I was late today. The shuttle bus queue was like errrrm, 2 to 3 metres? Tsk. Kayy bapak aku sungguh irritating. From my room can hear him mocking kinda laugh -_______________-
Anyway, I was only a few minutes late but I was stupidddddddddddddddddd enough for not double checking my scedule and which block I was supposed to go to. So I ended up in the wrong block. I went to the block which is the furthest when my class was actually in the block infront of the busstop. Bitch. Yeah, grand entrance for the class la abeh? Hahaa.
We had to introduce ourselves (a new class from different schools and courses) and we had to answer a question each. I picked about 'doing something that you've dreamed of but haven't do yet' and just what my answer was BUNGEE JUMPING. HELL YEAH ~ \m/
Then at the end of the lesson we had to make an ex.. ex.. wait, I forgot the word. It's so mouthful ! EXTEMPORANEOUS speech. yeahhh, its like a 'Would you rather ...' question. Mine was very very much stupid. I asked about Would you rather be a loser now or later. WHAT THE FUCK was I thinking? I realised how stupid I sound after I ended my speech. After my speech, I was still shaking cause I was nervous. Hopefully, that wasn't obvious. HAHAHA. rightttttttttttttttttttttt, my father kept doing that irritating laughter! Omg, I need ear plugs please!
School finished early so I decided to pick S up. That's all!
OH, I'm thinking of cutting my hair. LIKE FOR REAL. okay can ?
Tag or formspring or fb me your opinions please?
okayy can (banchothematrep \m/ )
Ohya, Me and S had like webcaming session in BUS 53. CRAZZZZZAAAY ~
kayy bye

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Hi, today's lecture was d e a d l y man. I swear I felt like rolling on the floor and fall asleep but I couldn't cause I was so freaking smart to sit in front of the lecturer -__________________- yeay me.
I thought I could finally run away from Physics but nope, I have to study the Ohm's law and about resistivity all over again. Bitch. Luckily, I ended quite early today if not, DIE. Anyway, since Im the only muslim around the girls, it's so freaking hard to find food. I mean there's Nasi Lemak but it's non-halal. And there's Panggang&penyet but I still have no idea whether it's halal too or not. So, I will be a loner, walking around to find halal food while the others already settled down and munching away. PFFT.
Okay, I have to sleep early today cause tomorrow I have to take the shuttle bus and reach school before 8am. How awesome is it to finish at 12pm and you have nothing to do and no one to hang out with. Hell yeah \m/
Since tomorrow everyone will be in different classes with students from different classes/ schools, I shall make another group of new friends. Cross fingers, hopefully I'll find a bestfriend like SOON.
Now, I have to decide on what to wear tomorrow. Sheesh~ I wear skirt, mum nagged. I wear tanktop with cardigan, granny nagged. OMG people, buy me a jubah with an freaking aircon inside then I'll be satisfied and so will you, okay? Haiyo, some people are hard to please. Hahaha.
I'm loving Glee Season 2. I've just watched episode 18 and it's obvious with the situations nowadays that teens are facing. And they played my song which I've neglected. Unpretty by TLC ♥♥
:(
Kay, I know this is sooooo boring so Imma end it here.

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Today, my lens was being a bitch. Thanks to it, I have an awesomely painful red eye( left)
Anyway, didn't update my blog for what? 2/3 days? Yeahh. Sunday went to visit my sick granddaddy. He looks so sickly and he didn't react when we came. It's effing sad, yknow. My granny was worried cause usually, he would call her or something but that day he didn't say a word. His jaw was swollen and he look as good as a skeleton. He didnt even eat for what ? 2 or 3 weeks? Haiiiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, it's so sad. I might not be close to him or even had any form of bonding in my 17 years of living but I did cry. I didn't want him to go for sure. Today, he was sent to ICU cause he was bleeding. :'(

