marie

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2011-08-09T00:55:00.000+08:00

Hi, Selamat Berpuasa.
Yay for Ramadhan. HEHEHE, I remember this, 'Ramadhan'.
Anyway, it has been a real long time since I last updated. Everytime I want to update, something stops me. Something will obstruct me from doing so. Today, I had Market Research Presentation and most of us wore formal. Omg, why all so handsome? haha. Basically, it was compulsory to wear formal but must have the attire to do presentation righttttttttttt ? Yeah, so our class did greattt :D
Had iReb test and it suck. Can prepare to tapao for this module. Tapao = Repeat/Stay Back.
Anywayyy, I had retail therapy alone. I spent 100+ bucks. My money from C&K finished just like that. Well, worth it to heal a broken-heart :D
Had my first iftar/ buka puasa with poly mates too and one of them drove. Scary shit when he let another person who doesnt know how to drive to handle the wheel while he reply message. I swear I was going insane at the back. -___________________-
Okayy.
Im so fascinated with skies nowadays.
Pictures below. Enjoy :D

Things I got while having Retail therapy :D

My Bag came too !
Imma get 'M' and replace the 'A'.

Cheap Accessories :D

Gotten my watch. At last !

Where I get my Swag from.

"Formal" presentation for IS module. ( Fitting Room ) While having retail therapy.

Today, for RER presentation :D

See, I the most chubbiest among all. Depressed !
that's all. Toodles ~

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-07-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

I dont feel like home is home anymore but I guess I still have to stick around.
I shall be positive even though it suck like hell.
:D
I remembered that day I was so pissed at my sister that I put 'such a bitch' at my msn pm.
I mean seriously, I wanted to use the small light in our room also cannot. She wanted me to off it cause she wanted to sleep. WTF, I think she lost part of her memory because the last time I checked, she wouldnt even care to use the small light when I wanted to sleep and I had school the next day. WALAOWEYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Tak ke prangai tu ? -___________________________-
So, Im starting my revision and it kinda suck cause when I wanted to do notes, I realised I had to do notes for the whole book too.
I cannot focus in lectures anymore without dozing off or fidgetting with my handphone.
sheesh ~
Then hmmmm, he is no longer entertain me. HAHAAAA !
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I need retail therapy like immediately.
okayy bye

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-07-24T00:04:00.001+08:00

Friday afternoon, I called home.
With good intentions, a treat for goodbye. Called, Just to find out she left already.
She didnt leave anything. I havent said my goodbyes. I havent give her money that I saved for her to spend. Its fucking sad. I wanted to go back early to spend time when I reached Pasir Ris and found out, I took the bus. Stopped a few kilometers away. Sat somewhere quiet with my shades on & ate ice cream. Just staring at the sun setting. I-Dont-Feel-Like-Coming-Back-Home.
Today, she sent food here. She's scared we were starving.
Its harder cause she cant let go and we cant let go and so how are we gonna move on?
Went to buy baju raya. Buy pun tak guna cause all no mood to raya.
Ironic, I bought this nice full suit but I have no mood to raya.
Im giving up in almost everything. Even that person.
Karma, for pushing people away.
You will never look at me like how you look at others.
:'(

Assalamualaikum ♥

Dear Nenek,

2011-07-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hi, Imma post about someone today.
Someone really really special to me. So be prepared alright 'cause it's going to be a HELL of a post.
I shall give you the Rollercoaster feelings. *Up and then down*

" Dearest NENEK,
I'm so glad to have you in my life for17years already and I'm hoping if I can still have you in my life.
Right here, at home, with me. :)
I still remember all the stuffs that you did for me.
I love the fact that you protected me, shielding me with your own body,
when I was about to get beaten up by my dad 'cause I was so naughty & did bad stuffs.
I love the way you feed me with your own gentle hands when I kpo kpo also want to eat.
I love the way you walked so fast that I, myself, couldn't catch up.
I love the stories that you share with me about your past.
I love it when you share what's been happening in my family when I had no idea what's going on.
I love the closure that I have with you.
I love that we have a somewhat some bond between grandmother-granddaughter.
I love you. ♥

:D

But, please don't leave me. :'(
I don't want you to go away. I don't want you to move out and stay with my aunt.
I'm selfish & I want you here.
I know I haven't been the best granddaughter, I'm rude, I'm lazy, I'm ignorant.
I never thought you would leave this place.
Is my family that bad? 'Till you can't take it anymore?
Are we really hurting your feelings?
If I apologised, would you stay ? Would you give me a chance to prove to you that I can be a good granddaughter?
I thought you weren't going anywhere.
Can't you see in putting in effort to change ?
I decided to eat at home 'cause I know you cook. I still eat eventhough Im not hungry cause I don't want you to feel upset. There's a reason why I asked you to cook Lemak Chilli Padi 'cause I love the way you cook it. And I know, Im going to miss your cookings when you're gone.
So bear with me when I request you to cook a specific dish.
I'm really really depressed that you're moving out. I know you can't see it 'cause whenever Im upset about it, I run away. Like Ive said 'I am a runner. I run away from my problems'
Im like this since young. Thats why I jump from clique to clique.
It hurts, it hurts so bad.
Please don't leave me. My sister is rarely at home, Im not even close to my brother. My parents are working. Only sometimes we spend our weekends together as a whole family.
So nenek, please don't leave :'(
I'm going to selfish and ask you this question, "Nenek dah tak sayang lagi eh?"
But if we are really hurting you, Imma let you go, not because I don't care but because I really really care.
Since you're old and you've decided what you want then I leave it to you.
I just want you to be happy.
:')
But can you please re-think? What about me ? "

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-07-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hi, Im so bored that I have nothing to update about.
Yeah rightttttttttttttttt.
That day I was so bored that I practically took IDK how many pictures Ive taken.
Then I Had my hair cut. But, it wasnt really what I wanted so I had it cut AGAIN.
MONEY GOES DOWN THE DRAIN JUST LIKE THAT.
SO right now, my hair is like short and very willy wonka-ish if it's all dried up. Kembang.
Pictures belowwwwwwwwww.

Anyway a little shout out to my babyy, Val. ♥
Happy 17th Birthday :)
I know, I cant be the ideal friend. But you know I'll be there when you need me.
I can pratically READ you. So I had a few connections and made these two artists sing you a Birthday song ^^
Hope you like it.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-07-02T01:56:00.000+08:00

The day before I slept nearly 4am and I was supposed to wake up at 4+ am to eat something cause I wanted to fast. I ended up sleeping back. I slept in the Mrt and I ended up in Lakeside instead of Clementi. Luckily, I was so early that I came on time even after U-turning.
Best part, while going back home Mrt broke down somehow. I had to go Dhouby Ghaut then use circle line to go back home. On the way back, (back in the green line) I fell asleep again. I ended up U-turning to Tanah Merah. Fml. I reached at home at 7.40pm. Hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Hi me, why am I so slenge bacen ?
x|

Something happened in school today. Very very epic.
A friend told me to take care of his laptop (MacBook btw) while he go buy food.
He sat in another table so yeahhh. After eating all, we all go out.
I think he kinda forgot about his laptop cause he went out first. So I gave his laptop to another friend.
I told him to quickily keep it in his bag. Then we walked out normally. After a minute or two.
That guy turned around sharply,"OH SHIT! WHERE THE FUCK IS MY LAPTOP?!" ,threw his bag down and ran towards the canteen.
Luckily the guy who kept his laptop managed to say something to stop him from running.
"EH! It's with me ! "
Fucking epic, I tell you. Like suddenly he shouted and ran. He have long legs so imagine him running.
The whole lot of us were laughing non stop.
I kinda felt guilty for a moment. But he forgot that he was the one who told me to takecare of it.
I'm laughing and smiling as I'm typing. Really fucking epic sia!
He's the second oldest. Uncle ^^
I laughed till I had stomach ache, couldn't help it.
HAHAHHA

PS; I want to go F21 in Orchard Exchange and find new shoes ! Anyone wants to follow?
:/

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-07-01T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm kinda pissed right now.
If I don't want to tell you, then that's my problem la. Haiyo.
You think I still like you lingering around ? I'm suffocating. For once, I would actually like to do something without you asking me a million question.
Kay, I died. Life's kinda unpredictable.
Omg, last minute iREB project is to be handed in today instead of Monday.
Everyone in my class are like 'FML' & chionging. I know right ~
I want to rembat this lecturer upside down left right center. Fikir kelakar pe, DIDNT TELL US BUT THE OTHER CLASS. Then suddenly what ? Expect us to deliver our MRT miniature to you with wrapping paper and ribbons is it?
2 days fasting. 5 more days to go.
I need new shoes, p e r i o d.

You had me going.
I'm going.
I'm gone.

If i were a boy.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-06-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Nothing to blog about so I'm just gonna upload photos :D

Pink Cocktail Picnic ♥

Next, BE society In-line skating with the clique minus one ♥

Continue.. USS with Family ♥

My current hair ♥

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-06-28T02:13:00.000+08:00

Alright, Im really lazy to update because I forgot where I stopped and what Ive done. My Common Test was suckish. Very. I got most of the results today. I died. Now, my spirit typing. HAHAHA, sumpah merepek siol. Yeah, I havent failed any module but all of my results are like border line. AS GOOD AS FAIL. I so saddddddddddddddddddddd ~
I dont understand how the fuck my classmate could top all of her modules. Damn ! Before RER (one of the module) tutorial, I said to her confirm her top again then I jiggled my eyebrows. She said she couldnt make it. Results out, she = 80marks. THE FUCK ?! hahaha.

Anyway, I'll just update the past events.
15 June - Picnic with the As.
I know the ants were being bitches cause they kept crawling all over us but, I had a great time. Catching up and looking back at the old days. Those stories can never get old. I cooked BBQ chicken and put them inside 'kebab' bread. Anyway, we should have brought glasses for our pink cocktail. That would have been perfect ^^

16 June - In-line Skating with BE society.
I got lost in Singapore -___________-|||
I walked through the underpass ALONE. Lintang pukang aku lari. Bole jadi 'the flash'.
Forever PENAKUTZZZZ
It wasn't really fun nor was it really boring. Best part, free bruises and free falls. Dah lama tak jatuh xD
A polaroid photo of the coolios minus one inside my wallet.

22 June - Bonding Family time ~
Was supposed to go USS but mum kept nagging about having little time left when it was only freaking 11am. So we went to Queenways instead. Did a little shopping, all the sports shoes got me realising how fat I am now. How much Ive gained weight. Siannn ~
We went to JB. Watched Green Lantern & KL Gangster.
Meh meh uhhh ~ I can never understand bahasa gangster.

23 June - Bonding Family Time ~ part twoooo
Went USS. Finally. Bought normal ticket then mum couldnt stand the queues, she upgraded to Express. So it like 100bucks person. WTFFFFF ! Fun la but other countries even fun. HAHAH. I love the Battlestar Galactica but no one wanted to ride it again. -_______________-|||
Other than that, a lot of money burnt in USS. The food, snacks, water and I bought one of the Egyptian accessory. OMG, the things are quite cheap actually ^^

Kayyy la, basically that's all. And Ive dyed my hair darker colour. So far, Ive been getting good comments and compliments. HEEHEE, malu i ~
My new hairdo tak menjadi cause salon closed when I came to cut my hair. WTFFFFFF?!
I dont understand why everytime I go salon, it closes. =.=
Story of my life. HAHA
The END

PS; next update will be all photos about these events. k byeeeee

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-06-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm supposed to be either mugging or sleeping but Im not. Prrrooooocrassstinaaateeee. I did revise for my electrical services. AWESOME. Now, at least I have questions to ask ^^
Yes, Im releasing my geekiness and nerdiness. I also tried doing the Lab practical. Best part, I managed to do all except the last one, number 7. Nevermind, I shall not give up.
Anyway, I tried going home by bus today. Im never gonna take bus ! Its effing long la the journey.
Ive tried and didnt work out. So Mrt, you better treat me well for the next two years. -______________-
Ezlink = eats all my money. :'(
I watched Ramona & Beezus (no offence, but it was kinda boring). I mean it have a nice ending but neeh, too slow for me. I wanted to watch Xmen first class :(
But I ditched it for mugging. Wahh wahh. Then my sister just had to rub it all in, she went to watch it.
Yeahh, anyway my supplier suddenly closed down her site and stop all ordering.
Whats even bitchier was that she didnt even include my order. Fuckeristic -.-
Best part, Eos Lens is taking 8329472935 years to arrive. Haiyyaaaaaa, sumpahhh pissed off.

I loikeee guys wearing formal, OMG. Even when the bad ass wears 'em, suddenly they automatically became the attraction. Like this dude with a septum piercing( i think uh), Ive seen him like many times. Went to the same freshmen orientation camp but till the day I saw him wearing formal then I find him attractive. K bye. Eh, chinese. Where are you liaooo?

twist & pulse never fails to make me smile :D
Si no le contesto <3

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-06-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hi, Im very sleepy already. These days, I get tired very early.
And I haven't been updating blog cause either I was revising/ doing assignments or stalking some guy till it's 2am? Haha, just kidding.
Really am tired now. Common test is next week, I'll probably die. I'm getting a hang with Law but the rest ? Im slowly picking up. Yesterday, I read one topic under Building technology already I swear, I read read read but still nothing comes in. Haha. Why isn't like maths?! Easier for me liao.
Anyway, went to school with Syahirah yesterday.
Waaaaaah, like first time Im awake. We kept on talking and talking and there wasn't any ending expect for the fact that we have to split cause Im dropping off at Clementi since Im meeting a friend. Haiyaaa, meet you again soon please :D
Afterwards, after school ended, I was supposed to meet Q. Funny thing, we're supposed to meet in the train at Raffles but I dropped off, he went in. Then he dropped off at CityHall thenn boarded the mrt again and we didn't even meet in the mrt. -____________________-
Went to eat at Arab Street. Best part, we went there just to eat. -.-
Supposed to chill and hang around down there but his relatives kept coming and coming. My special instinct told me to get the F out of there. So we did. Kinda boring but I loveeeee replying sarcasticly. ^^
Never fail to make me happy. Hahaha. Okaaaaay, I did this Electrical Lab practice thingy. It's virtual and I have to switch on the lights using the wires. I swear, it was stressful. I went to my dad and asked for helped. I gave up at the 4th practice.
Omg, I just realised tomorrow I have a Introduction summary test. Need to write the purpose and scope.
I have to wake up early. Like 4+ am.
Bye, I guess?

Amaciam bro ?! haha

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hi. Im like superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr excited. Cause I practically just found my new stalking victim's fb. ^^
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, I just died. hahahaha
Okay, I shall control. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I cant. HAHAHA.
Okayy okayy, serious.

I went Jb on Saturday. Watched two movies. Kungfu Panda 2 3D & Pirates of the Caribbean 3.
Awesome. Can you believe that Cartoons can make me tear? Haha, what's new?
So my parents were buying the tickets and I was in between them. MENYELIT ! Ya, anyway there were few seats left and the 4seats were only at the front. It's either center or the right front. My mum and dad were arguing too much when I saw the center front seats suddenly changed its colour ( taken ).
We had no choice but to take the right ones. -___________________-
I swear my parents are very kecoh, the girl in the counter there laughed. Alamak, story of my life la sgtsgt.
Second movie ended like 10+ so after praying, we went to PandanCity. I bought my cap. Happy Happy ^^
Anddd best part, I tried today and it felt a bit tight. I think my head grew over the night. HAHAHAH.
Watched JB's : Never say never. Inspiring. But then, after looking at some photos, the inspiration was gone. WHAT CRAP AM I TALKING ABOUT ALSO IDK.
Time to sleeeeppp.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-29T18:46:00.000+08:00

The Fanning Sisters ♥
Fucking gorgeous.
First 5 pictures : Elle Fanning
The other 3 pictures : Dakota Fanning
I so jealousssss :/
k bye.

