Hi. Im like superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr excited. Cause I practically just found my new stalking victim's fb. ^^
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, I just died. hahahaha
Okay, I shall control. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I cant. HAHAHA.
Okayy okayy, serious.

I went Jb on Saturday. Watched two movies. Kungfu Panda 2 3D & Pirates of the Caribbean 3.
Awesome. Can you believe that Cartoons can make me tear? Haha, what's new?
So my parents were buying the tickets and I was in between them. MENYELIT ! Ya, anyway there were few seats left and the 4seats were only at the front. It's either center or the right front. My mum and dad were arguing too much when I saw the center front seats suddenly changed its colour ( taken ).
We had no choice but to take the right ones. -___________________-
I swear my parents are very kecoh, the girl in the counter there laughed. Alamak, story of my life la sgtsgt.
Second movie ended like 10+ so after praying, we went to PandanCity. I bought my cap. Happy Happy ^^
Anddd best part, I tried today and it felt a bit tight. I think my head grew over the night. HAHAHAH.
Watched JB's : Never say never. Inspiring. But then, after looking at some photos, the inspiration was gone. WHAT CRAP AM I TALKING ABOUT ALSO IDK.
Time to sleeeeppp.

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I have a confession.
I have a 'monster-hungry-at-night' syndrome. It's like I'll get effing hungry at night. Now, it's happening again. Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, gemukkkkkkkk. Anyway, celebrated my classmate's birthday at pizza hut at BTP and were late.
:/
Other than thatttt, I want to complain. I had my bad day last two days. The sandal I was using suddenly snapped when I came out of the lift. I had to drag my feet to my IS class. Was one minute late and everyone stared at me la, I dragging my feet mahhhhhhh. So I was so annoyed, I went to toilet bare footed and even when I have to do presentation. I walked bare footed also to busstop. Then managed to borrow my classmate's slipper for awhile while I went to Clementi Mall to find a new slipper or sandal. I met my former manager also ^^
Yeahhhhhhhhh, I bought a black slipper at BATA. Omg, it's been soo long since I last bought shoes in Bata. I know kental righttttttttttttttttttttttt but I swear it doesn't look like Bata material. Cause it's nice ?
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HI, finally I can get through Blogger. I dont know why but these past 2 or 3 days, I couldnt log in nor see my dashboard. pfft ~
SO FINALLY !

Anyway, I was so happy yesterday. I NAMPAK MAMBANG I ^^
Took the same bus togethergether, yknow. I loikeeee. Okayy -____________-
He looked so chinese suddenly. HAHAHA. Kayy, I can go back to emo zone now.
The past few days, been continuously watching full house. Now, just 2 episodes away from ending :(
Ohya, 24may I cabut from sup. class. The whole gang went to eat MacDs cause one person is craving for it. Hahah. United benorr. Afterwards, we visited one of the guys house at Yishun. It's landed property and it's effing 5 storeys and in front of his house is already the swimming pool. Damn rich orrrrr whuuattttt ?!
24may was also my mum's birthday.
I wanted to update bloggy but blogger was acting likka asshole.
So yeah, Happy Belated Birthday MUM ♥♥♥
Yknow, ever since I've joined poly.
I've become closer to mum.
I'll always miss my mum.
Maybe it's because I usually come back late.
Maybe it's because my sister already engaged now.
But I miss her even to the extent she's only in the other room of the house.
Yes, that weird.
I'll get upset when I dont get to see my mum before she goes to work.
Omg, Im becoming a baby again 0.0
Hahaha. AWKWARDDDDD ~

Yeah, anyway I went to dinner with family yesterday.
I went to meet my sister before that to search for my mum's birthday gift. I swear it was freaking hard to find a present for her. We went to tangs then Paragon then Taka. After rounds and rounds and rounds, I think even the sales girls also gave up on us, we went back to Paragon. I picked the colour. V.niceeeeeeee, I loike.
Afterwards, we bought her a top also in Far east Plaza and no, it's not the cheap cheap one. It's from the boutique shops there. Effing exxxxxxxxxx lorrh. Then ate Breeks with family. No mood to eat also have to eat.
People thought my sister and I are friends. No surprise la, people say I looked matured and our faces are not alike. It's quite funny, yknow. Sometimes, our characters are alike. Like how I say something and it comes out wrong and I just made a fool out of myself? That's what my sister always do too. Hahaha. ANd fuck, I totally forgot to take back the wrapping paper. I left it at Breeks. AND IT WAS A FREAKING NICE WRAPPING PAPER SIOL. Tsk ~
Okayyy la, I should be sleeping. Tomorrow I.S. liaoooooo, I = DIE !
Sometimes, I dont like it when the guys dont really mix around with me just because Im malay. WHAT?! MY EYES NOT CHINESE ENOUGH FOR YOU, IS IT? _|_
Nevermind, Bear with it. I'll tell them soon.