My first lecture was errrr, no comment. I tried not to fall asleep cause I was kinda sitting in the middle row. Eye level to the lecturer. Lunch will never be quiet. Canteens are always filled with students. OMG, I feel like dying, can't.... breathe. Haha, dramatic. Anyway, in canteen is where I can find MALAY students. wahhh, finally
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Today is like my free-est day ever. Only 1hr tutorial then we're done for school. So it's like 1hr trip To school. 1hr lesson and 1hr trip Back home. Kinda stuuuuuuupid right? I decided not to go home then. I joined the cinoneeehs and we played pool/billards. OMG, did I tell you guys who plays pool looks sexy ? Serious shit, and no. I'm saying my classmates are sexy cause that will sound so bitchy plus they already have girlfriends. More like a 'BACK OFF situation'. I'm a beginner in billards and so is my friend and so we took i-dont-know-how-long-to-finish when the guys had finished two games. Awesome -__-
After awhile, I got the hang of holding the sticks but the effing ball just wouldn't go in. AND THEY WERE FREAKING A FEW INCHES AWAY FROM THE FREAKING HOLE! Pfft.
Trained to Woodlands and bus-ed to Tampines. Sent my stupidddddddddddddd bag for repair, my one day old bag's magnet button came out and went for a Blind date at Swensen's. My lens was being a bitch and my eyes were red. The whole moment was awkwarddddd, I can't see anything except for my date. Bought afew more studs too. Shit ass, tomorrow I have to wear my specs la. Waaaalaoweyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. It's funny how my friends treat me cause I'm malay/muslim. They thought I couldn't have sweets that they bought. HAHAHHA, cute pe! And one, forgot that I was eating muslim food that he used the utensils to cut my egg and got jeered, decided to treat me to a drink. Funny shit. Alright, it's midnight and I'm sleepy. What an awesome day ! :D

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People should stop playing 'party rock anthem' and 'shots' cause its getting into my head. Eff. Yesterday, I headed to my former work place @MarinaSq. I've bought the bag that I've reserved for so long. Heh, yeahhhh ~
I only bought one bag though. Then trained to Bugis. Bought a top and pants. And poof, there goes my money again. :(
Anyway, I encountered something funny today. There was a group of malay teens. And they were all in front of us. I don't know what happened but one of the guys walked back and guess what, he went back just to hold the door for us. LOL. And am I supposed to be amazed ? -______________- Tak faham aku.
So, After a long for being kept in the dark, I finally got to know what happened on that night. I really lost my respect to these people. I thought they were clever enough to differentiate between the right and wrong. I was wrong, again. Wrong, again to even think that some people deserves a second chance. Funny, how you tried to keep me in the dark. I know this is so common, girls loosing their V but omg, really ? I don't understand why they must do it. Is it really about curiousity ? Or is it something else ? I think I should ask those who did it before. Why they don't value their V is another question too. Haiyo, Insya'Allah they'll find their way ♫
Mum bought me boxes already so today, I'll be cleaning my table. It has been a long time since I last saw my table which was burried by my stuffs. AHAHAH, kater je anak dara. haha. Will be visiting my gramps later too. Hopefully, my grandpop doesn't suffer too much. Amin.

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Ugh, why let me suffer when you can just pull the trigger?
Sheesh ~ Guess what? We just finished orientation and there was an arguement/fight/misunderstanding between my classmates. THE GUYS. Omg, I tell you I can go crazy siaa if everyday like this. Like both parties are in the wrong but their friends who's so called their back-ups are the one making a fuss. They pretty much used colourful words and sarcasm. And the shocking thing is that it's the guys. I thought the girls are the ones who's supposed to be the bitches. I guess, guys are pretty messed up too. Haha. I don't whether the misunderstanding has been resolved or not but for all I know, the class is going to be awkward on Monday. PFFT.
Currently, watching dance tutorials. I'm watching heechul dancing again. Omg, the last time I was crazy about him was in Sec 1. hahhaha, can you believe it? haha. And see, I was somehow ahead from other girls. I don't follow the trend 'to like kpop' like most of the girls these days.
Anyway, today's plan is to buy my bag that I've reserved for so long ad go shopping again. hahhaa. hopefully, I spend thrifty. Hahha, people know what a big spender I am. And how sometimes, I can be really stingy cause I don't want to usethe big money note. hhaha.
Okayy, I thought no uniforms are awesome but to think of it, the night before I'm always having dilemma can't decide what to wear for the next day. HAHA.
Kayy la, Today will just be S and me day.