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2011-05-28T01:56:00.000+08:00

I have a confession.
I have a 'monster-hungry-at-night' syndrome. It's like I'll get effing hungry at night. Now, it's happening again. Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, gemukkkkkkkk. Anyway, celebrated my classmate's birthday at pizza hut at BTP and were late.
:/
Other than thatttt, I want to complain. I had my bad day last two days. The sandal I was using suddenly snapped when I came out of the lift. I had to drag my feet to my IS class. Was one minute late and everyone stared at me la, I dragging my feet mahhhhhhh. So I was so annoyed, I went to toilet bare footed and even when I have to do presentation. I walked bare footed also to busstop. Then managed to borrow my classmate's slipper for awhile while I went to Clementi Mall to find a new slipper or sandal. I met my former manager also ^^
Yeahhhhhhhhh, I bought a black slipper at BATA. Omg, it's been soo long since I last bought shoes in Bata. I know kental righttttttttttttttttttttttt but I swear it doesn't look like Bata material. Cause it's nice ?

Hahaha.

I've finished watching Full House. I've just watched Glee (New York Episode) ANDDDDD OMG, Dianna Agron chopped off her hair. Forever gorgeous, jealousssssssssssss. ♥♥

Today, will be going JB. I wanna buy my cap ^^ and probably the cheap shorts. hahaha.

Sould I cut my hair? Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,I'm confused.

Anyway,Yoseob, why youuu so cute?!?!!??!?!?! Okayy bye.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

HI, finally I can get through Blogger. I dont know why but these past 2 or 3 days, I couldnt log in nor see my dashboard. pfft ~
SO FINALLY !

Anyway, I was so happy yesterday. I NAMPAK MAMBANG I ^^
Took the same bus togethergether, yknow. I loikeeee. Okayy -____________-
He looked so chinese suddenly. HAHAHA. Kayy, I can go back to emo zone now.
The past few days, been continuously watching full house. Now, just 2 episodes away from ending :(
Ohya, 24may I cabut from sup. class. The whole gang went to eat MacDs cause one person is craving for it. Hahah. United benorr. Afterwards, we visited one of the guys house at Yishun. It's landed property and it's effing 5 storeys and in front of his house is already the swimming pool. Damn rich orrrrr whuuattttt ?!
24may was also my mum's birthday.
I wanted to update bloggy but blogger was acting likka asshole.
So yeah, Happy Belated Birthday MUM ♥♥♥
Yknow, ever since I've joined poly.
I've become closer to mum.
I'll always miss my mum.
Maybe it's because I usually come back late.
Maybe it's because my sister already engaged now.
But I miss her even to the extent she's only in the other room of the house.
Yes, that weird.
I'll get upset when I dont get to see my mum before she goes to work.
Omg, Im becoming a baby again 0.0
Hahaha. AWKWARDDDDD ~

Yeah, anyway I went to dinner with family yesterday.
I went to meet my sister before that to search for my mum's birthday gift. I swear it was freaking hard to find a present for her. We went to tangs then Paragon then Taka. After rounds and rounds and rounds, I think even the sales girls also gave up on us, we went back to Paragon. I picked the colour. V.niceeeeeeee, I loike.
Afterwards, we bought her a top also in Far east Plaza and no, it's not the cheap cheap one. It's from the boutique shops there. Effing exxxxxxxxxx lorrh. Then ate Breeks with family. No mood to eat also have to eat.
People thought my sister and I are friends. No surprise la, people say I looked matured and our faces are not alike. It's quite funny, yknow. Sometimes, our characters are alike. Like how I say something and it comes out wrong and I just made a fool out of myself? That's what my sister always do too. Hahaha. ANd fuck, I totally forgot to take back the wrapping paper. I left it at Breeks. AND IT WAS A FREAKING NICE WRAPPING PAPER SIOL. Tsk ~
Okayyy la, I should be sleeping. Tomorrow I.S. liaoooooo, I = DIE !
Sometimes, I dont like it when the guys dont really mix around with me just because Im malay. WHAT?! MY EYES NOT CHINESE ENOUGH FOR YOU, IS IT? _|_
Nevermind, Bear with it. I'll tell them soon.

Ps; I read my old entries. My english = AWESOME -.-
My attitude = still the same = STALKER.
ALSO SYIOK SENDIRI MESTI PERLU! HAHAHAHHAA. I remembered almost every part of it. HAHHAHAA, funny shit.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

I'll just make this a quick one.
Saturday, went to town. MUAHAHAHA, finally.
I went there alone. Met my IS friends. Supposed to watch movie but all tickets were sold out. Decided to chill and hang around. Afterwards, they went to other places. I, on the other hand, stayed. So alone, I went shopping at Flea market and Far east Plaza. I bought a top, short jeans, hairband, belt and it was under 40bucks. A'ah siol a'ah. I think my IS friend made me addicted to that 'ah ah siol ah ah' and best part, he's chinese. Hahahah. Damn rich la. He bought a freaking huge longchamp bag and birkenstock then both he used it straight away. Okayyy, so yeah. I was roaming around town alone. I thought scary since a lot of youths like to hang around there but Im still in one piece. No one disturbed me, for sure. Saper la nak kacau si ugly duckling ni ? Happy happy. Oh, i tried the short jeans. Eff, it was my freaking size but damn, it's huge. Like it drops -____________________- FML. I have to wear around my hips with belt. Sian ~

Sunday, went out to Suntec for BTC project. We went there to just take a picture together. THAT'S ALL ! Hahaha. We went separate ways afterwards and I decided to buy my Marie tee at Uniqlo. FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK THHHHEEEEEEEEEEEE WORLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDDDDD, my marie tee was out of stock. I tell you, I was pissed. Still am also. And its not only one outlet yknow. Its like the whole Singapore that is out of stock. KNN. Sabar sabar, there will be more Marie tee somehow sometime later. GSS GSS. Im going insane spending my money like im donating. Hahaa.
Okay, Im sleepy. Watching Full House again ^^

Ps: Elle Fanning (sister of Dakota Fanning) is effing gorgeous and so is her sister. Damn, they're skinny and pretty. Okayy, I think I can go to the emo zone now and cry.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

I'm pissed. :/
Why aren't anyone replying my text?! sheesh ~
Nevermind, macam dah biase gitu. Anyway, today was a good day. Except for the part when nobody reply my messages. My classmates and I, we're getting closer I guess. Good stuffs to hear.
I feel like empty tonight. Didn't eat much for dinner also. Ate shaker fries and ice cream, that's fattening enough. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, please reply. I'm freaking sleepy.
I guess, Imma hearing some emo songs then pray afterwards, sleep.
My classmates said Im showing my true colours. And it took me 5weeks. 3 more weeks to common test and I still am clueless about IREB, BTC and RER. Okayy soon, time to cheong uh.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

KNN. I wanted to upload pictures of my sister's engagement but her multiply is acting up like a bsdfiugaisbn. So yeah. And HI, for IS module. We went to visit National Museum, I don't know how many times I've been there. But I can visit anytime for freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Main purpose was to get inspiration and give a extemporaneous speech afterwards. My life was so fucked up cause I had to give my speech first. Damn, I hate it a lot cause I did stammer and gave a few awkward pauses. Hahaha. FML. But I still got a B grade. Okayy can, I don't mind :D
Bancho released a new video ^^

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, now I have nothing to blog about. Sheesh ~
I don't think I'll be re-auditioning for NRA again. I had a blast making a fool out of myself. HAHAH.
I wonder if he got in. He = the cute/humble/damn pro guy.
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I want to shop since GSS is starting like any moment now. Have to control though. Me = shopping ? No control. I'll spend a lot but I end up not using any of them. Hahhaa, typical sia prangai. Anyway, I think I wanna be like Cassie in her 'long way to go' video. Damn, these guys. Maybe if you were to cover your body with a piece of cloth and I'll probably be your friend if not, JANGAN HARAP. -_______________-
I think I'll need to do my presentation later x\
DIE. DIE.
I'm a loner, I want to migrate to find an angmoh or maybe a korean boyfriend. HAHA.
I think I've bullshitted enough.
I want to karaoke. that was random?

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hi. Finally, my sister's engagement is over.
The day before my mom, sis ( only did the decoration part ) and I did the icing part for the cupcakes. I swear, I was tired. I finished at 6pm so I reached home at 7+. I did the icing till I couldn't help myself but to lay down on the floor. Not to mention, I was very high. Very sleepy. ZzzzzZzZzzZzzz

Today was her engagement. Had H to come and fix her hair. I got ready almost at the same time as my sister did. So it was hard cause, I was doing my face and they forced me to do her's first. Awkward much cause I don't know how to put make up on other's face. But, can la. My sister looked pretty la. Her braces spoiled the whole picture if she were to open her mouth. HAHAHA.
Omg, my face complexion is like vkusdfgbksjn. I'm getting bumps everywhere. :\
Now, I feel so ugh-geee-leeee.

Met A for awhile. Basically, I was out of breath and saliva cause I did my story-telling about my life for the past month within an hour. My voice jadi like karatzzzz siaa. haha. Okayy, I want to shleeep. My eyes are like -.- (forever)
and I wouldn't want to be late again. OMG, I want to pindah please. :(
I very the jealous when I see Pretty skinny people. FML FML FML.
BLOGGER ASSHOLE wouldn't want me to upload pictures so takecare.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

It's been quite some time since my last update.
So, let me see what happened in my life these past few days. No wonder I can't remember anything. Hahaha.
Kayy, let me see..I slept over at my aunt's place. I was pretty much suffering cause of loneliness there. I couldn't use my lappy cause my relatives forgot their internet password. hahahahha sian ~ But I did entertained myself by watching 'Just go with it'. I reached school an hour early on Thursday. Erm, too scared to be late again. Friday, the 13th. I had to stay back alone cause I was going for NRA auditions. It was pretty much a "FML" day for me. Suay ? idk. My lappy died. My phone died. Auditions? I pretty much screwed up. I forgot the steps. My coordinations was like all over the place. Needless to say, my freestyle? I didn't even know what I was doing. HAHAHAHA. Even someone pointed it out that I looked lost. Of course I am. I don't even have any dance background. I did gain experience though. Anddddd I met this guy. Omg, so cuteeeeeeeee. I thought he was kidding when he said his name was Jason. Damn, you looked like a fair skinned malay dude. Ironic much, it was friday the 13th and I met a guy named Jason. Hahaha. Geddit geddit ? okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Today, I just slept my way through. I woke up at 11 and watched tv. Life was too boring at 1pm so I decided to sleep again. The next thing I knew, it was already 5pm. HAHAHA. I slept like a pig.
Yeay -____________________-
Oh, I watched Senjakala, a malay horror movie. Not so scaryy but the guy's not bad ^^
OhmyGod, I want my girl hormones to stop immediately !
CANT.STOP.LOOKING.AT.GOODLOOKING.GUYS.
Tomorrow, A is going help out with baking. My sister is going to get engaged! but she's acting like she's the princess _|_
The engagement will be a small one though so precisely why I haven't invited anyone.
That's all.

PS: I like guys with swag. ^^

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

I'm trying not to have any hopes because I know the same thing will happen again like how it also ended up to be. Yeah, but it's nice to talk to someone without feeling awkward. Haizzzzz.
I still haven't packed my bag yet. Tomorrow, I'll be sleeping over at my Aunt's place in Bukit Panjang. I scared I sesat, yknow. hahaha.
Today, I was late again. FUCK. and my class started late! My class started at 10am siaaa ! wahpiang ehhhh, now die die must wake up early and go out. Which means, I have to sleep early also. Sacrifice my bonding time with my lappy bby. :(
I so sad.

Anyway, my first time having a 3hr break = Kecoh. We went to eat then we played pool. I meant the guys la. I was watching my movie when they kept telling me to play. I did. Just a game. I lost but whatever. HAHAHAHA. loser sia, prangai. Almost late for the next lesson sia. tsktsk. If all late then = absent. OinkOink -.-
Omg, I cannot stand the guy in my class which tries to fucking hard. Damn, annoying. Kau fikir kau klakar pe sia?!
After school, Went to meet a bunch of guys from my secondaryschool. Sometimes, i forgot how annoying they can be. Everyone seemed so different but the same. Different as in appearance wise. New style, new swag. Same as in the characters. Some still friendly, some ** Douchebag, some just wanna annoy the fuck out of me. Dude, if you think Im going to regret or be jealous then you just lost the bet. NOT INTERESTED, forever and ever till when when (zombie kampung pisang)
So bottom line :
I miss 4E3'10. Awesome-st class ever. ♥♥♥
:'( I so sadddddddd.
Okay bye.

Bored in the boring-est subject ever !

the panda daddy gave to me ♥

In the bus, taking picture using lappy bby.

(some over due pictures)

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-10T00:13:00.001+08:00

Oh my god. Seriously, I wanted to finish up my tutorial homework but the thing is that, I know which law to apply (Principals of Law) but I just don't know how to answer it in a sentence/paragraph form. Ugh, it's like doing 'Amath' starting all over again. :'(
It's sad sometimes because I want to listen in tutorial lessons when the lecturers are explaining but the way they talk sometimes, make me want to commit suicide. Yes, that bad.
So today I came in like 15 minutes late but I asked someone to sign for me. I don't know whether she did sign or not. Hehehe. I'm not used to waking up early in the morning. :(
And it truly suck cause my school isn't within walking distance. HAIYA.
Thursday is like the most important day that I can't miss. There's already a scar in the attendance sheet so I decided that this week Imma sleepover at my auntie's house at BP there. Plus, tomorrow I might be going for the BE society meeting and it freaking ends at 9pm. :S
Like I said, still not used to the timing.
Today, the first time having my 3hrs break day. Imma be DVDs just in case. And after school, heading down to meet some of my classmates. :D
It's been a long time. So yeah, that's for today !

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

My hair is still Long. Cause I haven't freaking go to the salon.
Saturday, went to Jb. Main purpose = CUT MY HAIR.
Watched Fast&Furious5. AWESOME ! It's not the girls or guys with muscles that are sexy. It's the freaking cars. I'm like melts melts*
Funny, I think that the cars are sexier than the men.

I couldn't understand why in Malaysia, this types of movies are rated m18. It doesn't make sense. Most of the scenes are like CrashCrashcrash then Kisskiss and a bit of the F word but still, their rating is ridiculous la. Singapore's rating probably PG sia. STUUUUUUUUPS -_______________-
Well, it doesn't make any difference with their people's behaviour anyway.
Came across this Auntie. She bought 10 of the peeled coconut and instead of putting 2 containers in one plastic bag, she put one each. Mind you, it was a 'No plastic bags' day. Then when people voiced out, she said 'I'm Singaporean, you know'
Bitch sia the attitude. This auntie stupid is it?! So What?! There are other Singaporeans too, at least we behave and don't show off. Omg, please la. No wonder sometimes bad things happened to Singaporeans when thy're there. You're the reason why we are uninvited -.-
I feel so insecure whenever I go to Malaysia because unlike Malay guys in SG they look at you only, Malaysian guys they look at you, comment on you, make sounds as you walk pass just to attract attention. At this happened in a FREAKING wet market! ZzzZzzzZzzz.
At least one is not bad la. Hahaha, okayy.

