Friday afternoon, I called home.
With good intentions, a treat for goodbye. Called, Just to find out she left already.
She didnt leave anything. I havent said my goodbyes. I havent give her money that I saved for her to spend. Its fucking sad. I wanted to go back early to spend time when I reached Pasir Ris and found out, I took the bus. Stopped a few kilometers away. Sat somewhere quiet with my shades on & ate ice cream. Just staring at the sun setting. I-Dont-Feel-Like-Coming-Back-Home.
Today, she sent food here. She's scared we were starving.
Its harder cause she cant let go and we cant let go and so how are we gonna move on?
Went to buy baju raya. Buy pun tak guna cause all no mood to raya.
Ironic, I bought this nice full suit but I have no mood to raya.
Im giving up in almost everything. Even that person.
Karma, for pushing people away.
You will never look at me like how you look at others.
:'(

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