Ps; I read my old entries. My english = AWESOME -.-
My attitude = still the same = STALKER.
ALSO SYIOK SENDIRI MESTI PERLU! HAHAHAHHAA. I remembered almost every part of it. HAHHAHAA, funny shit.

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I'll just make this a quick one.
Saturday, went to town. MUAHAHAHA, finally.
I went there alone. Met my IS friends. Supposed to watch movie but all tickets were sold out. Decided to chill and hang around. Afterwards, they went to other places. I, on the other hand, stayed. So alone, I went shopping at Flea market and Far east Plaza. I bought a top, short jeans, hairband, belt and it was under 40bucks. A'ah siol a'ah. I think my IS friend made me addicted to that 'ah ah siol ah ah' and best part, he's chinese. Hahahah. Damn rich la. He bought a freaking huge longchamp bag and birkenstock then both he used it straight away. Okayyy, so yeah. I was roaming around town alone. I thought scary since a lot of youths like to hang around there but Im still in one piece. No one disturbed me, for sure. Saper la nak kacau si ugly duckling ni ? Happy happy. Oh, i tried the short jeans. Eff, it was my freaking size but damn, it's huge. Like it drops -____________________- FML. I have to wear around my hips with belt. Sian ~

Sunday, went out to Suntec for BTC project. We went there to just take a picture together. THAT'S ALL ! Hahaha. We went separate ways afterwards and I decided to buy my Marie tee at Uniqlo. FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK THHHHEEEEEEEEEEEE WORLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDDDDD, my marie tee was out of stock. I tell you, I was pissed. Still am also. And its not only one outlet yknow. Its like the whole Singapore that is out of stock. KNN. Sabar sabar, there will be more Marie tee somehow sometime later. GSS GSS. Im going insane spending my money like im donating. Hahaa.
Okay, Im sleepy. Watching Full House again ^^

Ps: Elle Fanning (sister of Dakota Fanning) is effing gorgeous and so is her sister. Damn, they're skinny and pretty. Okayy, I think I can go to the emo zone now and cry.

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I'm pissed. :/
Why aren't anyone replying my text?! sheesh ~
Nevermind, macam dah biase gitu. Anyway, today was a good day. Except for the part when nobody reply my messages. My classmates and I, we're getting closer I guess. Good stuffs to hear.
I feel like empty tonight. Didn't eat much for dinner also. Ate shaker fries and ice cream, that's fattening enough. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, please reply. I'm freaking sleepy.
I guess, Imma hearing some emo songs then pray afterwards, sleep.
My classmates said Im showing my true colours. And it took me 5weeks. 3 more weeks to common test and I still am clueless about IREB, BTC and RER. Okayy soon, time to cheong uh.

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KNN. I wanted to upload pictures of my sister's engagement but her multiply is acting up like a bsdfiugaisbn. So yeah. And HI, for IS module. We went to visit National Museum, I don't know how many times I've been there. But I can visit anytime for freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Main purpose was to get inspiration and give a extemporaneous speech afterwards. My life was so fucked up cause I had to give my speech first. Damn, I hate it a lot cause I did stammer and gave a few awkward pauses. Hahaha. FML. But I still got a B grade. Okayy can, I don't mind :D
Bancho released a new video ^^

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, now I have nothing to blog about. Sheesh ~
I don't think I'll be re-auditioning for NRA again. I had a blast making a fool out of myself. HAHAH.
I wonder if he got in. He = the cute/humble/damn pro guy.
♥
I want to shop since GSS is starting like any moment now. Have to control though. Me = shopping ? No control. I'll spend a lot but I end up not using any of them. Hahhaa, typical sia prangai. Anyway, I think I wanna be like Cassie in her 'long way to go' video. Damn, these guys. Maybe if you were to cover your body with a piece of cloth and I'll probably be your friend if not, JANGAN HARAP. -_______________-
I think I'll need to do my presentation later x\
DIE. DIE.
I'm a loner, I want to migrate to find an angmoh or maybe a korean boyfriend. HAHA.
I think I've bullshitted enough.
I want to karaoke. that was random?