Yesterday, went to buy ingredients for baking. My sister's engagement is sooooonnnnn. Sian ~ hahaha, prangai. Then visited my Granddaddy at hospital. He sooo cute. Hahaha. But Mum says he's in between two worlds. So that's why he's unable to tell us. Visited Granny afterwards, she fell ill also. :(
Watched Big Momma :D
Ate dinner with family. Ice cream = sooo sodapppppppppppppppppp.
So now, I'm still with my long hair. Waiting for the right day and time to cut it.
I don't how much longer it's gonna take.
NRA called about the audition :S
I soooo scareddddd ~
Okayy, for now. I need my bed/mattress and my pillows.
M♥rning.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hi. I very the lazy want to update you knowww. Hahah.
I've been marked absent due to my lateness. -______________________-
Nevermind. I shall put many alarms on my phone for every Thursday morning then. Tsk !
Yesterday, I was doing my powerpoint slide presentation on my lappy outside. I sat on the floor then put my lappy on a kiddy stool. Then I felt something on my leg. I swear, I felt something and caught a glimpse of something. I stood up la quickly.

Me : Ibu, ibu. Ader bende tadi kat my kaki !
Mom : Perasaan you la.
Me : Betul, I tau la. I nampak bende !
Then underneath my stool, I put an A4 size paper. I saw something behind it.
Me : Eeeeeee, ibu ! eeeeee !
Ibu : Aper dier?!
Me : KAT BAWAH PAPER!!!!! Lipas! ( I always got confused)
Bro : Cicak la.
My bro touched the paper, and the lizard ran around like high speed zoomzoom. My mom and I were screaming like mad. Funny shit ~ Cause my mom = safe. Sitting On a Chair mahh. I was sitting on the floor and the effing lizard touched my effing leg laaaa. Walaoweeyyyyy ~

Anyway, I caught the movie. The roommate. I have a big potential of becoming an obsessive person like her. But not to the extreme of killing or hurting people la. Hurt only emotionally. Physically, not really.
Ohyaaa, there's this China girl in my class who wears a Wig. Duh, fucking obvious much. I don't understand how people can't notice or wouldn't wanna believe that it's true. So yeah, and some overheard about it. I'm just merely telling the truth la. Then she asked me, who knows? and if I tell anybody.

Girl, why would I wanna hide and why should you? Just because you say you don't like your hair? Please la, my effing hair is damaged and I don't wear wigs. Yeah, I hate my hair a lot. But I'm gonna do something about it soon. So what if the class knows you're wearing a wig? What's the biggie? So, don't look at me like I've messed up your life okayyy? KNN.

I was staring at myself in the mirror just now. For around one hour plus, maybe? WTF, right? I looked at myself. I hate this. I hate that. Ew, I'm fat. Typical teen drama. Then I looked closely. I pushed up my nose and then I squashed it. I tried to see which will look better and I realised my bawang nose is already nice. It goes well with my face. Basically, what I'm trying to say is that, God created our face like the way they are for a reason and I'm satisfied with my face except for pimples and tanned and oily. Other than that, I'm satisfied so ladies, you are beautiful in your own way. Experience it for yourself, stare in the mirror. See what you'll notice. You might just fall in love with yourself. Righttt -.-
I'm nervous about my upcoming audition :\

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

Emo day for me. Mistake, emo night for me. Anyway, school's like school. I was almost late ! Lucky, lecturer didn't mark attendance first. Funny cause my classmate was an hour late. And most of the guys were willing to help him. Excuse = he was there but went to the toilet. Lecturer actually bought it! Sickest excuse ever. Well, the stupid things we do to keep our grades up. :D
Another lecture is like plain boring. Deadly, very deadly ! Too boring to even talk about it.
I made a new friend who's supposed to be in my class but joined another cause she felt like our class was quiet. Now, she feels fucked up to leave the other class.
So, Imma share something to you. It's two guy from my class.
One, just cut his hair. Did the mohawk style. Dyed his hair. He thought it was black but turned out to be red light traffic colour. Neeh, just kidding only burgundy. Funny shit ~
Another, Irritating much. Always remind me how damaged my hair is even though I'm a bit fucked up about it myself. Likes to mess up my hair, in fact everyone's hair. Also, always in his own world
-__________________-
So yeah, both were classmates in secondary school. Damn lucky la. I don't even have any friends who knows me. As in like can see through me. ya, it's just the starting of school but shouldn't some at least like know how I'm like? Rightttt. 3 years to go.
JLo = sexy, hot, gorgeous and adorable. Seen her latest MV. OMG, so pretty!
Afterwards, I caught another episode of Glee and continue watching some random videos of how guys asked their girls to prom. I'll share the two sweetest/surprising video, okayyy ?

My reaction same as the annoying recorder's action. ♥♥

Creative much. ♥♥

Yeah, now you know why I'm all emo-ed up. Very very depressing although I'm smiling like a madcow. HAHAHA
Okay kidds, that's for today :D
Shit, 8am class 0.0

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-05-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hi, whazsup !
Been doing a lot of things lately or maybe I was just plain lazy to update my dead blog. ZzzzZZzzzzZZzzz
Anyway, I went to see my granddaddy in the hospital and Gosh, he looks as if he can dissolve into the bed. If you cover him up with the blanket, you won't even realised he's there. He's suffering and it's so sad to see him like that :'(
So my room has been cleaned up. My mum and I did some cleaning on May Day. Awesome! Now, my room is like more spacious. We had the day to ourselves cause afterwards, we went to Tampines to collect my repaired bag and trained to Expo. My mum can beeee so kanchong man! She saw the mattress on sale and she literally, asked me to hurry up -_____________________- Singaporeans. Kiasu.
And Today, for the first time ever. I wore my red hat to school. Cute, righttttt ? hahaha. I mean I can't hide forever, so why not start now? Yes, I don't look like I'm going to school but that's just me. I dress to express. Especially, I'm not the socialised kinda person.
Senior malay guys bully my class sia just now. You lucky I let you off since you say I'm pretty. HAHA, not ! Next time, I should have just flipped my hair and walkaway.

Met A and S on Saturday for Branch or Lunch. Went to eighteen chefs again after a looooong time. I think that's the only place we'll always go. A lot of giggling and laughing. Forever la, these girls. I embarrassed myself by dropping my tissue into my lemon tea and it was like only half empty. Sheeessh ~
Other than that, we had fun. It's always 3. 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3, omg, I'm getting bored of this number already.
Anywayy, I would like to personally thank Syahirah for treating us. Omg, so nice of you that I forgotten to pay you. Thanks, again. And My sakit perut tapi bukan kat perut but atas dier, dah baik :D
♥♥

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

I was late today. The shuttle bus queue was like errrrm, 2 to 3 metres? Tsk. Kayy bapak aku sungguh irritating. From my room can hear him mocking kinda laugh -_______________-
Anyway, I was only a few minutes late but I was stupidddddddddddddddddd enough for not double checking my scedule and which block I was supposed to go to. So I ended up in the wrong block. I went to the block which is the furthest when my class was actually in the block infront of the busstop. Bitch. Yeah, grand entrance for the class la abeh? Hahaa.
We had to introduce ourselves (a new class from different schools and courses) and we had to answer a question each. I picked about 'doing something that you've dreamed of but haven't do yet' and just what my answer was BUNGEE JUMPING. HELL YEAH ~ \m/
Then at the end of the lesson we had to make an ex.. ex.. wait, I forgot the word. It's so mouthful ! EXTEMPORANEOUS speech. yeahhh, its like a 'Would you rather ...' question. Mine was very very much stupid. I asked about Would you rather be a loser now or later. WHAT THE FUCK was I thinking? I realised how stupid I sound after I ended my speech. After my speech, I was still shaking cause I was nervous. Hopefully, that wasn't obvious. HAHAHA. rightttttttttttttttttttttt, my father kept doing that irritating laughter! Omg, I need ear plugs please!
School finished early so I decided to pick S up. That's all!
OH, I'm thinking of cutting my hair. LIKE FOR REAL. okay can ?
Tag or formspring or fb me your opinions please?
okayy can (banchothematrep \m/ )
Ohya, Me and S had like webcaming session in BUS 53. CRAZZZZZAAAY ~
kayy bye

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hi, today's lecture was d e a d l y man. I swear I felt like rolling on the floor and fall asleep but I couldn't cause I was so freaking smart to sit in front of the lecturer -__________________- yeay me.
I thought I could finally run away from Physics but nope, I have to study the Ohm's law and about resistivity all over again. Bitch. Luckily, I ended quite early today if not, DIE. Anyway, since Im the only muslim around the girls, it's so freaking hard to find food. I mean there's Nasi Lemak but it's non-halal. And there's Panggang&penyet but I still have no idea whether it's halal too or not. So, I will be a loner, walking around to find halal food while the others already settled down and munching away. PFFT.
Okay, I have to sleep early today cause tomorrow I have to take the shuttle bus and reach school before 8am. How awesome is it to finish at 12pm and you have nothing to do and no one to hang out with. Hell yeah \m/
Since tomorrow everyone will be in different classes with students from different classes/ schools, I shall make another group of new friends. Cross fingers, hopefully I'll find a bestfriend like SOON.
Now, I have to decide on what to wear tomorrow. Sheesh~ I wear skirt, mum nagged. I wear tanktop with cardigan, granny nagged. OMG people, buy me a jubah with an freaking aircon inside then I'll be satisfied and so will you, okay? Haiyo, some people are hard to please. Hahaha.
I'm loving Glee Season 2. I've just watched episode 18 and it's obvious with the situations nowadays that teens are facing. And they played my song which I've neglected. Unpretty by TLC ♥♥
:(
Kay, I know this is sooooo boring so Imma end it here.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

Today, my lens was being a bitch. Thanks to it, I have an awesomely painful red eye( left)
Anyway, didn't update my blog for what? 2/3 days? Yeahh. Sunday went to visit my sick granddaddy. He looks so sickly and he didn't react when we came. It's effing sad, yknow. My granny was worried cause usually, he would call her or something but that day he didn't say a word. His jaw was swollen and he look as good as a skeleton. He didnt even eat for what ? 2 or 3 weeks? Haiiiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, it's so sad. I might not be close to him or even had any form of bonding in my 17 years of living but I did cry. I didn't want him to go for sure. Today, he was sent to ICU cause he was bleeding. :'(

My first lecture was errrr, no comment. I tried not to fall asleep cause I was kinda sitting in the middle row. Eye level to the lecturer. Lunch will never be quiet. Canteens are always filled with students. OMG, I feel like dying, can't.... breathe. Haha, dramatic. Anyway, in canteen is where I can find MALAY students. wahhh, finally
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Today is like my free-est day ever. Only 1hr tutorial then we're done for school. So it's like 1hr trip To school. 1hr lesson and 1hr trip Back home. Kinda stuuuuuuupid right? I decided not to go home then. I joined the cinoneeehs and we played pool/billards. OMG, did I tell you guys who plays pool looks sexy ? Serious shit, and no. I'm saying my classmates are sexy cause that will sound so bitchy plus they already have girlfriends. More like a 'BACK OFF situation'. I'm a beginner in billards and so is my friend and so we took i-dont-know-how-long-to-finish when the guys had finished two games. Awesome -__-
After awhile, I got the hang of holding the sticks but the effing ball just wouldn't go in. AND THEY WERE FREAKING A FEW INCHES AWAY FROM THE FREAKING HOLE! Pfft.
Trained to Woodlands and bus-ed to Tampines. Sent my stupidddddddddddddd bag for repair, my one day old bag's magnet button came out and went for a Blind date at Swensen's. My lens was being a bitch and my eyes were red. The whole moment was awkwarddddd, I can't see anything except for my date. Bought afew more studs too. Shit ass, tomorrow I have to wear my specs la. Waaaalaoweyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. It's funny how my friends treat me cause I'm malay/muslim. They thought I couldn't have sweets that they bought. HAHAHHA, cute pe! And one, forgot that I was eating muslim food that he used the utensils to cut my egg and got jeered, decided to treat me to a drink. Funny shit. Alright, it's midnight and I'm sleepy. What an awesome day ! :D

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

People should stop playing 'party rock anthem' and 'shots' cause its getting into my head. Eff. Yesterday, I headed to my former work place @MarinaSq. I've bought the bag that I've reserved for so long. Heh, yeahhhh ~
I only bought one bag though. Then trained to Bugis. Bought a top and pants. And poof, there goes my money again. :(
Anyway, I encountered something funny today. There was a group of malay teens. And they were all in front of us. I don't know what happened but one of the guys walked back and guess what, he went back just to hold the door for us. LOL. And am I supposed to be amazed ? -______________- Tak faham aku.
So, After a long for being kept in the dark, I finally got to know what happened on that night. I really lost my respect to these people. I thought they were clever enough to differentiate between the right and wrong. I was wrong, again. Wrong, again to even think that some people deserves a second chance. Funny, how you tried to keep me in the dark. I know this is so common, girls loosing their V but omg, really ? I don't understand why they must do it. Is it really about curiousity ? Or is it something else ? I think I should ask those who did it before. Why they don't value their V is another question too. Haiyo, Insya'Allah they'll find their way ♫
Mum bought me boxes already so today, I'll be cleaning my table. It has been a long time since I last saw my table which was burried by my stuffs. AHAHAH, kater je anak dara. haha. Will be visiting my gramps later too. Hopefully, my grandpop doesn't suffer too much. Amin.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Ugh, why let me suffer when you can just pull the trigger?
Sheesh ~ Guess what? We just finished orientation and there was an arguement/fight/misunderstanding between my classmates. THE GUYS. Omg, I tell you I can go crazy siaa if everyday like this. Like both parties are in the wrong but their friends who's so called their back-ups are the one making a fuss. They pretty much used colourful words and sarcasm. And the shocking thing is that it's the guys. I thought the girls are the ones who's supposed to be the bitches. I guess, guys are pretty messed up too. Haha. I don't whether the misunderstanding has been resolved or not but for all I know, the class is going to be awkward on Monday. PFFT.
Currently, watching dance tutorials. I'm watching heechul dancing again. Omg, the last time I was crazy about him was in Sec 1. hahhaha, can you believe it? haha. And see, I was somehow ahead from other girls. I don't follow the trend 'to like kpop' like most of the girls these days.
Anyway, today's plan is to buy my bag that I've reserved for so long ad go shopping again. hahhaa. hopefully, I spend thrifty. Hahha, people know what a big spender I am. And how sometimes, I can be really stingy cause I don't want to usethe big money note. hhaha.
Okayy, I thought no uniforms are awesome but to think of it, the night before I'm always having dilemma can't decide what to wear for the next day. HAHA.
Kayy la, Today will just be S and me day.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hi :)
School was amazingly awesome \m/ and again, my class slowly starting to bond together. We danced to Para Para sakura and it was nerve wrecking. Luckily, I'm not the main attention. FUHH ! haha. I enjoyed watching others perform especially 1C01 (best class). The malay dude was absolutely fantastic. He danced to Hoot and Abracadabra. Gelek sehhh ~ Supporting giler nak mampus. Case kulit mcm kulit gajah ^^ AHAHA. And the girl can beatbox ! OMG, wa salut sama dia mannnnn. Other than that, the highlights for the day are : We made one of our SL cried. She was touched that we made a 'thank you' cards. MY IDEA, PEOPLE ! haha. k -.-
The other highlight is that my teammates and I won 2nd runner up for the terranium(shit, i forgot what is it called ) design competition. Funny cause we expect nothing. HAHAH.
Kayyyyyy, Reality check : CHINESE GUYS ARE NOT INTERESTED IN MALAY GIRLS.
hahaha. true enough.
While in the train just now, I wanted to sit but there's this man also wanted to sit but he let me sit instead. So after awhile, he found a sit. Directly opposite me. I was closing my eyes when I heard this loud thud. I thought it was a casual la. When I opened my eyes, the man was on the floor and people helped him up. He was sick and in having migrain sickness. And OMG, I felt so guiltyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. If I knew that he was sick, I wold sacrifice my seat for him. Hopefully, he's fine now. Haiyooooooooooo, what a day.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-21T00:08:00.001+08:00