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Hi :)
School was amazingly awesome \m/ and again, my class slowly starting to bond together. We danced to Para Para sakura and it was nerve wrecking. Luckily, I'm not the main attention. FUHH ! haha. I enjoyed watching others perform especially 1C01 (best class). The malay dude was absolutely fantastic. He danced to Hoot and  Abracadabra. Gelek sehhh ~ Supporting giler nak mampus. Case kulit mcm kulit gajah ^^ AHAHA. And the girl can beatbox ! OMG, wa salut sama dia mannnnn. Other than that, the highlights for the day are : We made one of our SL cried. She was touched that we made a 'thank you' cards. MY IDEA, PEOPLE ! haha. k -.-
The other highlight is that my teammates and I won 2nd runner up for the terranium(shit, i forgot what is it called ) design competition. Funny cause we expect nothing. HAHAH.
Kayyyyyy, Reality check : CHINESE GUYS ARE NOT INTERESTED IN MALAY GIRLS.
hahaha. true enough.
While in the train just now, I wanted to sit but there's this man also wanted to sit but he let me sit instead. So after awhile, he found a sit. Directly opposite me. I was closing my eyes when I heard this loud thud. I thought it was a casual la. When I opened my eyes, the man was on the floor and people helped him up. He was sick and in having migrain sickness. And OMG, I felt so guiltyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. If I knew that he was sick, I wold sacrifice my seat for him. Hopefully, he's fine now. Haiyooooooooooo, what a day.

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KAY, WTF! I typed a lot and then suddenly, almost all of it is gone.
Resort World Sentosa was fascinating. I mean the ballroom is effing big. The chandelier, WAHHHHHHH. Visited the hotels. OMG, awesomeeee. And not forgetting, going behind the scenes of this massive place. Basically, went to power supply room and aircon generator room as such since I'll be learning that in my modules.
Anyway, I was late. MAJOR LATE. Not my fault, I swear. I came early to the shuttle bus. Usually shuttle bus finish at 7.50 or 8 righttt? but I missed the bus and that was the last bus and I waited for for almost 30mins before realising that there was no hope. I ended up in a taxi and coming in half an hour late -__________________-
Wahpiang eeeeehhhhh. Almost 30bucks poof!
So, It's another better day :D
More conversations with the dudes in my class. Awesome \m/
Tomorrow, my class will be dancing to Para Para Sakura for our 'BE got talent'. I don't understand why must we join it in the first place. Hopefully, people won't see me :s
That malay-looking guy should stop doing the swit(? sweet?) thingy and start remembering my name ! He's gonnabe the class representation siaaa. PFFT ! M A H I R A H. Is that for effing hard to remember or pronounce? Sheesh, bingit je. hahahaa.
Kay, I think I wanna make cute cards for SLs and then sleep.
OHHHYAAAA ! While returning from school, I took train. I was too tired uh, and so I slept. LIKE RAMBUT SEMUE COVERING MY FACE kind of sleeping. hahhaha. And guess what? When I woke up, I was at Bedok and heading towards Joo Koon and not Pasir Ris. Which means, I missed the stop. WTFFFF, luckily nobody knows. These SIngaporeans also another problem, didn't wake me up. hahahhaa. Nonetheless, I reached kinda early today. 7pm (earliest so farrrr) HAHAH
Can't wait to start proper lessons :D