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Hi. Finally, my sister's engagement is over.
The day before my mom, sis ( only did the decoration part ) and I did the icing part for the cupcakes. I swear, I was tired. I finished at 6pm so I reached home at 7+. I did the icing till I couldn't help myself but to lay down on the floor. Not to mention, I was very high. Very sleepy. ZzzzzZzZzzZzzz

Today was her engagement. Had H to come and fix her hair. I got ready almost at the same time as my sister did. So it was hard cause, I was doing my face and they forced me to do her's first. Awkward much cause I don't know how to put make up on other's face. But, can la. My sister looked pretty la. Her braces spoiled the whole picture if she were to open her mouth. HAHAHA.
Omg, my face complexion is like vkusdfgbksjn. I'm getting bumps everywhere. :\
Now, I feel so ugh-geee-leeee.

Met A for awhile. Basically, I was out of breath and saliva cause I did my story-telling about my life for the past month within an hour. My voice jadi like karatzzzz siaa. haha. Okayy, I want to shleeep. My eyes are like -.- (forever)
and I wouldn't want to be late again. OMG, I want to pindah please. :(
I very the jealous when I see Pretty skinny people. FML FML FML.
BLOGGER ASSHOLE wouldn't want me to upload pictures so takecare.

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It's been quite some time since my last update.
So, let me see what happened in my life these past few days. No wonder I can't remember anything. Hahaha.
Kayy, let me see..I slept over at my aunt's place. I was pretty much suffering cause of loneliness there. I couldn't use my lappy cause my relatives forgot their internet password. hahahahha sian ~ But I did entertained myself by watching 'Just go with it'. I reached school an hour early on Thursday. Erm, too scared to be late again. Friday, the 13th. I had to stay back alone cause I was going for NRA auditions. It was pretty much a "FML" day for me. Suay ? idk. My lappy died. My phone died. Auditions? I pretty much screwed up. I forgot the steps. My coordinations was like all over the place. Needless to say, my freestyle? I didn't even know what I was doing. HAHAHAHA. Even someone pointed it out that I looked lost. Of course I am. I don't even have any dance background. I did gain experience though. Anddddd I met this guy. Omg, so cuteeeeeeeee. I thought he was kidding when he said his name was Jason. Damn, you looked like a fair skinned malay dude. Ironic much, it was friday the 13th and I met a guy named Jason. Hahaha. Geddit geddit ? okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Today, I just slept my way through. I woke up at 11 and watched tv. Life was too boring at 1pm so I decided to sleep again. The next thing I knew, it was already 5pm. HAHAHA. I slept like a pig.
Yeay -____________________-
Oh, I watched Senjakala, a malay horror movie. Not so scaryy but the guy's not bad ^^
OhmyGod, I want my girl hormones to stop immediately !
CANT.STOP.LOOKING.AT.GOODLOOKING.GUYS.
Tomorrow, A is going help out with baking. My sister is going to get engaged! but she's acting like she's the princess _|_
The engagement will be a small one though so precisely why I haven't invited anyone.
That's all.

PS: I like guys with swag. ^^

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Oh my god. Seriously, I wanted to finish up my tutorial homework but the thing is that, I know which law to apply (Principals of Law) but I just don't know how to answer it in a sentence/paragraph form. Ugh, it's like doing 'Amath' starting all over again. :'(
It's sad sometimes because I want to listen in tutorial lessons when the lecturers are explaining but the way they talk sometimes, make me want to commit suicide. Yes, that bad.
So today I came in like 15 minutes late but I asked someone to sign for me. I don't know whether she did sign or not. Hehehe. I'm not used to waking up early in the morning. :(
And it truly suck cause my school isn't within walking distance. HAIYA.
Thursday is like the most important day that I can't miss. There's already a scar in the attendance sheet so I decided that this week Imma sleepover at my auntie's house at BP there. Plus, tomorrow I might be going for the BE society meeting and it freaking ends at 9pm. :S
Like I said, still not used to the timing.
Today, the first time having my 3hrs break day. Imma be DVDs just in case. And after school, heading down to meet some of my classmates. :D
It's been a long time. So yeah, that's for today !