KAY, WTF! I typed a lot and then suddenly, almost all of it is gone.
Resort World Sentosa was fascinating. I mean the ballroom is effing big. The chandelier, WAHHHHHHH. Visited the hotels. OMG, awesomeeee. And not forgetting, going behind the scenes of this massive place. Basically, went to power supply room and aircon generator room as such since I'll be learning that in my modules.
Anyway, I was late. MAJOR LATE. Not my fault, I swear. I came early to the shuttle bus. Usually shuttle bus finish at 7.50 or 8 righttt? but I missed the bus and that was the last bus and I waited for for almost 30mins before realising that there was no hope. I ended up in a taxi and coming in half an hour late -__________________-
Wahpiang eeeeehhhhh. Almost 30bucks poof!
So, It's another better day :D
More conversations with the dudes in my class. Awesome \m/
Tomorrow, my class will be dancing to Para Para Sakura for our 'BE got talent'. I don't understand why must we join it in the first place. Hopefully, people won't see me :s
That malay-looking guy should stop doing the swit(? sweet?) thingy and start remembering my name ! He's gonnabe the class representation siaaa. PFFT ! M A H I R A H. Is that for effing hard to remember or pronounce? Sheesh, bingit je. hahahaa.
Kay, I think I wanna make cute cards for SLs and then sleep.
OHHHYAAAA ! While returning from school, I took train. I was too tired uh, and so I slept. LIKE RAMBUT SEMUE COVERING MY FACE kind of sleeping. hahhaha. And guess what? When I woke up, I was at Bedok and heading towards Joo Koon and not Pasir Ris. Which means, I missed the stop. WTFFFF, luckily nobody knows. These SIngaporeans also another problem, didn't wake me up. hahahhaa. Nonetheless, I reached kinda early today. 7pm (earliest so farrrr) HAHAH
Can't wait to start proper lessons :D

Omg, people. Stop playing the 'everyday Im shuffling ' song. It's annoying cause it never leaves from my head.
-_________________________-

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

I'm veryvery glad that my class is slowly communicating. FINALLY ! hahahaha.
So found out that the dude is pure chinese and I stalked him and I think he already has a girlfriend. Waahpiang eh! hahahaha. Anyway, todayyyy the dudes in my class are finally talking to me. What took you so long, man? We had like competitions and were divided into 3. Must have a girl in a group each (This rule created by 1B01's SL) Then dudes came up to me and asked me whether I wanna join them or not. Cute kan? ^^ Best part, I had to reject another group. Kay, stop it siaa prasan famous! Hahaha but I'm truly honoured. :D So after the competitions, immediately I could sense that we're close to each other already. I went back home with them, yknow! Big jump for a little girl like me. I went to school with shuttle bus and omgggg, the queue was loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooog but it only took 30mins? And I was 30mins early, imagine that!
Ohyaa, the malay-looking guy. He so the prangai like matrepzxzx. hahaha. No la, He's lively-er but he don't hangs out with the whole class. So sodeeeeh. Whiler having lunch, he was sitting opposite me and you know what did he do? HE did the swit(sweet? the one mats make the sound using their mouth to call out people instead of their names? ya, that one) at me. "nice? ^^ " LOL, I was like 'Nice nice' then it turned out like nbfiueqwbf and he asked me again and I rolled my eyes, couldn't help it with his kening and smile.
Today, going RWS yeah yeah ^^
And my class is gonna do the para para dance on 'BE got talent'. SIAN, cause everyone couldn't cooperate to come out with an idea -________________-
That's all, enjoy the pictures of my nerdiest and uncoolest class!
Shit, I can't upload. Need picasa.
I'll post up some other time then.

OMG,what to wear to RWS?!

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

My first day of Orientation is super dead. Award goes to my class which doesn't have any life at all. Everytime we're supposed to cheer, we'll go "crick crick". Haiyaaaaaaaa, why like that ? :(
Did 3e3'10 started of like that ? If I'm not wrong, we did right ? We didn't contribute the cheers,right? So meaning, there might be a chance somewhere along the line, we'll bond together like how united e3 were. Pray very very hard. I woke up very early to bath and prepare myself. I missed the bus -_________-
Paiseyy je, I ran all the way. PFFT! I've been selected for some miss/mr BE. Which they took picture of each representative. Walaoweeeey, I had to go. Kalau lawa takpe jgak. I went. So the pictures will be uploaded to fb for voting. OMG! 0.0
Confirm kental. Double confirm! hahahhaa (we are singaporeans, much?)
I did it cause I wanted to be supporting and Guess what, my class isn't the supporting type :((
Anyway, I literally waved at my classmates. And I saw this cute ( maybe not cute la, attractive guy) and hesmiled and waved back. Wahhhhhh*melts
Then when asked his name, it doesn't sound anything like Malay. And so, he's a tanned skin goodlooking chinese(?).
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
For all I know, he's one year older andandand he's effing strong. We were playing the 'arranging ourselves' game on the chairs, he grabbed my hand like waaapiang ehhhh! HAHAH.
He didn't give me his fb email add :( Nevermind, tomorrow I'll stalk him ^^
We're going be classmates for 3 years anyway so he can't run. hahahahaha.EVILLLLLLLL much. I wanna find a guybestfriend, period! okay, mission starts now. Oh, my class = 20 people. 2 malay (a girl = me and boy). 5 foreigners (?) which are from China, Vietnam and Myanmar. The vietnamese is hot but blur like errrrrm, my former classmate. Sungguh wasted!
WILL BE GOING TO ResortWorldSentosa on this WEDNESDAY. I ♥ NP ( part ni jer ♥)

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

Today will be my orientation. OMG, scary but hey, Imma try to make new friends :D
Im H A P P Y! Cause good things are coming to me. Yeah right, I paid for it -.-
And And my tangan so gatal, I feel like buying more clothes. SHITass man. Ive got enough clothes already but I cannot tahan! URGH, really cant tahan :(
MY GIRL'S HORMONES ARE INVADING EVERY PART OF ME!
When can I own this room? I wanna renovate it. I'll have a bigger closet. And a bed. Currently, Im sleeping like korean style, on the floor. -_________________-
Alright, I have nothing to update about my boring Sunday.
Just that I re-watched Wild Child again.
Okayyyyyyyyy, will be meeting a lot of cinonehh later. Baik, I can blend in also. Maybe after bleaching myself.

This is so last season but Emma Stones, with blonde hairs looks awesomely gorgeous. ♥♥♥ tu jer.
HAHA. k bye

Assalamualaikum ♥♥♥

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2011-04-17T02:55:00.001+08:00

Went to my school and my parents and I were late. Haha and everyone thought I was the late one, we all guessed it wrong. My mum too busy with her korean soap drama and my dad didn't tell that he wanted to go get breakfast first. So the director was busy talking and my dad passed me his phone to log in into the school's wireless. Tengok tu, Orang kasih ceramah pasal anak nyer future dier boleh main game. Pfft !
So well, I'm mostly gonna do boys' work. Which is awesome, to me at least. I've always wanted to do boys' work cause I think its hot. Not that I think I'm hot, EEEEWWWW no. kay bye.
So I think I'll be talking a lot to lecturers. One came up to me, weird enough. Another, I sense will be calling up my name in lectures cause it is so easy to remember. AND OMG, I miss Mr L, my babyy :(
Cause there's this lecturer who is also lembut like him and the pronounciations. BUT he's old so I'm still gonna stick to my Mr L. I miss you, Mr L.

Kay, question : Why would a father be killing his daughter's friends or anyone who's close to her?
Isn't it stuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid?
Answer : Ohya, I forgot he's pscyo.
SO I asked and answered my own question while watching Super Psyco 2 on Mtv. It's so bloody, I didn't know 'super sweet sixteen' produced this kind of movies.
By the way, I've told my mum that I wanna go back to my religious class. SHE SAID NO. OMG, WTH?!
Mak maner buat macam gini? Well, partly because I've missed 3 months almost 4 so if I were to go back, she have to pay school fees eventhough I didn't attend. Prangai, much.
And I told her I wanna graduate cause apparently, my school have to go through secondary 5 but my mum insisted that secondary 4 is enough. Haiyo, I'm so disapointed in you, mother. hahahahaha

A phrase from my Current addiction : They keep me thinking that we almost had it all. ♥♥

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-16T02:06:00.000+08:00

I know I just posted an entry just now. But hell, I feel so cheated.
Not because of a boy. Okay, maybe there's a boy but it's not about relationships.
But just what ? By my own friends. HAH.
omg, sucha loser.
:'(
I can't believe I thought this "thing" was over.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

I think I'm going to spend a lot of my time alone. Well, I mean like I'm going to MIA from people. But I think I'm still gonna update my blog. It's been there for me. HAHAH. This sounds ridiculous but yeah, sometimes whatever I typed here I feel like I'm gonna be judged but nevermind that. You can forget but it. Imma say what I have to and want to. :)

Today, I'll be heading down to school. Just gonna follow my parents for a talk in school. I must say I'm not looking forward for my orientation. I hate playing Ice-breaker. Gosh, call me anti-social but I rather make friends my own way. Currently, watching another soap drama. And what's the biggie is that, I'm going through the same thing the girl is going through except that I'm not cool like her. HAHA. "It's like she's the white version of me" Anyway, I didn't cook. I lied. I didn't make the effort also, heeh. I was busying downloading software to my lappy for school and I was busying making ribbon for fun. I saw one of the softwares taht I'll have to use, it includes 3D stuffs. OMG, it's like DnT. Help :(

I think I'm gonna tell my mum today that I'll be going to my religious class. I've been missing for what? 3 months? And I have yet to collect my certificate. I missed going to classes and I feel so sinful.haizzzzz. My Mum and I were in the living room just now.

Mum : *reads news about 12 year old girl who went missing *
Eh, 12 tahun tapi tinggi! 1.6
Adik, you berape?
Me : 154. *ignores*
Mum : Eh, cannot be. Oh wait, 154? Adik, ni dier 12 tahun dik tapi 1.6.
Me : Biar la. Dier ikut mak bapak dier. You tgk la my ibu sendiri, pendek. HAHA
Mum : *pretends not to hear *
BURNNNNNN !

It's true. She tried but failed. HAHAHAHHAA. I should be singing "I got this from ma mama" to her, right? HAHA. My mother, my mother.
Alright, till then.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

So far, this is the earliest post that I've blogged about since God knows when. Hi :D
Yesterday, I woke up early ( I KNOW RIGHT! ) to accompany V to her school. Aren't I such a sweetheart! :D Basically, felt awkward around since it's not my school. We waited for hours and then got to know that Causeway Point hasn't finish it's renovation. PFFT, my niat yang baik and suci gone. POOF. Bloody renovations. -_____________________________-
Went to my school to pick up my tshirt. OMG, seriously me no likey the colour very much but what to doooooo. haha. AND, I finally can lose weight cause my school contains a lot of long-distance walking and climbing up the slope. To get back home, I have to take the overhead bridge. AWESOME ! -.-
So, I think I need to bring extra clothes cause I'll perspire like jksbhgfiuwsfb and need to buy a Gigantic bottle of perfume. Just in case. HEH.
Imagine, I'm perspiring then came a group of good-looking guys. Haiyaaaaaa, wa mau hide behind bushes sia like that! (My school surrounded by plants, what do you expect?! )
And kan, kan, I saw like a grop of guys uh. Skin colour mixture. I thought they were malays and chinese. Then I heard all of them talking in THAI. WTFFFFFF, waaahpiang eh. They cheat my feelings sia. HAHA.
Anyway, was supposed to meet a friend but he made me pissed. Dude, you're messing with the wrong girl okayy. I'm not the kind who's gonna wait for you and be nice to you and apologise when I'm harsh. It's just the way I am. You ticked me off, I'll walk away. _|_
Annoying Guys in Cyber World who :
1. asked you everything then a few months later, asked the same questions. -__________-
2. asked for your number but you didn't want to give and then, he stopped chatting with you. (first time chat kinda thing, kental siaaa)
3. added you up and asked, 'Do I know you?' WTFFFFFFFFFFFF?!

SERIOUSLY?! Why don't you just shoot me ?
okaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, today → TOWN + FRIENDS + MONEY + SHOPPING = MADNESS.
Wanna listen to mj12 :)

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD. I'm so glad, God created these cute adorable creatures. These babies could almost be my weakness. Not that I owned any of these babies :(
I will, in future. I missed having a pet so badly. Haiya, depressed already.
Yesterday, I didnt cook cause I was kind of lazy and wet market doesn't really sell fresh goods on Mondays. So I think I'll cook on some other day. Today, I'm going out. Cross fingers, I won't be late. Heh.
I heard Some PEOPLE started their first day of school today. I'm still having another week of crawling-around-on-the-floor-because-there's-nothing-else-to-do holiday. I'm terrified because I bet first day of school is gonna be like :
1. People seating far away from each other.
2. People talks for awhile then the silence came back
3. People judge you before even knowing you ( Nothing new, right?)
I think if girls stares at me and rolls their eyes, Imma be like flipping my hair back and forth in her face. PFFT! Alright, I need to chill. And I have finally watched HarryPotter. Takes me so long, ugh. I'm so outdated. I think Imma sleep in early today :)

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-11T02:20:00.000+08:00

HI. I guess I have to blog twice as long since yesterday I didn't update. I slept at 3am though. So Ama , Seha and I went out together. Like ' SAY WHAT?! ' Yeah. Went to *Scape for the flea market. It was awesome and I figured I just have to withdraw money but screw the place.There wasn't any ATM so basically we went from place to place just to find a stupid Atm machine which doesn't withdraw money anymore. Prangai ! Finally, withdrew in 313. Was back at the flea market and walked around. OMG, I love the rings and I really felt like buying but I have NO IDEA why I wasn't the one buying anything there. Imagine, I'm supposed to be the one buying but the rest bought while I walked away just like that. PFFT! I think my period is controlling my money. crap -______-
The weather wasn't really kind though. Or it was too kind. Trained to Bugis but guess what, we were too carried away that we missed our stop. Haiyaaaaa. Ate Sliced Fish Soup there. Try saying 'Sliced Fish Soup' without getting any tongue twister. I tried and it always turned out 'Sliced Fish Shrup' or 'Sliced Fist Soup'.
Afterwards a little shopping. I wouldn't call it shopping though cause the fact that I only bought my glasses there. Anyway, can we pretty please go out together AS IN TOGETHER TOGETHER (S.A.M.A S.A.M.A) Get it? HAHAH, k.

Yesterday, Had an unplanned meeting with Seha and Amira. Now now, we're always missing out one person. Next time, my turn okayyyy? I accompanied them for breakfast. Breakfast at Macs. Headed down to Dte. Roamed around (roam eh, macam binatang pe!) for the sake of wasting time and catching up.
Yeay, bought fan and cover for my lappy. I sayang my lappy even though it's Lenovo. hahaha.
I think I wanna cook today, let's see my mood :D

I hearts 'Get it right by The Glee' song.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

I think I'm being ridiculous, again. I mean, What's new? Me, always being paranoid and ridiculous. Right, I feel some how heartbroken. I have no idea what's it all about. I'm not being emo but this pain is both coming from physically and emotionally. Or maybe, it's only mentally. HAHAHAA.
Had an awesome mini outing with Valerie. She accompanied me to collect my pay. Surprisingly, the new Charles&Keith building is very classy. Very much like GossipGirl's apartments. Omg, I think I watched too much drama. Anyway, I finished watching GossipGirl too! Yeayyyyyyy. Next drama series please. Okay, my pay is sooooooo little. I'm so freaking pissed! Bitch fit! But according to my Dad, 'Alhamdullilah, dapat duit'. Still, haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Alright people, I'm going out with A and S today. May the weather be good to us and may my money stay intact in my bank account. Heh ~
I think I'm update my blog more often but who cares, Only I read it. I declared. HAHAHHAA, This is what normal people call 'self stalking' but I shall say it's to 'know myself better'. Sesungguhnya aku sedang merepek, okay bye.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-08T02:30:00.001+08:00

Omgggggg, I went to A's (a.k.a Lina) place to bake and we baked awesome cupcakes. We had miniature cupcakes/ Major over-flowing cupcakes and normal size cupcakes. Basically, we mesmerised ourselves with the colourings and the icings. Worth it !