Omg, people. Stop playing the 'everyday Im shuffling ' song. It's annoying cause it never leaves from my head.
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I'm veryvery glad that my class is slowly communicating. FINALLY ! hahahaha.
So found out that the dude is pure chinese and I stalked him and I think he already has a girlfriend. Waahpiang eh! hahahaha. Anyway, todayyyy the dudes in my class are finally talking to me. What took you so long, man? We had like competitions and were divided into 3. Must have a girl in a group each (This rule created by 1B01's SL) Then dudes came up to me and asked me whether I wanna join them or not. Cute kan? ^^ Best part, I had to reject another group. Kay, stop it siaa prasan famous! Hahaha but I'm truly honoured. :D So after the competitions, immediately I could sense that we're close to each other already. I went back home with them, yknow! Big jump for a little girl like me.  I went to school with shuttle bus and omgggg, the queue was loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooog but it only took 30mins? And I was 30mins early, imagine that!
Ohyaa, the malay-looking guy. He so the prangai like matrepzxzx. hahaha. No la, He's lively-er but he don't hangs out with the whole class. So sodeeeeh. Whiler having lunch, he was sitting opposite me and you know what did he do? HE did the swit(sweet? the one mats make the sound using their mouth to call out people instead of their names? ya, that one) at me. "nice? ^^ " LOL, I was like 'Nice nice' then it turned out like nbfiueqwbf and he asked me again and I rolled my eyes, couldn't help it with his kening and smile.
 Today, going RWS yeah yeah ^^
And my class is gonna do the para para dance on 'BE got talent'. SIAN, cause everyone couldn't cooperate to come out with an idea  -________________-
That's all, enjoy the pictures of my nerdiest and uncoolest class!
Shit, I can't upload. Need picasa.
I'll post up some other time then.

OMG,what to wear to RWS?!

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My first day of Orientation is super dead. Award goes to my class which doesn't have any life at all. Everytime we're supposed to cheer, we'll go "crick crick". Haiyaaaaaaaa, why like that ? :(
Did 3e3'10 started of like that ? If I'm not wrong, we did right ? We didn't contribute the cheers,right? So meaning, there might be a chance somewhere along the line, we'll bond together like how united e3 were. Pray very very hard. I woke up very early to bath and prepare myself. I missed the bus -_________-
Paiseyy je, I ran all the way. PFFT! I've been selected for some miss/mr BE. Which they took picture of each representative. Walaoweeeey, I had to go. Kalau lawa takpe jgak. I went. So the pictures will be uploaded to fb for voting. OMG! 0.0
Confirm kental. Double confirm! hahahhaa (we are singaporeans, much?)
I did it cause I wanted to be supporting and Guess what, my class isn't the supporting type :((
Anyway, I literally waved at my classmates. And I saw this cute ( maybe not cute la, attractive guy) and hesmiled and waved back. Wahhhhhh*melts
Then when asked his name, it doesn't sound anything like Malay. And so, he's a tanned skin goodlooking chinese(?).
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
For all I know, he's one year older andandand he's effing strong. We were playing the 'arranging ourselves' game on the chairs, he grabbed my hand like waaapiang ehhhh! HAHAH.
He didn't give me his fb email add :( Nevermind, tomorrow I'll stalk him ^^
We're going be classmates for 3 years anyway so he can't run. hahahahaha.EVILLLLLLLL much. I wanna find a guybestfriend, period! okay, mission starts now. Oh, my class = 20 people. 2 malay (a girl = me and boy). 5 foreigners (?) which are from China, Vietnam and Myanmar. The vietnamese is hot but blur like errrrrm, my former classmate. Sungguh wasted!
WILL BE GOING TO ResortWorldSentosa on this WEDNESDAY. I ♥ NP ( part ni jer ♥)


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Today will be my orientation. OMG, scary but hey, Imma try to make new friends :D
Im H A P P Y! Cause good things are coming to me. Yeah right, I paid for it -.-
And And my tangan so gatal, I feel like buying more clothes. SHITass man. Ive got enough clothes already but I cannot tahan! URGH, really cant tahan :(
MY GIRL'S HORMONES ARE INVADING EVERY PART OF ME!
When can I own this room? I wanna renovate it. I'll have a bigger closet. And a bed. Currently, Im sleeping like korean style, on the floor. -_________________-
Alright, I have nothing to update about my boring Sunday.
Just that I re-watched Wild Child again.
Okayyyyyyyyy, will be meeting a lot of cinonehh later. Baik, I can blend in also. Maybe after bleaching myself.