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My hair is still Long. Cause I haven't freaking go to the salon.
Saturday, went to Jb. Main purpose = CUT MY HAIR.
Watched Fast&Furious5. AWESOME ! It's not the girls or guys with muscles that are sexy. It's the freaking cars. I'm like melts melts*
Funny, I think that the cars are sexier than the men.

I couldn't understand why in Malaysia, this types of movies are rated m18. It doesn't make sense. Most of the scenes are like CrashCrashcrash then Kisskiss and a bit of the F word but still, their rating is ridiculous la. Singapore's rating probably PG sia. STUUUUUUUUPS -_______________-
Well, it doesn't make any difference with their people's behaviour anyway.
Came across this Auntie. She bought 10 of the peeled coconut and instead of putting 2 containers in one plastic bag, she put one each. Mind you, it was a 'No plastic bags' day. Then when people voiced out, she said 'I'm Singaporean, you know'
Bitch sia the attitude. This auntie stupid is it?! So What?! There are other Singaporeans too, at least we behave and don't show off. Omg, please la. No wonder sometimes bad things happened to Singaporeans when thy're there. You're the reason why we are uninvited -.-
I feel so insecure whenever I go to Malaysia because unlike Malay guys in SG they look at you only, Malaysian guys they look at you, comment on you, make sounds as you walk pass just to attract attention. At this happened in a FREAKING wet market! ZzzZzzzZzzz.
At least one is not bad la. Hahaha, okayy.

Yesterday, went to buy ingredients for baking. My sister's engagement is sooooonnnnn. Sian ~ hahaha, prangai. Then visited my Granddaddy at hospital. He sooo cute. Hahaha. But Mum says he's in between two worlds. So that's why he's unable to tell us. Visited Granny afterwards, she fell ill also. :(
Watched Big Momma :D
Ate dinner with family. Ice cream = sooo sodapppppppppppppppppp.
So now, I'm still with my long hair. Waiting for the right day and time to cut it.
I don't how much longer it's gonna take.
NRA called about the audition :S
I soooo scareddddd ~
Okayy, for now. I need my bed/mattress and my pillows.
M♥rning.

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Hi. I very the lazy want to update you knowww. Hahah.
I've been marked absent due to my lateness. -______________________-
Nevermind. I shall put many alarms on my phone for every Thursday morning then. Tsk !
Yesterday, I was doing my powerpoint slide presentation on my lappy outside. I sat on the floor then put my lappy on a kiddy stool. Then I felt something on my leg. I swear, I felt something and caught a glimpse of something. I stood up la quickly.

Me : Ibu, ibu. Ader bende tadi kat my kaki !
Mom : Perasaan you la.
Me : Betul, I tau la. I nampak bende !
Then underneath my stool, I put an A4 size paper. I saw something behind it.
Me : Eeeeeee, ibu ! eeeeee !
Ibu : Aper dier?!
Me : KAT BAWAH PAPER!!!!! Lipas! ( I always got confused)
Bro : Cicak la.
My bro touched the paper, and the lizard ran around like high speed zoomzoom. My mom and I were screaming like mad. Funny shit ~ Cause my mom = safe. Sitting On a Chair mahh. I was sitting on the floor and the effing lizard touched my effing leg laaaa. Walaoweeyyyyy ~

Anyway, I caught the movie. The roommate. I have a big potential of becoming an obsessive person like her. But not to the extreme of killing or hurting people la. Hurt only emotionally. Physically, not really.
Ohyaaa, there's this China girl in my class who wears a Wig. Duh, fucking obvious much. I don't understand how people can't notice or wouldn't wanna believe that it's true. So yeah, and some overheard about it. I'm just merely telling the truth la. Then she asked me, who knows? and if I tell anybody.

Girl, why would I wanna hide and why should you? Just because you say you don't like your hair? Please la, my effing hair is damaged and I don't wear wigs. Yeah, I hate my hair a lot. But I'm gonna do something about it soon. So what if the class knows you're wearing a wig? What's the biggie? So, don't look at me like I've messed up your life okayyy? KNN.

