Dearest uh ?
Where have you been ?
-Been MIA-ing laaa.
;D

Currently, Im having my MYE.
I shall treat it like a prelim. Ah, ye la. Banyak punyer prelim padehal bukak buku pun tak. xD
heh. Actually, bukak buku jgak la but 20min ajerrr. *grins*
I prefer SS paper than History cause silly me thought that i'll be given background info.
So I pretty much think that my SS should be higher than History.
Art ? You know what I feel like doing ? I feel like i wanna run around with my hands up. Then scream like a madwoman. Yeah. I shall do that when everyone's asleep.

I dont know what to do. I shall pour everything down here. I dont care la whats going to happen anymore, I shall just go with the flowwwww ~
Its about my lovely, bastardly former boyf of mine.
Yeah. I know things got screwed up. Im sorry but its a two way traffic. Its been 2 years since Ive put up with you. I really dont know what rumors you have been spreading around because I can see your friends looking at me like Im some kind of disgusting bitch. I know that they will support you since you're like their brother but dont you think its too much. Im a human being too. I have feelings too. You dont own the world. I would like to remind you again that you're a nice person but your ego just corrupts you. Im mad because i cant get over the fact that you called me bitch. Yes, you're talking about the bitch who cried when you moved from p.ris to bedok(pathetic, dont laugh eh). The bitch who cried when you told her about your problems. The bitch who gave you a second chance cause she believed that people can change. The bitch who cooked for you and your friends. Now, you tell me which other bitch out there will do that for you? Im disgusted by your words. Why ? Because Im the bitch that you used to fucking hold hands with and watched movies and all that shit. I thought this break up would be good since we could focus more on our O's & N's. Ye la, if we let it go this time and we get back later then thats meant to be. Kalau dah jodoh, then takkan ke maner. (i cant believe im saying this!) So dont blame me for moving on when you're contacting another girl. I might be jealous but im moving on. I dont need people to pity on me cause this is just how life works.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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