Marie ♥

MMD

seventeen
and lost in reality

Monday, 25 July 2011 @ 21:35

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I dont feel like home is home anymore but I guess I still have to stick around.
I shall be positive even though it suck like hell.
:D
I remembered that day I was so pissed at my sister that I put 'such a bitch' at my msn pm.
I mean seriously, I wanted to use the small light in our room also cannot. She wanted me to off it cause she wanted to sleep. WTF, I think she lost part of her memory because the last time I checked, she wouldnt even care to use the small light when I wanted to sleep and I had school the next day. WALAOWEYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Tak ke prangai tu ? -___________________________-
So, Im starting my revision and it kinda suck cause when I wanted to do notes, I realised I had to do notes for the whole book too.
I cannot focus in lectures anymore without dozing off or fidgetting with my handphone.
sheesh ~
Then hmmmm, he is no longer entertain me. HAHAAAA !
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I need retail therapy like immediately.
okayy bye

Assalamualaikum ♥

Sunday, 24 July 2011 @ 00:04

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Friday afternoon, I called home.
With good intentions, a treat for goodbye. Called, Just to find out she left already.
She didnt leave anything. I havent said my goodbyes. I havent give her money that I saved for her to spend. Its fucking sad. I wanted to go back early to spend time when I reached Pasir Ris and found out, I took the bus. Stopped a few kilometers away. Sat somewhere quiet with my shades on & ate ice cream. Just staring at the sun setting. I-Dont-Feel-Like-Coming-Back-Home.
Today, she sent food here. She's scared we were starving.
Its harder cause she cant let go and we cant let go and so how are we gonna move on?
Went to buy baju raya. Buy pun tak guna cause all no mood to raya.
Ironic, I bought this nice full suit but I have no mood to raya.
Im giving up in almost everything. Even that person.
Karma, for pushing people away.
You will never look at me like how you look at others.
:'(

Assalamualaikum ♥

Saturday, 2 July 2011 @ 01:56

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The day before I slept nearly 4am and I was supposed to wake up at 4+ am to eat something cause I wanted to fast. I ended up sleeping back. I slept in the Mrt and I ended up in Lakeside instead of Clementi. Luckily, I was so early that I came on time even after U-turning.
Best part, while going back home Mrt broke down somehow. I had to go Dhouby Ghaut then use circle line to go back home. On the way back, (back in the green line) I fell asleep again. I ended up U-turning to Tanah Merah. Fml. I reached at home at 7.40pm. Hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Hi me, why am I so slenge bacen ?
x|

Something happened in school today. Very very epic.
A friend told me to take care of his laptop (MacBook btw) while he go buy food.
He sat in another table so yeahhh. After eating all, we all go out.
I think he kinda forgot about his laptop cause he went out first. So I gave his laptop to another friend.
I told him to quickily keep it in his bag. Then we walked out normally. After a minute or two.
That guy turned around sharply,"OH SHIT! WHERE THE FUCK IS MY LAPTOP?!" ,threw his bag down and ran towards the canteen.
Luckily the guy who kept his laptop managed to say something to stop him from running.
"EH! It's with me ! "
Fucking epic, I tell you. Like suddenly he shouted and ran. He have long legs so imagine him running.
The whole lot of us were laughing non stop.
I kinda felt guilty for a moment. But he forgot that he was the one who told me to takecare of it.
I'm laughing and smiling as I'm typing. Really fucking epic sia!
He's the second oldest. Uncle ^^
I laughed till I had stomach ache, couldn't help it.
HAHAHHA

PS; I want to go F21 in Orchard Exchange and find new shoes ! Anyone wants to follow?
:/

Assalamualaikum ♥

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Monday, 25 July 2011 @ 21:35 ♥ I dont feel like home is home anymore but I guess I still have to stick around. I shall be positive even though it suck like hell. :D I remembered that day I was so pissed at my sister that I put 'such a bitch' at my msn pm. I mean seriously, I wanted to use the small light in our room also cannot. She wanted me to off it cause she wanted to sleep. WTF, I think she lost part of her memory because the last time I checked, she wouldnt even care to use the small light when I wanted to sleep and I had school the next day. WALAOWEYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Tak ke prangai tu ? -___________________________- So, Im starting my revision and it kinda suck cause when I wanted to do notes, I realised I had to do notes for the whole book too. I cannot focus in lectures anymore without dozing off or fidgetting with my handphone. sheesh ~ Then hmmmm, he is no longer entertain me. HAHAAAA ! okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I need retail therapy like immediately. okayy bye Assalamualaikum ♥ back to top?
Sunday, 24 July 2011 @ 00:04 ♥ Friday afternoon, I called home. With good intentions, a treat for goodbye. Called, Just to find out she left already. She didnt leave anything. I havent said my goodbyes. I havent give her money that I saved for her to spend. Its fucking sad. I wanted to go back early to spend time when I reached Pasir Ris and found out, I took the bus. Stopped a few kilometers away. Sat somewhere quiet with my shades on & ate ice cream. Just staring at the sun setting. I-Dont-Feel-Like-Coming-Back-Home. Today, she sent food here. She's scared we were starving. Its harder cause she cant let go and we cant let go and so how are we gonna move on? Went to buy baju raya. Buy pun tak guna cause all no mood to raya. Ironic, I bought this nice full suit but I have no mood to raya. Im giving up in almost everything. Even that person. Karma, for pushing people away. You will never look at me like how you look at others. :'( Assalamualaikum ♥ back to top?
Saturday, 2 July 2011 @ 01:56 ♥ The day before I slept nearly 4am and I was supposed to wake up at 4+ am to eat something cause I wanted to fast. I ended up sleeping back. I slept in the Mrt and I ended up in Lakeside instead of Clementi. Luckily, I was so early that I came on time even after U-turning. Best part, while going back home Mrt broke down somehow. I had to go Dhouby Ghaut then use circle line to go back home. On the way back, (back in the green line) I fell asleep again. I ended up U-turning to Tanah Merah. Fml. I reached at home at 7.40pm. Hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Hi me, why am I so slenge bacen ? x\| Something happened in school today. Very very epic. A friend told me to take care of his laptop (MacBook btw) while he go buy food. He sat in another table so yeahhh. After eating all, we all go out. I think he kinda forgot about his laptop cause he went out first. So I gave his laptop to another friend. I told him to quickily keep it in his bag. Then we walked out normally. After a minute or two. That guy turned around sharply,"OH SHIT! WHERE THE FUCK IS MY LAPTOP?!" ,threw his bag down and ran towards the canteen. Luckily the guy who kept his laptop managed to say something to stop him from running. "EH! It's with me ! " Fucking epic, I tell you. Like suddenly he shouted and ran. He have long legs so imagine him running. The whole lot of us were laughing non stop. I kinda felt guilty for a moment. But he forgot that he was the one who told me to takecare of it. I'm laughing and smiling as I'm typing. Really fucking epic sia! He's the second oldest. Uncle ^^ I laughed till I had stomach ache, couldn't help it. HAHAHHA PS; I want to go F21 in Orchard Exchange and find new shoes ! Anyone wants to follow? :/ Assalamualaikum ♥ back to top?