I was staring at myself in the mirror just now. For around one hour plus, maybe? WTF, right? I looked at myself. I hate this. I hate that. Ew, I'm fat. Typical teen drama. Then I looked closely. I pushed up my nose and then I squashed it. I tried to see which will look better and I realised my bawang nose is already nice. It goes well with my face. Basically, what I'm trying to say is that, God created our face like the way they are for a reason and I'm satisfied with my face except for pimples and tanned and oily. Other than that, I'm satisfied so ladies, you are beautiful in your own way. Experience it for yourself, stare in the mirror. See what you'll notice. You might just fall in love with yourself. Righttt -.-
 I'm nervous about my upcoming audition :\

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Emo day for me. Mistake, emo night for me. Anyway, school's like school. I was almost late ! Lucky, lecturer didn't mark attendance first. Funny cause my classmate was an hour late. And most of the guys were willing to help him. Excuse = he was there but went to the toilet. Lecturer actually bought it! Sickest excuse ever. Well, the stupid things we do to keep our grades up. :D
Another lecture is like plain boring. Deadly, very deadly ! Too boring to even talk about it.
I made a new friend who's supposed to be in my class but joined another cause she felt like our class was quiet. Now, she feels fucked up to leave the other class.
So, Imma share something to you. It's two guy from my class.
One, just cut his hair. Did the mohawk style. Dyed his hair. He thought it was black but turned out to be red light traffic colour. Neeh, just kidding only burgundy. Funny shit ~
Another, Irritating much. Always remind me how damaged my hair is even though I'm a bit fucked up about it myself. Likes to mess up my hair, in fact everyone's hair. Also, always in his own world
 -__________________-
So yeah, both were classmates in secondary school. Damn lucky la. I don't even have any friends who knows me. As in like can see through me. ya, it's just the starting of school but shouldn't some at least like know how I'm like?  Rightttt. 3 years to go.
JLo = sexy, hot, gorgeous and adorable. Seen her latest MV. OMG, so pretty!
Afterwards, I caught another episode of Glee and continue watching some random videos of how guys asked their girls to prom. I'll share the two sweetest/surprising video, okayyy ?


My reaction same as the annoying recorder's action. ♥♥
  

Creative much. ♥♥

Yeah, now you know why I'm all emo-ed up. Very very depressing although I'm smiling like a madcow. HAHAHA
Okay kidds, that's for today :D
Shit, 8am class 0.0

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Hi, whazsup !
Been doing a lot of things lately or maybe I was just plain lazy to update my dead blog. ZzzzZZzzzzZZzzz
Anyway, I went to see my granddaddy in the hospital and Gosh, he looks as if he can dissolve into the bed. If you cover him up with the blanket, you won't even realised he's there. He's suffering and it's so sad to see him like that :'(
So my room has been cleaned up. My mum and I did some cleaning on May Day. Awesome! Now, my room is like more spacious. We had the day to ourselves cause afterwards, we went to Tampines to collect my repaired bag and trained to Expo. My mum can beeee so kanchong man! She saw the mattress on sale and she literally, asked me to hurry up -_____________________- Singaporeans. Kiasu.
And Today, for the first time ever. I wore my red hat to school. Cute, righttttt ? hahaha. I mean I can't hide forever, so why not start now? Yes, I don't look like I'm going to school but that's just me. I dress to express. Especially, I'm not the socialised kinda person.
Senior malay guys bully my class sia just now. You lucky I let you off since you say I'm pretty. HAHA, not ! Next time, I should have just flipped my hair and walkaway.

Met A and S on Saturday for Branch or Lunch. Went to eighteen chefs again after a looooong time. I think that's the only place we'll always go. A lot of giggling and laughing. Forever la, these girls. I embarrassed myself by dropping my tissue into my lemon tea and it was like only half empty. Sheeessh ~
Other than that, we had fun. It's always 3. 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3, omg, I'm getting bored of this number already.
Anywayy, I would like to personally thank Syahirah for treating us. Omg, so nice of you that I forgotten to pay you. Thanks, again. And My sakit perut tapi bukan kat perut but atas dier, dah baik :D
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