Today, Imma to collect my paycheck. Yeaaaaaaay *do the moonwalk*

HAHA. So my sister and I will be donating clothes to charity and some (unused or only worn once) will be up for sale at really affordable prices :D

I think I really need to extend my closet. I still have like 3 Plastic Bags full of new, unwashed clothes. I'm starting to think that my fetish for shopping is a big issue right now. I see new stuffs, I just want them in my hands, be mine. God knows, how many unneccessary clothes I owned. ANYWAY, back to my sister and I. We went out together for awhile. Finally, some bonding time. I forgot how lame my sister can be

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Ate Fried Mars Balls *goofy smile* and bought masks.

Oh righttt! My sister showed me a video of a woman in Thailand's got talent. It was a she but she sang the song using both her 'he' and her 'she' voices. Eventually, we found out she used to be a he. Scary ~

Talking about Genders, watched 'Dua Alam'. FINALLY ! Kayy, my patience for waiting wasn't worth it. It was flashbacks and flashbacks and flashbacks and oh wait, flashbacks. -_________- Sungguh terperlu!
I also watched this MALAY couple from malaysia kissing on the side of the road. Basically, was about how the guy ditched the girl cause the girl chose KLCC over him. She clinged on him while crying asking him for forgiveness. And suddenly, they started kissing. WTFFFFFF?!! I feel so sinful already for watching. Dah uh, merepek sangat untuk diceritakan. okay bye!

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-05T02:58:00.001+08:00

Shall make a quickie one. I've been watching Glee season 2 and oh God, I'm addicted for sure. Luckily, there isn't any episode left. Yeap, I finished watching it today. I think Santana is hot but that's a pity, Sam and Quinn looked cute-r together and that Puckerman should be with me instead (her jelly isn't as awesome as mine, Puck. ) :D
Right, dream on!
I had a lot of chocolates at home so I decided to experiment with it. I double boiled white chocolate and I dipped apples in it. Awesome but I think it's better with dark chocolate eventhough I haven't tried it yet. But heyyyy, it was an experiement anyway so I've lost nothing except for the fact I overboiled the first batch of white chocolates. I had a record breaker, I woke up at 3pm today. I'm as stunned as you are, honey. Today's plan : watch another season of another series and pick up my items from AMK. I'm too lazy to go since it's so far and I know NOBODY would wanna follow me cause it's late but I have to for the sake of some of my noiseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey customers ( JUST KIDDING, Thank you for supporting ♥ )

What do you do when your good isn't good enough ?

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

HI !
I'm hungry again. Seriously, I'm starting to think that there's worms inside my tummy. 24/7 hungry. TSK! haiyaaaa. Saturday was depressing and Sunday was pretty much mundane. So, I was watching Starworld when suddenly, I've got inspired to ......... BAKE. Cupcakes, again. I watched DC cupcakes and I tell you the cupcakes they bake, looked heavenly. There goes my tummy again. I want my last pay so badly. I dont know what to do with the money but I just want it now.

The Anugerah's sneakpeek has been released on Suria and everytime it's being played, I'll laughed at the very same thing. " Harapan saya untuk menang anugerah " HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I forgot what I wanted to blog about. Hmm.. *thinks very hard* Nope, still blank.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

No, you are not close to me so don't you go around acting like we were bestfriends. Get away and get a life. Please and Thank you.
Addiction for the day : Gangsta luv
Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-04-01T03:21:00.000+08:00

Hi, it's 2+ am and I'm still up, waiting for Glee episode to upload. Sentosa today, I haven't pack. I have no mood. I lost my babyblue studs. I'm starting to really think that I have no friends. I mean, close friends yeah but literally, no other friends. Like am I really that anti-social? Alright, don't answer that. Nobody reads my blog, I wait too long for notifications to pop out in fb and omg, I feel like shooting myself to death.
So, I think I'm gonna blog about my past. Me. Since small, I don't have much friends. But I do have a good memory so I easily remember the tiny things about my friends. Kindergarten, I have this pretty bestfriend. I have no idea how she looklike now, what's she like now and I really wonder if she still remembers me. Aqilah. The girl with an Arabic face. Primary school. I went around a lot. Jumping from cliques to cliques. Girls, always fighting. I disappear here and there often. People wouldn't realise anyway cause I'm invisible. Thankfully, before graduating I met Amalina, Amira and Seha. And these days, to plan for an outing is really difficult. I'm really tired of people not being able to attend a mini gathering at times. Feels like our friendship is not important to you. :( Nevermind, I get it if you think your boyfriend is your first priority. Like hey, what's new?
Secondary, again, Invisible. Come in six, out in pieces. Six as in the six G's. Gosh, secondary was dramatic too. I can't believe girls fought for immature guys. I'm ashamed of myself. Haha. Flirting for secondary students were kind of the IN thing. Precisely, why some bitch about others, huh. Some girls stand out in the crowd cause they just have it all. Popularity, Teacher's pet, Guys. Pretty much all except for the brains. At that point when you were too busy hanging around, having so fun, "we were mugging for our O's." Paying attention in class. Crying eventhough it's just a test ( Well, at least for me ) See, the difference? I'm grateful that I did Okay.
So, this year.. I really hope to make a lot of friends. Like seriously. I hope to do well in my studies too. Alright, if I were to continue it'll never end. Plus, who the hell would read this anyway.
I editted so much till it's 3am. Wow -_______________-

Ps; "" means quoted from someone.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-03-30T00:41:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt so excited about something and then, someone just had to spoil it by crushing your hopes? Yeah, I'm feeling that way AGAIN. I mean, I'm starting to get used to it. Sometimes, I'd let myself believe the opposite. Alrighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhht, emotional talking much. My sister supposed to take something for me at Woodlands but things got pretty messed up and changed of plans. So either I go there myself (Ya Allah, mintak ampun punye la jauh) or I'll wait on Thursday. Haiyaaayaaa. Darah naik ni, youuuuuu ~
See, tomorrow I hope to see my collegue since it's her last day working = going to CityHall, MarinaSquare. Collect items = WhiteSands & Woodlands. I need to persuade someone to follow me. Or else, me forever alone. (kayy, eww tumblr) hahaha. NO, i have nothing against tumblr. I just think Tumblr is the trend now.
I've changed my blogskin. Like finally. Yes, the forever ended today. I still have a few more touch-up to do. And no,V, I didnt copy you. Just got inspired with how immediate you changed your blogskin since you know it got to do with Tumblr. HAHA.Anyway, Since I'm no longer working 24/7, I'm always eatting. Like my fb status, staying at home = eat more = fatter. Omg, I missed Math. Let's do equation. Me + Tv + Food = ME FOREVER FAT.
merepek ajerrr, k bye.
Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-03-11T02:18:00.005+08:00

Heyy heyy :D
Im starting on my new blog background. Still procrastinating though. What's new -___- So righttttttt, Im really really confused right now. Don't know wanna go CLV or not. Should i ? really? worth it ke? hahha, pelokek nak mampussss for sureee. And the truth is im not ready to face Siglapians especially with my new hair colour. Yeahhhh, me finally went to the salon to dye and highlight. Kayyyy eh, I wanted copper reddish brown with slightly copper blonde highlights. Then the colour that turned out were more of like brown (which looks like i didnt dye my hair) and SUPER blonde highlights. Imagine it's already 1pm and you're supposed to enter work at 1pm and you're still sitting down in the salon with the stylist asking you, ' How is it? okayy right? look natural la.' In my heart, ' Bitch, please! natural your head ' but instead i nodded and paid and scramed. naikkkkk darah i youuuuuuuuuuuu. pffffft.
SO, hey my hair have officially made me look like a typical malay 'girl'. If you know what i mean.

Right, will upload a picture of my hair colour but the picture a bit dark so it isnt obvious la. Was at work, in the storeroom. As usual. (I think storeroom can upgrade to photoshoot studio already. HAHA, kay mepek!)

Work? Today, Ive 3 bags reserved already. Still can't decide which one i want. I might actually buy two. OMG! AndAndAND, Im about to finish my contract. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO. *do the moonwalk* Today, I volunteered to be the store'man'. Lazy to serve so decided to arrange the boxes. and OMG, i pushed all the box to the left side and i realised that i have to put on the left side instead, had to push all the way back again. THIS HAPPENED ALMOST EVERYTIME! fml. -.- Still managed to finish arranging 500+ shoeboxes. feeeewuuuuuh. What made my day was that my sales highest (macam first time jerr) among all when I spent half a day in the storeroom. heeeheeeeee.

kayy bye.

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-02-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

SUUUUUUPPPPPP.
kayy, hi. its been a long time since i last update. i know im just repeating my introduction of my post everytime by saying 'its been a long time' hahahaha. anddddd im gonna repeat this again, i need to change my blogskin. uggggggh, its frustrating. anywayyyyy, during my off days there's always an event.
12 feb - Ayah's birthday.
15 feb - date with Humcar.
Awesome. went to MBS, met my filipino boyfriend. hahha. Spent more than 6bucks on food. but the Bakso was nice ^^ then skating was replaced with riding on sampan. It felt like we're in Venice. OMG, so fun. Ate the awesome Garrett's popcorn again "LOVE IS MESSY".
24 feb - date with THE PRIYA.
I really really wish to do that again. Its always 'OMG' moments. hahaha. seriously, i hope we can do that again. I spent 70+. I know its like a '70+ ajer?' but its a big deal for me. I get 1k each month and i only have 200 to spend for myself. hahha. But hey, im doing the right thing okayyyyy. Im saving half of my gaji in the 'don't touch that money account' and ard 300 is for my family. YES, I gave some to my parents and granny. How thoughtful is that?! kay, stop braging -.-
Kay wait, one more time uh. I MEAN ZAMAN SKRANG MANER ADER REMAJE REMAJE BUAT GTK WILLINGLY? kan kan kan? kay dah, im satisfied.
26 feb - my fav. uncle's bro's wedding.
Im really really embarrassed. YA ALLAH. seriously. kayy, I wore something inappropriate (L/S with satin skirt AJER!) and i didnt wear selendang la. and i didnt wear make up. and i thought it was under the block kinda wedding. and i made a fool out of myself and i went to the wedding for nothing -____________________-
the wedding was at this hotel-like hall. and OMG, so grand gtk. and it cost them around 22k. mcm gini i have to work for 22 months siaaaaaa. hahaha. no, thank you.

work has been a little rough lately. My closest collegue is leaving me in a day time. And there's 3 filipino who's gonna talk in tagalog (which sometimes its weird cause I understand). And there's my gila manager and another teen and the fucking midget aka the turtle aka the reason why i hate working to. hahaha. I swear this midget is making me suffer. She almost made me pay 30+ for her mistake (which i dont know why my manager still havent settle it yet. ) and now, she's gotten a customer complaint. And fuck, i was there doing the transaction. SO, someone have to take the blame. i dont know la i dont know. I dont know why I was nice to her also in the first place when she complained to others that her collegues doesnt treat her well. That i cannot tahan anymore. walaoweeeeyyyyy. hahah. Alright, i shall calm down.

Alright, today im posted to Bugis -.-
Pray that I wont be suffering la. Should I wait for my next pay or just use my leftover money which is so effing little? i think wait la. I can look cute another time. HAHAHAHAAH. kayy, I just missed christina falling again -.- I need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep but i just woke up. kayyy, bye.

ps: omg, im using my lappy. and im so glad, i can call it mineeeeee. :D

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-02-12T11:07:00.002+08:00

'When a girl is silent, that’s pretty dangerous. She’s either overthinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. But most of the time it’s all of the above.'

For now, I'm in the "cant-shut-the-fuck-up" mood. Just wait and see, I'll turn silent for sure.
I neeeeed to do something to my hair. It's getting outta hand. I feel like fucking shaving it off. Yes, that irritating.

Assalamualaikum

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2011-02-06T00:41:00.002+08:00

after so long, I'm finally going to update.
a quick one, i supposed.
So life has been pretty good. yeah right -.-
I lost my ezlink card at cityhall mrt. Luckily, they found it. Fuhhh!
Ive been posted to MBS for 3 consecutive days. Tiring much. Made new friends. The assistant manager there forever cute :DD

Scene 1
F : The whole day I didnt hear your voice
Me : I talked what.
F : Now then you talk.
Me : No, I welcomed the customers.

Scene 2
F : Your boyfriend not fetching you?
Me : I dont have boyfriend.
crick crick*
Me : I know, sad life.
F : sad life? AHAHAHA!

Scene 3
They were all talking in tagalog so i kept quiet.
F : you okay?
Me : huh? yeah.
:)

HEEEHEEE, omgggg I have a crush on a filipino! HAHAHAHA!
I went to watch kurafat at tebrau city, OMG, SYAMSUL YUSOF O.O
Jealoussssss pe, dier hugged si liyana jasmay tu. Tsk! *rolls eyes*
okayyyy, on the mean time I shall continue to live my lonely/pathetic/sad life.
HAHAHAHAH!

If loneliness would move out,
I'd fill the vacancy.
emo peeee aku!

Assalamualaikum ♥

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2011-01-17T12:53:00.003+08:00

OMG, NOW IM MAD.
Idc if my sister gonna read this but im still gonna say it.
WHO THE FUCK DOES HER BOYFRIEND THINKS HE IS?!
Main masuk jer bilik org tak tentu psl.
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TSK!

2011-01-16T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hi, its my first day of being seventeen. haha. Its so awlward when people ask, 'so how do you feel about it?' and i'll just go , 'the same?' hahahah. yeah, true. And today as in yesterday(my birthday) during dawn prayers, my mummy made me feel so beloved. I felt like a baby :'D
I went into her room and faced her while she was half awake. Then i closed my eyes. My mummy sapu my forehead. AWWWWWWWWWWWWW... i bet she's like. 'MY BABY IS ALL GROWN UP. AND SHE'S SEVENTEEN NOW' hahha.
but anyway, i'll skipped the boring stories i have about work (actually two days ago's story was entertaining) bimbo collegue of mine. heehee.
OH, so back to my birthday. haha. Im supposed to meet my ex, val at 1. but i went out of the house at 1.30. heee, whats new?!
kayy, she fetched me under my block so i went out of the house. Closed the gate and then 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!' they shouted. Me being so terkejut was like 'MAK !!!!!' and i turned back to the gate and closed my eyes. hahhahaa. THIS TIME, someone actually did manage to scare me. hahahah.
They blind folded me all the way from my block till boarding the bus and till at downtown east. MALUUUUUUUU sia! -.-
They blanjered me popeyes, knowing that me tk pernah eat there before. So later we ended up going seperate ways. BORING ! haha. Then I met a friend. He gave me present semue under my block. Sanggup dier datang you! haha. Afterwards, I went jb with family. Ate at some awesome place BANAFE cafe. *two thumbs up*
Good thing, my parents didnt go and ask for a dedication song. If not, malu again. haha.
Okayy, talking about my birthday is boring, isnt it?
hahha. tkpe. I'll let the picture in fb do the 'talking'. Will upload it soon, i think (?) hahha.
Assalamualaikum <3

Thank you so much to those who wished me via text message or fb or pm or any
way. haha. I appreciate it. For once, I feel like im not invisible :D
Thank
you <3

♥

2010-12-29T12:43:00.001+08:00

ohhya, Im taking in orders again.
anyway, any suggestions what to do with my hair? Rebond again? Perm? or DONT TOUCH? hahaha. tag me or message me kayy? ♥

marie pen ♥

2010-12-29T12:12:00.003+08:00

Afternoon, :D
my body is aching. malas nak mandi. heehee
so yeah, 5 days working straight wasn't really a good combination when you're falling sick.
My throat is swelling again. i hate it i hate it i hate it. Yesterday night was awesome.
My collegues semue naik giler babi. We were all laughing throughout the citylink walkway. hahaha. prangai nonsense siaaa. kayy, im supposed to mandi. nak meet darlings later.
Ohh. I was emo a few days back. at work. my sales all very low. yaaa, seriously i cried. watery je not melalak. -____-
Then the next day i snapped out of it. And it works. Omg, it did. hahaha. kayy bye. so yeah.
I got my new phone ^^ white pink white pink. mcm Marieeeeeee.
I forgot what i wanted to blog about. errrmmm. ohhya, MBS.
I was posted out to Marina Bay Sands on christmas eve.
Sana cool. I got lost -_______-
My wooden bangle also lost in the toilet. Cb. (toilet dier pun nice!)
There was like this boat thingy mcm kat Venice. Omggggg, coool giler.
Yeah, MBS people were nice.