This is so last season but Emma Stones, with blonde hairs looks awesomely gorgeous. ♥♥♥ tu jer.
HAHA. k bye

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Went to my school and my parents and I were late. Haha and everyone thought I was the late one, we all guessed it wrong. My mum too busy with her korean soap drama and my dad didn't tell that he wanted to go get breakfast first. So the director was busy talking and my dad passed me his phone to log in into the school's wireless. Tengok tu, Orang kasih ceramah pasal anak nyer future dier boleh main game. Pfft !
So well, I'm mostly gonna do boys' work. Which is awesome, to me at least. I've always wanted to do boys' work cause I think its hot. Not that I think I'm hot, EEEEWWWW no. kay bye.
So I think I'll be talking a lot to lecturers. One came up to me, weird enough. Another, I sense will be calling up my name in lectures cause it is so easy to remember. AND OMG, I miss Mr L, my babyy :(
Cause there's this lecturer who is also lembut like him and the pronounciations. BUT he's old so I'm still gonna stick to my Mr L. I miss you, Mr L.

Kay, question : Why would a father be killing his daughter's friends or anyone who's close to her?
Isn't it stuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid?
Answer : Ohya, I forgot he's pscyo.
SO I asked and answered my own question while watching Super Psyco 2 on Mtv. It's so bloody, I didn't know 'super sweet sixteen' produced this kind of movies.
By the way, I've told my mum that I wanna go back to my religious class. SHE SAID NO. OMG, WTH?!
Mak maner buat macam gini? Well, partly because I've missed 3 months almost 4 so if I were to go back, she have to pay school fees eventhough I didn't attend. Prangai, much.
And I told her I wanna graduate cause apparently, my school have to go through secondary 5 but my mum insisted that secondary 4 is enough. Haiyo, I'm so disapointed in you, mother. hahahahaha

A phrase from my Current addiction : They keep me thinking that we almost had it all. ♥♥

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I know I just posted an entry just now. But hell, I feel so cheated.
Not because of a boy. Okay, maybe there's a boy but it's not about relationships.
But just what ?  By my own friends. HAH.
omg, sucha loser.
:'(
I can't believe I thought this "thing" was over.

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I think I'm going to spend a lot of my time alone. Well, I mean like I'm going to MIA from people. But I think I'm still gonna update my blog. It's been there for me. HAHAH. This sounds ridiculous but yeah, sometimes whatever I typed here I feel like I'm gonna be judged but nevermind that. You can forget but it. Imma say what I have to and want to. :)

Today, I'll be heading down to school. Just gonna follow my parents for a talk in school. I must say I'm not looking forward for my orientation. I hate playing Ice-breaker. Gosh, call me anti-social but I rather make friends my own way. Currently, watching another soap drama. And what's the biggie is that, I'm going through the same thing the girl is going through except that I'm not cool like her. HAHA. "It's like she's the white version of me" Anyway, I didn't cook. I lied. I didn't make the effort also, heeh. I was busying downloading software to my lappy for school and I was busying making ribbon for fun. I saw one of the softwares taht I'll have to use, it includes 3D stuffs. OMG, it's like DnT. Help :(

I think I'm gonna tell my mum today that I'll be going to my religious class. I've been missing for what? 3 months? And I have yet to collect my certificate. I missed going to classes and I feel so sinful.haizzzzz. My Mum and I were in the living room just now.

