Hi, it's 2+ am and I'm still up, waiting for Glee episode to upload. Sentosa today, I haven't pack. I have no mood. I lost my babyblue studs. I'm starting to really think that I have no friends. I mean, close friends yeah but literally, no other friends. Like am I really that anti-social? Alright, don't answer that. Nobody reads my blog, I wait too long for notifications to pop out in fb and omg, I feel like shooting myself to death.
So, I think I'm gonna blog about my past. Me. Since small, I don't have much friends. But I do have a good memory so I easily remember the tiny things about my friends. Kindergarten, I have this pretty bestfriend. I have no idea how she looklike now, what's she like now and I really wonder if she still remembers me. Aqilah. The girl with an Arabic face. Primary school. I went around a lot. Jumping from cliques to cliques. Girls, always fighting. I disappear here and there often. People wouldn't realise anyway cause I'm invisible. Thankfully, before graduating I met Amalina, Amira and Seha. And these days, to plan for an outing is really difficult. I'm really tired of people not being able to attend a mini gathering at times. Feels like our friendship is not important to you. :( Nevermind, I get it if you think your boyfriend is your first priority. Like hey, what's new?
Secondary, again, Invisible. Come in six, out in pieces. Six as in the six G's. Gosh, secondary was dramatic too. I can't believe girls fought for immature guys. I'm ashamed of myself. Haha. Flirting for secondary students were kind of the IN thing. Precisely, why some bitch about others, huh. Some girls stand out in the crowd cause they just have it all. Popularity, Teacher's pet, Guys. Pretty much all except for the brains. At that point when you were too busy hanging around, having so fun, "we were mugging for our O's." Paying attention in class. Crying eventhough it's just a test ( Well, at least for me ) See, the difference? I'm grateful that I did Okay.
So, this year.. I really hope to make a lot of friends. Like seriously. I hope to do well in my studies too. Alright, if I were to continue it'll never end. Plus, who the hell would read this anyway.
I editted so much till it's 3am. Wow -_______________-

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