Conversation 1.

F,TM :You want to buy food?
Me : huh? *blur*
F : You want to buy boot?
Me : FOOD OR BOOT? HAHAHA.
F : ohh sorry sorry.

Sumpah kekek. dah lamer sangat agaknyer kerje dgn kasut. Idk why but his hand menggeletar siaa. Weirdo Phillipino. hahaha but he's cute. Muker case muke melayu.
I went back at 10 but i waited to the bus for an hour. cb punyer 518. It was bloody jam packed.
i was like squashed infront in the bus. then there was these two malay dudes. ard 30+ maybe 40(?) also. IN THAT SAME TIME, WHILE STANDING.. One of them slept. His head kept hitting my bag then when he hit it, he'll grunt. hahaha. One point of time, people wanted to alight and there he was still sleeping away. His friend go slap him on his head. hahaha. He went from zzzzz to O.O
hahahahahahhaha!
So he was awake from then on. They talked about that sleeping incident and hitting my bag. I was beside them -.-
Conversation.

Guy 1, (the one who slept) : bole tertidur pula.
Guy 2 : Kau ni. Kau tidur abeh kene budak tu nyer bag.
Guy 1 : nasib baik ader bag dier. hahah.
Guy 2 : kesian dier. Ni kalau bapak dier tau, mati .

They were talking something like that. i cant remember. All that i remembered was that I was too busy laughing my ass out. kayy no la, I was trying to control. Trying so hard not to laugh but i couldnt help it. So its like im jerking my body but silently. hahahaha.
Ohh ya, MBS doesnt sell halal food. Well, if have also i didnt see. Then NO EFFING FASTFOOD. So i didnt eat throughout the day. I ate biscuits and log cake. -.-
Dah setengah nak mampus. Balik I ate nasi and telur with kicap like hell lot. Fuhh, patut la tk lose weight. Tsk!

oh, also there was this lady from India who tried 20 over fucking pairs of shoes and I served. itu another setengah nak mampus incident. hahhaa. She kept saying "last one. last one. " t(-.-t)
hahaha but new experience. kayy laa, i wanna bathe. kayy bye.

Assalamualaikum ♥

2010-12-14T00:14:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi :D
Can i please have 3 off days instead of 2. I mean boring la but some people need to rest. kayy, tapi cannot push the blame to CK la since i go tangan gatal nak kerje sgt. xD

So anyway, back to me ber-maki hamun. HAHAHAHA. 'OMG, i miss malay' gtk -_____-

I had this colleague (at 16years old, i still have to go read up the dictionary to see whether the spelling is right or not) which Im gladly not going to be working with anymore. HAH, bitch -.-
She is like ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. She has this boy haircut, talks sengau, english like singlish (worst than me and nyonya nyonya) and she is a bit big. I mean im fair tau. People at work treats me just fine. I treat them all the same but after awhile, i couldnt take it. She pushed me around like some idiot. Like im dumb or something. I might be new but i already knew the basics. She's a senior. (If a senior means quitting and rejoin, then she is one hell of a senior) So imagine me doing something, suddenly she came up to me and say the exact same thing i was about to do like 75850 times. Kayy bedek uh. But its fucking annoying la. I swear semua newbies dont like her. Actually the ones I knew cume 3 la. HAHAHA
ITU TAK APA TAUUU.
PART I 'LOVE' THE MOST :
My last day at Citylink. Again, interupted me while i was happily doing my work. ALAMAK, muker dah lain macam tau. Later, I was packing up the shoes back into where they belonged, shoebox. It wasnt my job but I volunteered. I had to bend/squat down. Obviously, cause the boxes were on the floor. Then kan, the next thing i knew...

A BLOODY WOODEN STOOL fell onto me. It hit my back. I was in pain, duhh! I screamed a little la. I turned and that bitch was there. Muker case tak bersalah and she opened her mouth. Kay sloww motion, 'Im....... ssssooooo...rrrrryyyyyyyyy....' ALL SHE COULD SAY WAS IM SORRY then dier buat bodoh. Part ni, I rolled up my sleeves and I screamed, " YOU FUCKING BITCH. WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!" then I punched her nose yang dah penyet tu and it bleed. HAHAHHAHAA.

KAYY KIDDING LA, MY IMAGINATIONS ONLYY. THAT WAS. I wanted that to happen but I decided not la since I'll get fired and have a bad record. If i wanna do that so badly then i'll probably wait for the shop to close and when there's no customers. :DD So yeah, this was why i was so fucked up. So Im going to be transfered. Alhamdullilah. Hopefully, it is a better environment for meee. Amin.

Funny, the last day at Citylink again have those transverse coming in. This time it was a group of 4. I swear one of them really pretty. Like seriously. One wanted me to expansion his/her shoe. It was size 39 tau. I had to expand 3 or 4 times baru dier satisfied. Kalau kaki tu dah gelabak tu, just take size 40 laaa. ni tidak menyusaaaaaahkan org jer. tkpee la, dah kerje aku ehhh -.-
In the storeroom,

Me: Eh, your girlfriend come already.
D: Huh?
Me: *step lembut nak mampus*
D: really uh? I dont want to go out uh. Eh I served them before. Confirm
one! Your turn uh!
He went out then came back afew seconds later.
D: This one i never see before. They have long face uh.
-______________________________- Dengan semangat kater pernah served.
D: I like gays. They come right, CONFIRM buy one ! confirm one.
Me: Then
you serve uh.
D: i dont want. Eh, you serve la. Dont want commision is it?

Pandai pulak si apek ni kene kan aku. -.-
Dier pehh malas, suruh org panjat abeh serve. Excuse dier, ' Eh i'm giving you commission, yknow' Kepaleeeee HOTAK dier la. hahahahah!
It's sad cause we all gonna be seperated already :'(
Okayy la, go to sleep. Working at a new place later :DD

Assalamualaikum <3

hearts

2010-12-13T02:25:00.002+08:00

hi hi :D
i lazy wanna update blog now. maybe later in the noon if imma wake laaa.
ITS MY OFF DAY BABYYYYY! hahah
Fuck that bitch __
ampunnnnn banyakbanyak cause i say bad word (mcm budak kecil) but i cannot tahan already.

Assalamualaikum <3

hearts

2010-12-12T01:00:00.006+08:00

hi hi :D
i should probably be sleeping by now. im working tomorrow. hahah. whats new? -.-
hahahha! there's so many things to share but i dont think i'll have time. hahaha
i'll just share snippets of it kayy?

first scenario:
there's this guy, he kene transfered. malay teen. abit older then me obviously.
he kept looking and turning. Asking me all the weird weird questions.
In the storeroom,

T: aku kenal kau laa. kau kenal aku tak?
Me : haha. okaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy.
saper siaa kau?

BURNNNNN!
it was funny cause serious shit, i dont know who. After i found out who, i nearly screamed in the bus while on the phone. So i went ' OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! ' HAHAHA
buat malu company jer. pfft!

second scenario:
an Australian (if im not wrong) couple who's ages between 50++ to 60+ came in the store. The wife wanted to try the displayed boots at the window. So i served them laaa.
While she was trying and saying how lovely it looks,
her husband went like , " yeah! i like it too! it looks beautiful! "
OMG, you should have seen. Punya laaa cute! hahaha.
Then they wanted to reserve the boots. I thought only one pair. Cause the wife tried both black and camel colour. I crossed out the camel and wrote black instead. The man came up to me again and said he wanted both colour. One for wife and other for his 16year old granddaughter. BEST KAN DAPAT GRAMPS mcm gini?! Imagine granddaughther dier same shoe size with her nenek. and they are like badan besar tau! CONFIRM THAT GIRL TINGGI SIAAAAA!

Me: ohh! so sorry! I thought you only wanted one pair. sorry.
Mr Morton
(thats his name btw) : No, i want both of them.
Me : oh okayy. So both
black
and camel?
Mr Morton: yeah. i cant afford a dinosaur so im
buying
camel instead

HAHAHHAHAH! it was hillarious siaaa, dgn semangat
siaa ini australian datuk.
and they made my day :D

Third scenario :
My store, there's a lot of foreigners coming in. Thailands also come. And some of them were transverse. Like mak nyaaaah. I got used to it cause it has been a few times already. Two days ago, in the morning another two came in. Not pretty. I swear the first time that i was those tranverse were some fucking pretty. I didnt realise till they start talking. SO back to the story, the guys served the mak nyaaahs. HAHAHA. Bad decision. after they bought a pair of shoes and went out. We were talking about them.

C : you, be careful. they like you, you know.

HAHHAHAAH. They freaked out like 0.0 HAHHA
Then in the evening another one came, aloneeeeee. omg, that shemale didnt clean shave properly so can see like his/her facial hair. The newbies were so JAKUN. like really, like i-cant-take-my-eyes-off-you kind.
So since that shemale approached me, i had to served la kan.

D(one of the guys that served the transverse in the morning): eh, goodluck eh.
*wink*
Me : -.- IMMA GIRL!

hahahah. stuuups siaaaa. WHICH TRANSVERSE WOULD HIT ON A GIRL, YOU TELL ME?! -_____________- especially when they wanna be a female.
hahaha. Korang eh. haiyoyo.

Yeah, so thats my daily entertainment. hahah.
Oh one thing i hate about greetings is that after i greet like sincere and very welcoming.
The customers like ignored and acts as though they didnt hear anything. I swear i feel like throwing those heels at them -___-
hahaha. OMG, I shared too much. Its been 30 minutes. 0.0
kayy bye!
'thanks for coming. see you again!'

Assalamualaikum <3

loves

2010-11-25T08:05:00.002+08:00

hi hi :D
right, i have to stop saying this 'hi hi' thingy siaa. damn straight its annoying. Well, probably to me only. hehhhh. So, lets see whats going on in my life right now.
Hmmm, i desperately need a new blogskin (to motivate myself to blog, duh?)
Im broke and i wanna shop (what? the clothes in my closet arent dope for future poly students. pssh! Im blaming my closet if i cant get into poly.)
I wanna karaoke, dance and partaaaaaaay. ( opps, i forgot. no money -.- )
I cant wait for reunionsssssss. ( hopefully, i'll be having off on that day *cross fingers*
Im officially starting working tomorrow. (nerve-wrecking orrrrr what?! )
I TOTALLY NEED B&Js ICE-CREAM, PERIOD!
:DD
cant ask my mom cause cousin is staying over at my house which means i have to share. TOO BAD, i dont want to. hahahahahaha. You can call me selfish, bitch xD
Ive watched the exorcist and it was so draggy. I wanna watch the exorcist played by that little girl andddd watch the last exorcism. Not to mention other movies like, harrypotter, easy A, Narnia (i havent even watch that prince caspian first -.-), etc etc.
Basically, you can just give me free passes to all the movies and i'll be a happy gobber.
Im loving the colours on my nailsss. i wonder if its allowed at work. Hopefully, its allowed cause i just spent hell lots of effort to it.

Happy Birthday, MsL.

Assalamualaikum.

65

2010-11-20T11:54:00.001+08:00

I GOT THE JOB AT C&K ! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
BIG MONEY ! BIG MONEY! kayy bye

Assalamualaikum♥

♥

2010-11-19T13:24:00.003+08:00

heyyyyyyyyy ~~
rightright, it's been hectic even after O's are over. Had to search for Graddy dress. And I ,who's always very picky and petty, had a hard time finding my dress. But it was worth it. My dress look fab even though it cost me just 30bucks and I bought it at Bugis street. Who would have known a nice satin dress in Bugis street can be worn for a Graddy a.k.a. prom. Everything is within my budget butttttttt im still broke. Waiting for C&K to call me saying that i got the job. If i still dont get it then you'll be seeing me around Tampines, I guess? -.-

Graddy was awesomeeeeeeeee! Lenses came at the right time. My mom laaaa ni, she didnt open the letterbox for the week. Patut laa tak sampaisampai -_________-
As I was saying, graddy was awesome. Everyone looked stunning, beautiful,gorgeous and guys? handsome, i guess? hah. Yessss, im proud of myselfffff too. (ibu pun puji anak dier lawa. susah tau nak dpt ibu puji ^^) Congrats to king and queen. After party was like clubbing but clubbing's worse laa. DUHH! Stuuups guys were violent. Ingat it was a moshpit. There was body surfing too -.- I got pushed and fell mcm nangka busuk. yeahh, I didnt get to stay and hang out :(
Stuuuups pehh 'secretsocieties' so much for being secretive -______________-
Im enthralled but im stucked in between. *Surpriseeeee*
kayy bye.
looking for class reunion, SAMA reunion and manymany moreee laa
Ohh shit, i forgot, Im broke.

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-11-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

I did this! for my babyy :DDD
Heyy babies ♥♥
Woot woot! O's are finally over.
I almost cried after doing art paper! No, im not a crybaby. Just relieved that it's over. And I know im not good in it and it's been a hell of a journey. Im proud. My momma is gonna be proud too :DD
Im celebrating by creating FB acct so PEOPLE please add me *puss in boots eyes*.
Ohh, Im ordering lenses again. Hehh. Omg, im panicking for graddy !! I know its like a week from now but maner sia cukup time. hahaha. Okayy, I feel like deleting my bloggy. nobody reads it anyway. OMGG, O's DAH HABIS. CAN REALITY PLEASE BITCHSLAP ME?! hahaha
Im currently watching glee,gossipgirl,90210 and a lot more. I dont know how im handling it also.
Ohh, going for another interview on Tuesday. Ive applied many siaa. hhaha. Kiasuuuu betul.
Rightright. thats all.

Assalamualaikum ♥

love the way you lie

2010-09-20T21:33:00.004+08:00

The truth hurts. The truth doesnt care about your feelings, to hell it doesnt. Sometimes, its just karma. Karma, you win. I admit defeat.
Booboo,you seelah these people mempermainkan perasaan i. :'(
Malam ni call i kayy ? Iloveyou, booboo [;

New part time job: hotel waitress
(loving the outfit)

I apologize even though I know I know it's lies

Assalamulaikum ♥

♥

2010-09-18T23:03:00.004+08:00

Bingittt nyerrrrrrrrrr. I missed my show. Fish la, Mum also didnt remind me. If depan computer then mesti la kene remind la kan. sabarr je. Anyway, its raya. Selamat hari raya [; I can't feel the joyous occasion at all. Papers sucked a lot. haiyaya, i thought i have white shirt for Convocation skali tkde. -.-
kayy boring, bye.

Ugh, stress punyer pasal pimples also popping.