Mum : *reads news about 12 year old girl who went missing *
            Eh, 12 tahun tapi tinggi! 1.6
            Adik, you berape?
Me : 154. *ignores*
Mum :  Eh, cannot be. Oh wait, 154? Adik, ni dier 12 tahun dik tapi 1.6.
Me : Biar la. Dier ikut mak bapak dier. You tgk la my ibu sendiri, pendek. HAHA
Mum : *pretends not to hear *
BURNNNNNN !

It's true. She tried but failed. HAHAHAHHAA. I should be singing "I got this from ma mama" to her, right? HAHA. My mother, my mother.
Alright, till then.

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So far, this is the earliest post that I've blogged about since God knows when. Hi :D
Yesterday, I woke up early ( I KNOW RIGHT! ) to accompany V to her school. Aren't I such a sweetheart! :D Basically, felt awkward around since it's not my school. We waited for hours and then got to know that Causeway Point hasn't finish it's renovation. PFFT, my niat yang baik and suci gone. POOF. Bloody renovations. -_____________________________-
Went to my school to pick up my tshirt. OMG, seriously me no likey the colour very much but what to doooooo. haha. AND, I finally can lose weight cause my school contains a lot of long-distance walking and climbing up the slope. To get back home, I have to take the overhead bridge. AWESOME ! -.-
So, I think I need to bring extra clothes cause I'll perspire like jksbhgfiuwsfb and need to buy a Gigantic bottle of perfume. Just in case. HEH.
Imagine, I'm perspiring then came a group of good-looking guys. Haiyaaaaaa, wa mau hide behind bushes sia like that! (My school surrounded by plants, what do you expect?! )
And kan, kan, I saw like a grop of guys uh. Skin colour mixture. I thought they were malays and chinese. Then I heard all of them talking in THAI. WTFFFFFF, waaahpiang eh. They cheat my feelings sia. HAHA.
Anyway, was supposed to meet a friend but he made me pissed. Dude, you're messing with the wrong girl okayy. I'm not the kind who's gonna wait for you and be nice to you and apologise when I'm harsh. It's just the way I am. You ticked me off, I'll walk away. _|_
Annoying Guys in Cyber World who :
1. asked you everything then a few months later, asked the same questions. -__________-
2. asked for your number but you didn't want to give and then, he stopped chatting with you. (first time chat kinda thing, kental siaaa)
3. added you up and asked, 'Do I know you?' WTFFFFFFFFFFFF?!

SERIOUSLY?! Why don't you just shoot me ?
okaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, today → TOWN + FRIENDS + MONEY + SHOPPING = MADNESS.
Wanna listen to mj12  :)


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OH MY GOD. I'm so glad, God created these cute adorable creatures. These babies could almost be my weakness. Not that I owned any of these babies :(
 I will, in future. I missed having a pet so badly. Haiya, depressed already.
Yesterday, I didnt cook cause I was kind of lazy and wet market doesn't really sell fresh goods on Mondays. So I think I'll cook on some other day. Today, I'm going out. Cross fingers, I won't be late. Heh.
I heard Some PEOPLE started their first day of school today. I'm still having another week of crawling-around-on-the-floor-because-there's-nothing-else-to-do holiday. I'm terrified because I bet first day of school is gonna be like :
1. People seating far away from each other.
2. People talks for awhile then the silence came back
3. People judge you before even knowing you ( Nothing new, right?)
I think if girls stares at me and rolls their eyes, Imma be like flipping my hair back and forth in her face. PFFT! Alright, I need to chill. And I have finally watched HarryPotter. Takes me so long, ugh. I'm so outdated. I think Imma sleep in early today :)

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I think I'm being ridiculous, again. I mean, What's new? Me, always being paranoid and ridiculous. Right, I feel some how heartbroken. I have no idea what's it all about. I'm not being emo but this pain is both coming from physically and emotionally. Or maybe, it's only mentally. HAHAHAA.
Had an awesome mini outing with Valerie. She accompanied me to collect my pay. Surprisingly, the new Charles&Keith building is very classy. Very much like GossipGirl's apartments. Omg, I think I watched too much drama. Anyway, I finished watching GossipGirl too! Yeayyyyyyy. Next drama series please. Okay, my pay is sooooooo little. I'm so freaking pissed! Bitch fit! But according to my Dad, 'Alhamdullilah, dapat duit'. Still, haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Alright people, I'm going out with A and S today. May the weather be good to us and may my money stay intact in my bank account. Heh ~
I think I'm update my blog more often but who cares, Only I read it. I declared. HAHAHHAA, This is what normal people call 'self stalking' but I shall say it's to 'know myself better'. Sesungguhnya aku sedang merepek, okay bye.

