun belum. Masya'allah.
Jumaat, apabila matahari terbit dari barat.
;'{

**Aku nampak Lighting tapi skrg tak hujan ;'{

assalamualaikum ♥
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Friday, 3 April 2009 @ 00:07
14monthsary
Assalamualaikum ;]

Happy 14 months + 1 day ! ♥.♥
3 cheers to me because I've done
my art research and Emaths homework.
*claps claps*
I think my life is about to change.
15 going 50. why ?
Stress ! takut nanti keluar uban ;[
Talking about hair, my hair roots are growing !
Alaaa, tsk.
These days, I have been pretty much a naughty girl.
I kept resting my head on the table which means
me not concentrating. I also have been busy
gossiping about that bulldog. You SUCK.
Yesterday, no pranks made by my class.
hahaa. We pity you, teachers la.
heeehee xD
Today, I had bonding time with that asshole, ashravin -.-
Nama macam keling la deyy!
P/s, We are not fxcking fated
nor we looked good together.
Eeeewwwwww ! Tidak mahu & Tidak akan.
So please don't try to make things 'fetch'.
hahaa

Today's incident :
•Suddenly, he messaged. Saying he wanted to end us.
•Clueless, I asked for the reason behind it.
Something smelt like amiss. April fool was so yesterday.
•It was about in the morning's conversation.
•I explained. That's all and i said nothing else.
•He called. It was his 'Brother'.

Pathetic siol !
Belated April Fool prank or what ?
Aku dah agak ini semua tipu. 'Nak tipu dengan si penipu.'
quoted from Rahimah. Pinjam sekejap ehk !
Sungguh tak menjadi. Puiikk !
hahaaa. Wish anniversary taknak, ni prank prank orang
pula. Kalau aku yer kan macam mana? Apa kau nak cakap
kat Brother kau nanti ? deeeeengs.
Plus kalau nak dump, dump face to face.
P/s, GUYS WHO DUMPS HIS GIRL THROUGH
ANY OTHER WAY = Ball-less / No balls ;D
hahaa
*yawns*
Tomorrow, 2 comprehension test.
English ;'{
My english sucks like a to z.
I don't wish to retain or drop either.
boohooo
Wish me luck !

Assalamualaikum ♥
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