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-09-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

I'm down with flu/blocked nose/ sore throat.
I can't taste! I cant rock with that for suree.
So I've been watching lots of videos and this cracked me up.

and another video is on fb. yeap, the wang and only.
Prangai! okayy bye [;

assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-08-31T16:24:00.002+08:00

OHH F* Shit, Its happening again.
Ohh crapp!
clumsy heart♥

Assalamualaikum♥

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2010-08-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hell to the Yeah!
I'm not supposed to be kinda happy cause Science practice exam was like 'crickcrick' to me. I'm gonnabe surprise if i were to pass. I barely answer physics questions and did i mention that i didnt got to do the chemistry questions? yeah. I did ONLY one question and that too I didnt get to finish. I have to start mugging now or i'll never gonna make it. Anyway, I watched Ultimate dance showdown which was so last minute. Heeh. Tuhan sahaja la yang tahu. The glossy jacket dudes got into the next round. Oh, did i mention that i bumped into sezairi? hahaha.
Okayy bye.

HIT THE BOOKS!
assalamualaikum ♥

jiayouuuu

2010-08-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

Results were out yesterday. I kinda know what grade I got but well, I wanted better.
I know that's my typical grade range but still sometime you just have that feeling that you want more. Something better. I'm really confused, I don't know whether to retake or not. Shitty feeling.
I'm gonna motivate myself. Jia you, Mahirah!

Assalamualaikum ♥

38.4

2010-08-07T00:30:00.003+08:00

I'm having a real bad headache ;'(
I wasted my time on some mediacorp competition which I decided not to take part.
I'm hungry.
I'm too tired to think nor too chat with anyone.
ugh, those midnight shows are driving me sick.
For the first time in my 16years of living, my temperature was 38.4 degrees.
Reality check : Prelims = 4 more weeks & Olevel MT result next week
What do I have to say for myself?
- Mampus!

heh, Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-07-27T22:24:00.004+08:00

Heyyeaah,
Its the end of July already and then comes the fasting month. I cant wait [; Not because of Raya but because I get to not eat. hahahaha. Im very very very blessed. Especially with my bestest hot bf ever. Booboo ♥ Anyway, RHD '10 was the best. I felt so touched till I was about to cry. Sheesh ~
Teachers can really be _______ ( idk how to describe them). Upon, seeing my ML, I kept grinning like a 5 year old kid. Now, even when I heard Jb's song, I smiled because of the teachers. HEH! Funny shit la. These past few days has really been very busy. Partly because I went out or something like that. Basically, O's are really getting like near. Like my adorable principal said, ' Life in Sec 4 is like a race and I'm about 100metres away from the finishing line '.
So jia you!
I bought my kasut raya. Very happy with it [;
Thanks motherrrrr!

I ♥ you, Booboo.
(Sorry, Booboo dont allow me to put up his picture.
malu konon. Menyampah! hahaha. )

Its better to stay away then to regret

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-07-12T21:47:00.004+08:00

Happy Boo-yah Day [;
Yeap, SOMEONE decided to suddenly come up with this 'boo-yah day' but it was fun, wasn't it? Getting gifts from someone without knowing who gave it to you. And I kinda think I did a great job. Am I awesome or am I awesome? hahahah.

I went to NewYorkSS for the free trial and I ended up crying, I think. They fucking squeeze my pimples, blackheads or whatever you called it out. If the thing doesn't wanna go out then they fucking poke it with something that felt like a needle. They put cotton pads on my eyes so definitely I cant see. Now, my face is like full of reddish spots. I kinda regretted going there in the first place. They pestered me to buy their product. (they think I dont know they are trying to use psychology on me ?! sheesh) Dah enough of complaining.

I wanna buy heels or wedges. Suggestions anyone?

Anyway People, I'm opening a new spree. Again Contact lens. Colored and transparent.
Since Hari Raya is coming, I might be kind enough to give people discounts. So you better bloody hell send in your orders now ;D

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-07-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

First word : Patience.
Second word : Karma.
Third word : will.
Fourth word : hit.
Fifth word : you.
Sixth word : back.
Finally, the last word : Bitch.
Advise to self : Ingat Tuhan sahaja, kayy.

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-06-27T21:38:00.003+08:00

Sup ;D
Guess what ? School's reopening tomorrow, yeay -__-
So let me recap what happened this week. Hmm, ate Swensens. (dah naik mendak makan kat situ)
Went JB again. Finished 'Things I want my daughters to know' although everytime I told myself, this is boring. hahaa. Went to Sengkang Library and FINALLY found 3 of my recent fav. author. Martina Reilly, of course. Reading Flipside and will be finishing either today or tomorrow ;DDDD Went to work todayyyyyy. Money goes into my pocket! happpyyyy.
Orang tanyer if Im sec 3. DOUBLE HAPPPYYYYY. Itu ajerrr, kay bye. Heh.

Sometimes, you'll get too excited to find out more but no doubt, in the end, you'll get hurt instead.
lesson learned for today : Dont tangan gatal and go check on the person.
lesson Im about to learn in future : I still do it although it'd hurt me a thousand times.
KAYY CRAPPPPPPP!

Signs when you're about to turn into a matrep's sister.
Brother:

Starts to wear camera bag. √
Starts to wear caps, I mean Floating caps. √
Starts to pester Mum to buy skinny jeans. √
Starts to pester Mum to buy BRANDED Slippers. √

Checked.Checked.Checked.Checked. Guess what? Im about to be a matrep's sister. How grand is that ? o.O

♫ Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst

Assalamualaikum♥

♥ kamu keterlaluan

2010-06-21T15:54:00.003+08:00

Im very hurt-ted-ted.
My own bestfriend deserted me with this bizarre news. So much for Bestfriends, alright. I had to dig up the news myself. sheesh ~
So I went to Jb last saturday. Finally, Ive watched the karatekid. Its was wickedly awesome (!!) Jsmith is adorable. Kecikkecik dah pandai nak kisskiss. But badan furrrlamak powwws seh. I think the 3months of martial arts prep was worth it. And Ive watched KecohBetul. Funny but nothing out of ordinary. Then yesterday, Ive watched another two movies online and at night watched another movie using CD. The old version tau not DVD. I realized something. Diana Danielle was the small kiddo. And that was in 2002 and look, she's all grown up. I just found out she's only 18. How the hell is that possible. She's seriously look 20+ ! Kasi orang false hope je. I was searching for my Indon song then terlajak sampai Korean. I also realized something.

Ed westwick and T.O.P. lookalike.
Ive found someone's clone.
I wonder how's mine. An ICA officer saw mine before. Said that I really looked like this 'girl'.
So Im one in the seven. (One in a million, ni semue tak main horrr)
Im getting bored right now. Ive listed down all Martina Reilly's book which Im gonna find. Thursday masuk JB lagi. heh.

♫Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-06-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

Just a Quick Post cause CSI already started.
I'm over the fact that I didn't go Bintan. Still, that VP is heartless. -.-
Today, 4th monthsary [; I spent my day alone. Well, not entirely. I went to Woodlands to get my pants. So I roamed around like a pathetic creature in Causeway point. I went to library and took 168431 hours and ended up borrowing only ONE PATHETIC book. Then went to my aunt's house while she was at the library. o.o So met she at McD instead. I planned to watch KarateKid today but neeehhh, I'll just watch with my family instead. My parents' anniversary is coming ! ;DDDD
OHHH, I realized that Im sucha family person. *kening naik-naik*
Next~
Last sunday, I went to Pulau Ubin with my Madrasah. Made friends with all sorts of people. heh.
Got this young dude punyerrr la good-looking. I love his eyes. (and eye lashes) Reality Check : I'm older. If sekali sekale jadi Cougar tkpe kan? HEH. DO I LOOK THAT OLD, people? You know what, dont answer it. -.-
I mean, they have yet to see the sec2 yg muke macam 20. I shall collect many coins. Nak campak nak well so that I'll grow. muahahahahahahaa.
IM GETTING SO FAT SIAAAAA !
kayy bye.

PS; IM SELLING PINK CONTACTS TOO TAUU. *kening naik-naik*

Assalamualaikum ♥
kisskiss(extra)
ps/s ; sorry uh, tgh happy mood uh.
dtg bulan mahhhhh

bintan no go

2010-06-07T15:42:00.002+08:00

The truth's out. I won't be going anywhere. Feeling so fucked up. Well, I just can't fucking wait to fucking graduate from this fucking school. VP mcm sial. Aku pergi ke tak pun, its up to me to decide whether to come for my bloody holiday lesson pe. Aku tk menyusahkan kau pe. Aku tak kacau hidup kau pe. Sabar. I even improved a lot sia in MYE. Imagine from c6 jumped to A2. From class position belasan to one digit. I still dont deserved to go isit? Insya'Allah, my O's results will be good. Baru aku kene kan dier balik. KB betul!

Assalamualaikum

?

2010-06-04T16:50:00.008+08:00

Gaaaaaaaaaaaah ~
Im feeling so sick. Yes, Im sick of life.
Everything I do is wrong. Nobody listens to me. Nobody cares too. What for live and benefit nothing in this world. Im thinking to end my life.

Goodbye ♥

Hahahaa. Macam faham ! No, Im not gonna end my life.
Im sick as in fever sick. I knew it's coming. I knew it!
;D
Now, Ive philegm in my throat. And fuck, it GREEN (this green) Gross. Disgusting. Okayy what other words to describe? So, My temperature isnt that bad la. Its only 37.6 degree. The leceh thing is that I have to go tuition! It ends at 9.30 but my 'Ali setan' movie starts at 9. :(
Okayy, I just sneezed and my throat hurts!!! Ugh, sekarang juga si penyakit nak attack aku. Ohh, I found this video. Its so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet.

watch this ! ↓

This sweetheart who's just got engaged, decided to propose to his girlfee in a very unique way. I means it rare to find people propose like this. He actually danced to 'their song' and kinda embarrass himself. (BUT I KNOW, THE GIRLFEE ♥s IT) I mean who wouldnt?! Then after proposing, they ran away & rode off in a horse drawn carriage. Woah, Princess sehhh.
^.^ So, what Im trying to say is. Im going to fly to another country to find guys like that. heeeeeh ~ Kidding.

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-06-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

Did anybody say 'school holidays'?
Cause I heard school helldays, alright.
pfft ~
Anyway, I'm gaining a lot of weight.
I dont know whether its because Im happy or stressed.
Yeah, There's a big HOLE in my wallet. ;'( sodehhh.
I want to go shopping. And I want that idk how to describe eh.
Ermm, chiffon oversize blouse? Mana nak cari sehh.
Ohh, I want to watch TheKarateKid !
Jaden Smith is so cute ( too young la! ) -.-
Macam bapa dier jgak, dah start nyanyi plak tu ;D
I want to do so many things but there's so little time.
One thing for sure, I want to watch TheKarateKid after I come back next week. And no, Im not interested to watch because of that small boy but because it looks interesting. Mr M is in not here so I cant really do much for art.
Olevels is in a few months time, people! Its driving me into my graveeeeee ~
In case you dont know, for MT O's AKU LUPER NAK UNDERLINE THE PERKARA!! sial -.-

P/s ; RP sent a Magazine to me. And no, Im not interested in their courses. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-05-28T21:09:00.003+08:00

Heyya.
Ermm.. Ive turned even more tanned -.-
Yeah, blame Sport's Day. Yeay, my class managed to get 3rd. I, on the other hand, only get to smell the bronze medal for 4 by 1. Pfft! Sodehh la sangat sangat. Ive finished reading Totto-chan! People gave me that look because I was reading an old book. What ? It was a gift, I had to appreciate it somehow. sheesh~ Currently, Im halfway through 'Second Chances'. And Im in love with the girl's bf while the girl is in love with her dead sister's murder. Heh. Seriously, I need to get a life! The sooner, the better.

I cant believe MT O's is this coming Monday. I have no idea what to do? I think I shall read through the peribahasa booklet again. Insya'allah, it will somehow help me. I might have get annoyed because of others being obsessed with glee. BUT, Im officially a GLEEK!
Lepak-ing at airport was fun. Never expected to bumped into some dancers. *kening naik-naik*
Muahahahaha. Playing paparazzi was entertaining too. Then people start to go O.O heh
Okay bye!

Let's play guessing game, shall we?

Assalamualaikum ♥

♥

2010-05-24T21:38:00.003+08:00

Here's a quickie update!
Ive received my report slip without the comments& principal's signature.
Ive improved a lot, I must say. However, I kind of deproved in some subjects too.
haiyaaa. Its okayy. I failed my Overall English by 0.8%. I know, wth -.-
Thanks Ms L for the novel. Ohhohh, Ive finished reading the Chocolate run.
Finally, I get to finish reading a book. I dont know when was the last time I read a Novel.
Yeah, I got the chance to go out with the As, yesterday. Shrek the movie was fafafunny. heh.
I love the part when Puss called Donkey, ri-donk-culous. Now, I got a lot of things to do and yet Im procrastinating. Haiyaaa.

Quickie Shoutout to my mom:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Ibu ♥

Lelong lelong, Im selling imported contact lenses too [;
Click Here!

♥

2010-05-16T22:20:00.007+08:00

Everytime Im about to update my blog, Mom will either tell me to switch it off or my brother will throw tantrums = he wants to sleep. Haiyaa. Kayy, I think I need to warn people that I might be moody this week since Im having Pissed at Men Syndrome ( PMS ). Hahahaa. Anyway, my results are okayy except that I failed my EL p2 and it spoilt my day. I seriously do not know how to answer those questions. I shall improve on that. Hopefully, Im able to force myself to do it. ;D
Humanities was sucha big disappointment. Remember me telling hopefully I might get a higher chance on scoring better for my ss than history ? Well, thats bullshit. Cause I got 1 mark higher for my history. -.-

Alright, I kinda heard what the other party had to say for the huge chaotic incident. Bigbig misunderstanding. Ohh, in today's Berita Harian. There, it was again. o.o I think they exaggerated? Idk la. But the thing is that, the lift they showed in the paper wasnt really the lift used in the scene.
Have you seen ? Nvm, I'll show you.

See? Nak tipu pun tak tau tipu. Haiyaaa. Thats why I said, It might have been exaggerated. The lift's background in the scene was blueee but what they showed was peachish beige . You see what I mean??

Okayy la, my brother needs his sleep. Cause in the morning, he needs to throw tantrums again -.-
I'll opening another preorder !!!
;D

Assalamualaikum ♥

i dont need you no more

2010-05-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

Dearest uh ?
Where have you been ?
-Been MIA-ing laaa.
;D

Currently, Im having my MYE.
I shall treat it like a prelim. Ah, ye la. Banyak punyer prelim padehal bukak buku pun tak. xD
heh. Actually, bukak buku jgak la but 20min ajerrr. *grins*
I prefer SS paper than History cause silly me thought that i'll be given background info.
So I pretty much think that my SS should be higher than History.
Art ? You know what I feel like doing ? I feel like i wanna run around with my hands up. Then scream like a madwoman. Yeah. I shall do that when everyone's asleep.

I dont know what to do. I shall pour everything down here. I dont care la whats going to happen anymore, I shall just go with the flowwwww ~
Its about my lovely, bastardly former boyf of mine.
Yeah. I know things got screwed up. Im sorry but its a two way traffic. Its been 2 years since Ive put up with you. I really dont know what rumors you have been spreading around because I can see your friends looking at me like Im some kind of disgusting bitch. I know that they will support you since you're like their brother but dont you think its too much. Im a human being too. I have feelings too. You dont own the world. I would like to remind you again that you're a nice person but your ego just corrupts you. Im mad because i cant get over the fact that you called me bitch. Yes, you're talking about the bitch who cried when you moved from p.ris to bedok(pathetic, dont laugh eh). The bitch who cried when you told her about your problems. The bitch who gave you a second chance cause she believed that people can change. The bitch who cooked for you and your friends. Now, you tell me which other bitch out there will do that for you? Im disgusted by your words. Why ? Because Im the bitch that you used to fucking hold hands with and watched movies and all that shit. I thought this break up would be good since we could focus more on our O's & N's. Ye la, if we let it go this time and we get back later then thats meant to be. Kalau dah jodoh, then takkan ke maner. (i cant believe im saying this!) So dont blame me for moving on when you're contacting another girl. I might be jealous but im moving on. I dont need people to pity on me cause this is just how life works.