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Shall make a quickie one. I've been watching Glee season 2 and oh God, I'm addicted for sure. Luckily, there isn't any episode left. Yeap, I finished watching it today. I think Santana is hot but that's a pity, Sam and Quinn looked cute-r together and that Puckerman should be with me instead (her jelly isn't as awesome as mine, Puck. ) :D
Right, dream on!
I had a lot of chocolates at home so I decided to experiment with it. I double boiled white chocolate and I dipped apples in it. Awesome but I think it's better with dark chocolate eventhough I haven't tried it yet. But heyyyy, it was an experiement anyway so I've lost nothing except for the fact I overboiled the first batch of white chocolates. I had a record breaker, I woke up at 3pm today. I'm as stunned as you are, honey. Today's plan : watch another season of another series and pick up my items from AMK. I'm too lazy to go since it's so far and I know NOBODY would wanna follow me cause it's late but I have to for the sake of some of my noiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey customers ( JUST KIDDING, Thank you for supporting ♥ )

What do you do when your good isn't good enough ?

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The Anugerah's sneakpeek has been released on Suria and everytime it's being played, I'll laughed at the very same thing. " Harapan saya untuk menang anugerah " HAHAHAHAHAHA.
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No, you are not close to me so don't you go around acting like we were bestfriends. Get away and get a life. Please and Thank you.
Addiction for the day : Gangsta luv
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Hi, it's 2+ am and I'm still up, waiting for Glee episode to upload. Sentosa today, I haven't pack. I have no mood. I lost my babyblue studs. I'm starting to really think that I have no friends. I mean, close friends yeah but literally, no other friends. Like am I really that anti-social? Alright, don't answer that. Nobody reads my blog, I wait too long for notifications to pop out in fb and omg, I feel like shooting myself to death.
So, I think I'm gonna blog about my past. Me. Since small, I don't have much friends. But I do have a good memory so I easily remember the tiny things about my friends. Kindergarten, I have this pretty bestfriend. I have no idea how she looklike now, what's she like now and I really wonder if she still remembers me. Aqilah. The girl with an Arabic face. Primary school. I went around a lot. Jumping from cliques to cliques. Girls, always fighting. I disappear here and there often. People wouldn't realise anyway cause I'm invisible. Thankfully, before graduating I met Amalina, Amira and Seha. And these days, to plan for an outing is really difficult. I'm really tired of people not being able to attend a mini gathering at times. Feels like our friendship is not important to you. :( Nevermind, I get it if you think your boyfriend is your first priority. Like hey, what's new?
Secondary, again, Invisible. Come in six, out in pieces. Six as in the six G's. Gosh, secondary was dramatic too. I can't believe girls fought for immature guys. I'm ashamed of myself. Haha. Flirting for secondary students were kind of the IN thing. Precisely, why some bitch about others, huh. Some girls stand out in the crowd cause they just have it all. Popularity, Teacher's pet, Guys. Pretty much all except for the brains. At that point when you were too busy hanging around, having so fun, "we were mugging for our O's." Paying attention in class. Crying eventhough it's just a test ( Well, at least for me ) See, the difference? I'm grateful that I did Okay.
So, this year.. I really hope to make a lot of friends. Like seriously. I hope to do well in my studies too. Alright, if I were to continue it'll never end. Plus, who the hell would read this anyway.
I editted so much till it's 3am. Wow -_______________-

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