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seventeen
and lost in reality
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Monday, 30 November 2009 @ 01:41
yeay
I just finished editting my blog.
Yeay me ~ !
Any comment, please tag me okayy ?
For now, I have to go to sleep.
Mummy just nagged at me.
I'll update a proper one later, alright ?

Imma happy happy girl ;D

Assalamualaikum ♥
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Friday, 27 November 2009 @ 22:08
slmt hari korban
Selamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidiladha ;D
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Thursday, 26 November 2009 @ 00:56
tired of waiting
Peace be upon you ♥

I'm tiredddddddddddddd.
Superr tiredddddddd. Of what ?
WAITING !

Im getting tired of waiting
You know
Do you know how I feel?

Im getting tired of waiting
Do you still remember me?

Even as a day goes by, I cant forget you
Even if a month goes by, I cant let you go
Do you know that I still want you?

Im going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
Im waiting
Im getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Im just getting tired, Im just getting tired

I fall asleep in case I see you
Im still waiting for you
A month could pass and I wouldnt forget you
A year could pass and I wouldnt let you go
Do you know how I feel?

Im going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
Im waiting
Im getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Im just getting tired, Im just getting tired

My head feels so complicated, I could explode
Im waiting and waiting but no word from you
Theres no way you could leave because of me
Its so hard for me right now, so hard for me

Ill wait even if its a year
Ill wait even if its 10 years
I dont care if I get tired of waiting for you

Im going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
Im waiting
Im getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
Im just getting tired, Im just getting tired
So basically, I have no life -.-
Haizzz..
Everything reminds me of SLC camp,
that freaking camp left a big impact, yknow.
I miss SLC camp very much & I dont know why.
Maybe, ..
Aiyoyo, please dont make me feel this wayy.
I cannot. Cannot. Tidak Boleh !
I, NurMahirahBM shall not betray _____.
While rotting at home/watching Singapore Idol
(I think its my very first time watching till the end for this season, kental!),

Gurmit : Your journey has ended ..
*Tv screen-ed Faizal's fanatic fans crying*
Daddy : Budak perempuan semua nangis.
Termasuk adik la.
*long pauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, crike crike*
Me : EXCUSE ME?! -.-"

Seriously, I didnt really hear what he was saying.
And HELL, it took me awhile to process it into my brain.
Yeah, I prefer Sezairi than Faizal. I dont know why.
Its not the looks, okayy. Definitely not !
What's up with me & guys with glasses, this days?!
God, Help me !!!!!!!!!! This is such a discheersaster!
Where's the LOVE guru when you need one ?!
Dangs ~
I want to go out, someone please please rescue me !

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Wednesday, 18 November 2009 @ 00:06
pop
Assalamualaikum ♥

Hello hello.
Heehee ~
Apologies for being super emotional in the previous post.
Yeah, everything's fine now.
Inilah orang yang dah lama tak beremosi.
HAHAAA -.o
Currently, I'm otp with this crazy girl. Irritating like toot.
Yet still, we've been together for (wait, let me count) almost 10 years ?
I laughed a lot lately after looking at primary school yearbook.
I looked freaking stubby, still am too !
Best part, I used have a crush on bf's brother. HAHAA.
Tak dapat abang, adik pun jadi ka pa ! ;DDDDD
shusssh ~
enough enough.
I'll be away on 18th till 20th due to SLC camp.
21st - brother's going to thailand with school (screw you!)
22nd - religious class final exam
And both of these days, I'll be working back to back.
I think I might drop dead by the 23rd.
Nevermind, perseverance.
heh -.-

'Tonight, I’mma fight 'til we see the sunlight' - ♫

Assalamualaikum ♥
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Monday, 9 November 2009 @ 01:31
bull !
I really dont know what you want.
I sacrificed myself for you,
I opened up to you,
I spend almost every second thinking of you.
Why the Hell would you think I would do such thing ?!
Are you done blaming ?
Are you done accusing ?
Are you done & tired of me ?
Then fcuking say it to my face.
Dont blame me for something, never in a million years,
I would do.
It hurts. Too much & its too painful.
Ya Allah, beri la hambamu ini semangat untuk teruskan dugaan seperti ini.

She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
All that that means is neither of us are listening,
And what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting
It's all for nothing. Fighting for nothing, Crying for nothing,
When we won't let it go for nothing, come back for nothing,
It should be nothing to a love like what we got oh baby
I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
Cause' I can't sleep through the pain girl
I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
No I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
And it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
Asking questions like you already know
Hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for nothing. Fighting for nothing, Crying for nothing
When we won't let it go for nothing, nothing,it should be nothing to a love like what we got oh baby
I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now cause' I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain girl
I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
No I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, perfect perfect oh no
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep..
Baby we're gonna be
Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up nowcause' I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain girl
I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
No I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
Will you believe me if I were to ______________ ?

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Wednesday, 4 November 2009 @ 23:56
disappointed
Assalamualaikum ♥

Now, I'm done watching all the tv series that I've been wanting to watch.
Yeay !
Bridging programme finishes this Friday.
However, there's still many modules for Art -.-
I've gotten back my report slip, Finally.
Big disappointment.
I actually cried although the old me would say 'Heyy, at least I passed'.
My points are way above the points needed for the course that I want.
However, I might still have an opportunity to enter Jc.
And I'm talking about my current results.
Oh hell, I'm terrified for Os which I'll be sitting for in a few months.
Haiyooooo.

Recently, English interclass debates was being held.
Yes, very tough fight, indeed.
At least, there's sportmanship.
3 cheers for the 3Es or shall I say 4Es ?
hahaha.
One more thing, who's 'brillant' idea was to put Sec 4Es on level 4
while Sec 4As & T on the ground level ? That's Bull, you magnificent s.o.b.
Principal will be out on my day. Well, that's a wish come true. hahhaa.
Perangai kebabian [;
Yeay again, tomorrow my class will be doing a birthday celebration ! ;D

Happy belated 21st, ♥

Assalamualaikum ♥
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