Assalamualaikum ♥

hi

2010-04-16T13:19:00.002+08:00

I'm in school's computer lab [;

Im pretty much busy but still have the time to update.

HAH! Anyway, Happy 1st monthsary to singlehood !

Assalamualaikum

♥

2010-04-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Godd, Im so lazy to update.
My intention was to update when it reaches the other month.
heeeeee~
So yeah, here I am updating my mundaneeeee blog.
Our tuesdays kena kidnapped because teachers want to prepare us for MYE.
Bingit nyaa! My favorite day somemore. Pfft !
Tak sampai one paragraph aku update, dah kena halau.
UGH!. I slap you then you know.

Backstagecloset

15march2010 we broke up

2010-03-20T14:11:00.004+08:00

Haiiyaakkk~
Okayy, so firstly life's been again, hectic.
One week holiday isnt much of a holiday. True? Im gonnabe remembering this holiday for now. ahem ahem* Recently, Ive watched twwwoooo movies in cinema. The rest tak payah ceritakan la.

So yeah. Niyang Rapik was good but not that fantastic. I would give 7popcorns for that. The actors macam biasa, ada Fizz fairuz. hurrhurr. Go watch it if you have the time. It isnt much of the seram-ness but its a mystery o.o

My homeworks are not finished yet. Dah naik malas. Siapa mahu layan ? hahaa. Right, scedule is tight. Now is the only time I can update so thereeee lorr. My hp has been sent for repair ;'(
I ketuk my mom's money cause we went shopping. heehee ~ I ate Ayam Penyet at Lucky plaza. I never get sick of the spicy-ness.

'Life's a miracle. Sometimes things happened just when you thought you're on top of the world'

Assalamualaikum ♥

pms

2010-03-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

Moodswing, real bad.
Im getting impatient over little tiny weeny matters.
My phone just died on me three times recently.
Little Bro kept complaining to Mom about me using the computer late at night. Im the cause of why he cant sleep. Aku gigit teliga kau baru tau ! Ish!
I dont know what to do with my life. Heh. Basically, Im falling apart. Nevermind, there's alot more to endure. My report slip was clean !!!! No underlines. Finally after a loooooong time. Sheesh ~
I shall work hard to make those Cs turn into Bs and Bs into As.
Hell to the Yeah.
I can smell the scent of holidays. heh.

Assalamualaikum ♥

the word that rhymes with tuck and start with the alphabet F

2010-03-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hola
Isnt it weird, Im updating. hurrhurr
So yeah, basically I only have half of the number of sketches Im suppose to have for ART. Im screwed!! -.-
Im super bored so let's play 'let's get into my mind' game.

Shit art
I think I wanna relearn Spanish again
I think I need to be alone for now
Im a sucka for ♥
I need a new phone. i cant press 3 butons !!
Im having infatuation for Syarif sleeq ;DDDD
Im in ♥ with Cinta Ixora's theme song
I cant afford to miss an episode.
I think Ive gone nuts
Confirm, NUTS !
Neeno neeno, ambulance on the way

Okayy stop. Merepek nak mampus betul ni pompan.
Actually, false pretense is a good way to cover up any signs of depression.
Am I right or am I right ?
I need to update another blog. Adios.

Assalamualaikum ♥

blablabla

2010-03-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

helluuuuu.
Finally, Ive updated !
A month of not updating, fuhhhh.
School : As per normal. Hectic.
Relationship : Never been more complicated -.-
Studies : Consistent but can be improved here and there.
Life : Pretty much blessed.
HAH !
Honours Day was a bore. Funny thing, I tried so hard to entertain myself while one, on my right, was reading and another, on my left, was either talking too much or sleeping. Everyone was so into the helium balloons. Oh, Ive watched Dear John and it was good. I think I might be borrowing the book someday. I shall wait till I finish reading my 2 other books. Right, Im trying to think what else to brag about but there's nothing on my mind. Ive tried but nothing. Hah. I think I should be asleep already.
cheerios.

Assalamualaikum ;D

2nd anni

2010-02-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

I think this month, my ekhem doesn't affects my mood !
No MOODSWINGS !! First time or what !
heeheee. Im so happy. I , myself, have no idea why.
I don't know why Im updating but I just cant think of any other thing to do. ;D
I chatted with my long lost Sec1 buddy. Yeah, he have grown siaaa & of course, lose weight.
He is still the same although I never talked to him since he left s.sec.
Happy ke peeee ! Memories la sangat sangat. ONE EEEEE TWOOOOOO ♥♥
We didnt win but the reward was satisfying. DONUTS!!!!!!
ALL HAIL MDM SU ;D
hahahaaa. See what I mean when I say there's no PMS /moodswings?
Ciao, off to watch CSI !

Happy Anniversary, ♥
Ah!!
I forgot your name.
Can I call you mine?
And, in case you forget my name too,
call me yours!

Assalamualaikum ♥

Superrteeeenn

2010-01-25T20:42:00.003+08:00

Yes yes, I've deleted my previous post.
I was really mad at that point of time.
Tsk ! So yeah, Superteen was fantastic.
Dr Ernest really opened up our eyes.
Ken & Peter never eee.. ee ever failed to make me laugh.
And I still remember their favorite lines.
K : My name is Ken & Im your friend.
P : Hi. Im Peter. And you cant see me.
Adorable man this two jokers.
And if you havent heard it, the last two days was a very emotional day for all of us.
Those were the days to differentiate between the Heartless freaks and the Men.
The games that we played was very challenging. I realized that Im very slow !
At the end of this workshop, Ive learned my lessons.
This thingy really made my relationship between parents, friends&teachers much strong.
Okayy, Amaths postponed & there's tournament tomorrow ~
Shhh ~ let me visualize myself winning & passing !

[What you say/see is what you get]
Assalamualaikum ♥

18 jan

2010-01-18T21:54:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAA !
My Computer survived !
Yes, Im using MSN messenger back.
FINALLY -.-
Sadly, I missed studying.
The teachers arent around due to SPARKLES programmes.
HOW TO STUDY LIKE THATTTTTTTT ?
16 Jan, went out for family dinner. My granny followed :D
blah blah blah.
I have a lot to type about but now, I just cant seem to think of anything.
Haiyaaa, if I were to find that bloody * that is up to no good,
I'll find youuu and I WILL CUTTTTT YOUU!
hahhaaa.
Wait, Im not kidding -.-

Hanis, happy burpday [;

Assalamualaikum ♥

16

2010-01-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

Im 16 !
Hahaa. Can watch only NC16 movies in Cinemas.
The rest M18 & R21 movies, I watch online suaahhh. hahahaa.
Ohh, my computer telah di reformat, AGAIN ! I know ~
All my pictures gone, especially the new year's ones.
Kayy, what I've done before turning 16 and after.

Trusted a FAT liar/ Bitch. [HUGE mistake]
Done things Im not supposed to.
Partied & Danced [bloody fun]
Went to Countdown yang tak menjadi.
Received presents! & Getting wished HB [i likeeee ~]
Made friends with an annoying nerd in tuition ;D
Thanked Mummy for giving birth to me (sweet ajerrr)
Pierced.

Yeahhh. When I messaged Mummy, I was hoping that she will reply late. Cause Im afraid I might be emotional but she replied quite fast, tears tengah collecting gitu. I was walking to tuition siaaaa ! Cepatcepat get a grip of myself seh. Ohh, I was the 2nd one to arrive in tuition class. Early ke perrrrrr ! I asked a lot of questions. hahahaa. I get the feeling that the tutor was irritated cause I didnt understand. Heh !
Olevel art paper One is out, *AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!*
Olevel siglap's results aint that good. haiyoyo
GTG ! ♥

Assalamualaikum ♥

fcuk

2010-01-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

HI !
Basically, today I didnt go to my religious class.
I thought it was 11 till 1. Well, I was wrong.
Apologies to Nurul & Fatinah. :{
Other than that, I stayed at home, watched Cafe 13 & finished up my homeworks.
Movie marathon(alone -.-) as form of a tribute to the late beautiful Brittany Murphy.
The poly visits was hmmm okayy, I guess?
Friday night, I went to my first ever amaths tuition class. HAH !

Late
I missed the first question
I was the only malay girl.
I had to change my sit for 2 times. -.-
I had no idea what the teacher was going through

I perservered and tadaaa ~ I managed to understand & do the questions ! YEAY ME ~
Then met Val and chitchat-ed. Yesterday, I ate Nasi minyak againnnnnn. I talked so much more than usual to my workmates. Ohh, the Sambal Udang POWERRRRR ! Fazana's the best.
Okayy, I'm so screwed. Tomorrow, I'll be getting my ART OLEVEL paper & the Olevel's result will be out. I'll be in the hall watching my seniors crying & smiling. My turn will be next. Scarrrrrrryyyy, right?

NOW NOW, where do I begin ? Oh right, hit the books !
p/s: 5 more days...

Assalamualaikum

binnnngggg

2010-01-07T21:56:00.003+08:00

JANGAN KACAU AKU BILA AKU TENGAH BINGIT BOLEH TAK?

Keluarga sendiri pun tak tau.

BANYAK TANYA, NAK TENGOK TV TENGOK AJA LA.

DUMDUM OR WHAT ? -.-

menndddddddaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk

2010-01-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

Heyyy bloghoppers !
Hasn't it been a looooooooong time since I last update?
Yeah, lots of things to do/ to think of.
Countdown wasn't countdown.
I ended up missing countdown+watching fireworks but I watched sherlock holmes instead.
Worth watching, really reminds me of the mentalist ;D
So let me recall my first day of school..
I kept smiling like a siao ting tong girl cause I missed all of my classmates.
Really, even those I'm not even close with.
Ohhya, Amaths was still on too -.-
Skip skip skip
Today, thursday. Time do flies real fast!
I love my current teachers, I guess. Tengokla nnt sampai biler this love last. hahaa
Went to Temasek Poly for their open house. Walked around & found a few interesting courses.
The only problem, I have to study freaking HARD to enter those courses.
I dont have anyone supporting me, Im so frustrated. Mummy didnt let me enter the course I wanted. She told me about her friend's son that drop-out halfway. Isnt that their problem ?
BUT I AM INTERESTED IN THE COURSE! and I know I have to put in a lot of effort.
Firstly, its just tough choosing courses, yknow. Especially when nothing really interest me much.
Sodehhhhhhhhhhh,ugh ~ Tak suka, tak suka!
I just remembered, maybe right the couple who got married & ran away with $5000 was the one having their wedding under my block. And what's up with the teen throwing her innocent infant in a washing machine?! AND TURNED IT ON SOMEMORE! Dumdum or what?
Already 17 but her mindset is as good as a 3 year old kid. Seriously, it scares me very much.
All of this things reminds me of how near the world's gonna end. *baca doa baca doa*

Reminder: Bring 4B pencil & drawing block -.-

Ps; I'm sorry but I dont like people who uses their friends like a tissue. Isnt it obvious enough ?
Hurting your bestie as though she's got no feelings. Yes, I'm not close to her but what I've heard just ticks me off. Plus, you're very selfish. You only want happiness for yourself isnt it? How could you leave your bestfriend just like that without even feeling guilty? I dont think you deserved him or even, anybody. What pisses me off more is that your bestfriend uses me when I actually cared. hahahaa. Malas nak entertain ni semua, Olevel juga lebih penting :P
So I shall mind MYOB instead & still be happy ;D

Oinkyoink

2009-12-29T01:53:00.003+08:00

Imma happy happy kid.
Yeay me ~
hahahaaa.
Can I l♥ve everyone ?
hahaa, kayy shussh.
Congrats to Sezairi, the 3rd Singapore Idol [;
Yes, I stayed at home & watched SI.
Awhile watching, I had to do my Mummy's hair -.-
Kacau ajer uh, hahaa.
You know, Ive always hated the part when I sing some songs along with those people, my parents'll go 'Cube kalau adik hafal Al-Quran macam adik hafal lagu tu'.
haiyooyoo. What to do ? ~
So Ive been going out a lot lately.
I think its everyday for this week. Pocket gue dah burnt, BURNT !
Ohya, that time I was walking in the park with a friend.
Then we come across this group of minahs kecil/besar/ medium/large/small.
HAHAHA
It wasnt raining much but my friend was trying to cover something so she opened up her umbrella la. After we walked pass one of them was being fcuking sarcastic. Ini mesti belum pernah rase raw cili padi tau.
She was like, " Woah, hujan lebat sangat eh!"
Nevermind, be patient, dont make a scene [;

“There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action.”

Why is it some just cant keep their dirty mouth shut eh ?
Maybe someday someone will give them their mouth some insurance.
Yesterday, went out awhile. Bumped into some siglapians too.
Malas nak story-telling [;
Later, i'll be going out to FarEast with my annoying sister -.-
Tomorrow, training (still dk where's my slacks!!!) & ps.
I tak sabar you ~
Then COUNTDOWN, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !
I like ~
School's reopening in 6 days time.
Shit, isnt that less than a week ?!

when it all falls apart

2009-12-26T02:02:00.004+08:00

I'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
'cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself up 'cause things are messed up

Masya'Allah, I'm don't know whether I can still handle this or not.
Like it or not, I've to be strong and go through this.

Assalamualaikum.

hR

2009-12-21T00:54:00.004+08:00

Heyya All ♥
My left wrist is in painnnnnn ~
Blame all the plates & bowls, fork & spoon la, haiyo !
hahahaa. Yes, I went to work today.
Mentangmentang tkder madrasah, datang awal la.
Skali tuptup, tunggu sorangsorang 1 jam.
-____________________________-

Anyhooos, I watched HantuRaya [the first part, cause I have a feeling there's a continuous]. I watched with granny in her room.

Nenek: Ish! Aper la, main cite macam gini malammalam.
Laen kali main la petangpetang.

Pandai nenek aku nak take cover eh. Tknk tgk cakap ajer laaa.
Then it was 11pm [movie 2hrs anyway],

N: Eh, dah kul 11? Dah malam ni.
M: Nenek nak tidur? Kalau nenek nak tidur, adik tutup lampu atau tengok kat bilik ayah.
N: Tkpe. Tengok ajer la.

*Padehal, I know she dont want to watch. hahahaa
Adorable la, semue tingkah laku pelakon tu, dier bilang.
-.- haiyoooooo. hahahaha
Thenthen, someone ring the doorbell.
Creepy ~ OoooOooOooo
Checkcheck, Daddy's friend -.o
So I went into my parents room. My father wanted to watch mimic but heehee, I persuaded him to watch HantuRaya instead. I said that the storyline not good, padehal tak pernah tengok.
BAPAK AKU pun lagi sorang, merepek part tengok cite hantu dier number1 -.-

Daddy: Itu dier panggil HantuRaya dier. Dier bacer 'Sungmun, Bukmun'
M: Aper sajer la. Ayah asl boleh jer.
.
.
.
D: Ibu pun ader ilmu tau.
M: *cepatcepat bangun* Ilmu aper?
D: Dier tengok papan, dier boleh ketawe/nangis sorangsorang.
M: papan ? Papan aper seh?
D: Tu ! *points at the laptop*

Mampus ! -____________________________________-
See told you!
hahahaa.
Just finished watching TinkerBell. heehee ~
Cute ka pa?